Woke up sweating! I hate sweating! My aircon's busted. Nagyeyelo ito! (Lagyan ko kaya ng ice tray)..I've to ask the aircon man to check on it although my dad sez na it needs cleaning lang daw..Yeah right...kaya ko buhatin ang aircon! There's so many things that I need to get repaired sa house but of course kailangan yung aircon and fridge ko muna sa room..mas importante yun e..hehehehe...
Just read my friend's blog..huhuhuhu dapat sumama ako sa Subic..putcha ano naman kse magagawa ko e wala na ko money pati si honey no money din..when my mother dear arrives HA! mayaman ako...
Finally my back pain disapperead! pakeng shet the whole day I had difficulty doing mundane tasks such as bending over (to get some thing lang po!) or sitting down and after drinking my second pain killer and after hours of putting hot compress on my tailbone nwala din sya...hay salamat
Nov 11, 2003
whaddya think of the new skin??? nicey nicey?
it's not yet done...i'll look pa for things to put in...to clutter it!
i was so bored at work yesterday (yes I was in the office s'posedly to work but I was just surfing) that I tried out some words in google and I found me! medyo kewl sa una.. first try: belinda perez peoplesupport and second: belinda perez friendster and you'll see my blog..galeng galeng....
I was offered to be and sme-oic and until now I remain to be undecided. This should be a stepping stone for me but I know how an sme life works..i live with one and I really do not want to to take supervisory calls e ang sarap sarap ng buhay ko ngayon. I go to work and just answer e-mails. With no person on the other line shouting and cursing at you. Adrian does not want me to accept it din but I really dunno....it is a stepping stone na din...think think think.....
spoke to my mom, dad and brother last sunday...ha! told them to buy me PS2 para I can watch na my dvds! Told my mom din if she could come home earlier than December 4. Syempre para may kasama na ko sa hws and para I have money na ulet and of course, after several years of not experiencing christmas I finally get to experience it again! haaaayyy salamat! Every Christmas and New Year, I'd be one of those people who would want to be at work instead of staying at home at pag Christmas as in during the day I'm asleep! What a way to spend the holidays..all by yourself..stupid dog doesn;t count...saya ay dog not my brother...blech!
it's not yet done...i'll look pa for things to put in...to clutter it!
i was so bored at work yesterday (yes I was in the office s'posedly to work but I was just surfing) that I tried out some words in google and I found me! medyo kewl sa una.. first try: belinda perez peoplesupport and second: belinda perez friendster and you'll see my blog..galeng galeng....
I was offered to be and sme-oic and until now I remain to be undecided. This should be a stepping stone for me but I know how an sme life works..i live with one and I really do not want to to take supervisory calls e ang sarap sarap ng buhay ko ngayon. I go to work and just answer e-mails. With no person on the other line shouting and cursing at you. Adrian does not want me to accept it din but I really dunno....it is a stepping stone na din...think think think.....
spoke to my mom, dad and brother last sunday...ha! told them to buy me PS2 para I can watch na my dvds! Told my mom din if she could come home earlier than December 4. Syempre para may kasama na ko sa hws and para I have money na ulet and of course, after several years of not experiencing christmas I finally get to experience it again! haaaayyy salamat! Every Christmas and New Year, I'd be one of those people who would want to be at work instead of staying at home at pag Christmas as in during the day I'm asleep! What a way to spend the holidays..all by yourself..stupid dog doesn;t count...saya ay dog not my brother...blech!
Nov 1, 2003
Was all by myself sa shift till 730pm. shit. dame e-mails tuloy. Adrian went to the province. I would have wanted to go to our provincebut can't coz of work. Haaaayy work work work...next week I'm s'posed to go Subic with my girlfriends but I'm not sure If I can. As usual work. Our shifts are so weird. An example would e my shift which is 430pm. The time is normal but what is weird is that ako lang mag isa sa shift na yun. Why? LLLoooooonnngggg explanation.
We went back no to our respective houses. I would have wanted for us to stay or at least kahit si Adrian but he didn't want to stay without me. Me naman I've to go home coz my folks are coming home this month. Sana we find a halfway house, if not our own at least with friends.
Next week I've to make pa-sukat na kay manag glo for my wedding gown..well, hehe, not MY wedding but of stupid dog's. Hay naku, I really can't understand why for heaven's name ako ang ginawa na maid of honor e I hardly know the bride much less the groom who happens to be my brother..bwisit...isn't there some sort of law for this?
We went back no to our respective houses. I would have wanted for us to stay or at least kahit si Adrian but he didn't want to stay without me. Me naman I've to go home coz my folks are coming home this month. Sana we find a halfway house, if not our own at least with friends.
Next week I've to make pa-sukat na kay manag glo for my wedding gown..well, hehe, not MY wedding but of stupid dog's. Hay naku, I really can't understand why for heaven's name ako ang ginawa na maid of honor e I hardly know the bride much less the groom who happens to be my brother..bwisit...isn't there some sort of law for this?
Just took a personality disorder test...uh-oh!
Paranoid
Paranoid personality disorder is characterized by a distrust of others and a constant suspicion that people around you have sinister motives. People with this disorder tend to have excessive trust in their own knowledge and abilities and usually avoid close relationships with others. They search for hidden meanings in everything and read hostile intentions into the actions of others. They are quick to challenge the loyalties of friends and loved ones and often appear cold and distant to others. They usually shift blame to others and tend to carry long grudges.
Schizoid
People with schizoid personality disorder avoid relationships and do not show much emotion. They genuinely prefer to be alone and do not secretly wish for popularity. They tend to seek jobs that require little social contact. Their social skills are often weak and they do not show a need for attention or acceptance. They are perceived as humorless and distant and often are termed "loners."
Schizotypal
Many believe that schizotypal personality disorder represents mild schizophrenia. The disorder is characterized by odd forms of thinking and perceiving, and individuals with this disorder often seek isolation from others. They sometimes believe to have extra sensory ability or that unrelated events relate to them in some important way. They generally engage in eccentric behavior and have difficulty concentrating for long periods of time. Their speech is often over elaborate and difficult to follow.
Antisocial
A common misconception is that antisocial personality disorder refers to people who have poor social skills. The opposite is often the case. Instead, antisocial personality disorder is characterized by a lack of conscience. People with this disorder are prone to criminal behavior, believing that their victims are weak and deserving of being taken advantage of. They tend to lie and steal. Often, they are careless with money and take action without thinking about consequences. They are often agressive and are much more concerned with their own needs than the needs of others.
Borderline
Borderline personality disorder is characterized by mood instability and poor self-image. People with this disorder are prone to constant mood swings and bouts of anger. Often, they will take their anger out on themselves, causing themselves injury. Suicidal threats and actions are not uncommon. They think in very black and white terms and often form intense, conflict-ridden relationships. They are quick to anger when their expectations are not met.
Histrionic
People with histrionic personality disorder are constant attention seekers. They need to be the center of attention all the time, often interrupting others in order to dominate the conversation. They use grandiose language to discribe everyday events and seek constant praise. They may dress provacatively or exaggerate illnesses in order to gain attention. They also tend to exaggerate friendships and relationships, believing that everyone loves them. They are often manipulative.
Narcissistic
Narcissistic personality disorder is characterized by self-centeredness. Like histrionic disorder, people with this disorder seek attention and praise. They exaggerate their achievements, expecting others to recongize them as being superior. They tend to be choosy about picking friends, since they believe that not just anyone is worthy of being their friend. They tend to make good first impressions, yet have difficulty maintaining long-lasting relationships. They are generally uninterested in the feelings of others and may take advantage of them.
Avoidant
Avoidant personality disorder is characterized by extreme social anxiety. People with this disorder often feel inadequate, avoid social situations, and seek out jobs with little contact with others. They are fearful of being rejected and worry about embarassing themselves in front of others. They exaggerate the potential difficulties of new situations to rationalize avoiding them. Often, they will create fantasy worlds to substitute for the real one. Unlike schizoid personality disorder, avoidant people yearn for social relations yet feel they are unable to obtain them. They are frequently depressed and have low self-confidence.
Dependent
Dependent personality disorder is characterized by a need to be taken care of. People with this disorder tend to cling to people and fear losing them. They may become suicidal when a break-up is imminent. They tend to let others make important decisions for them and often jump from relationship to relationship. They often remain in abusive relationships. They are overly sensitive to disapproval. They often feel helpless and depressed.
Obsessive-Compulsive
Obsessive-Compulsive personality disorder is similar to obsessive-compulsive anxiety disorder. People with this disorder are overly focused on orderliness and perfection. Their need to do everything "right" often interferes with their productivity. They tend to get caught up in the details and miss the bigger picture. They set unreasonably high standards for themselves and others, and tend to be very critical of others when they do not live up to these high standards. They avoid working in teams, believing others to be too careless or incompetent. They avoid making decisions because they fear making mistakes and are rarely generous with their time or money. They often have difficulty expressing emotion.
| Disorder | Rating |
| Paranoid: | High |
| Schizoid: | Moderate |
| Schizotypal: | Very High |
| Antisocial: | High |
| Borderline: | Very High |
| Histrionic: | High |
| Narcissistic: | High |
| Avoidant: | High |
| Dependent: | High |
| Obsessive-Compulsive: | High |
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Paranoid
Paranoid personality disorder is characterized by a distrust of others and a constant suspicion that people around you have sinister motives. People with this disorder tend to have excessive trust in their own knowledge and abilities and usually avoid close relationships with others. They search for hidden meanings in everything and read hostile intentions into the actions of others. They are quick to challenge the loyalties of friends and loved ones and often appear cold and distant to others. They usually shift blame to others and tend to carry long grudges.
Schizoid
People with schizoid personality disorder avoid relationships and do not show much emotion. They genuinely prefer to be alone and do not secretly wish for popularity. They tend to seek jobs that require little social contact. Their social skills are often weak and they do not show a need for attention or acceptance. They are perceived as humorless and distant and often are termed "loners."
Schizotypal
Many believe that schizotypal personality disorder represents mild schizophrenia. The disorder is characterized by odd forms of thinking and perceiving, and individuals with this disorder often seek isolation from others. They sometimes believe to have extra sensory ability or that unrelated events relate to them in some important way. They generally engage in eccentric behavior and have difficulty concentrating for long periods of time. Their speech is often over elaborate and difficult to follow.
Antisocial
A common misconception is that antisocial personality disorder refers to people who have poor social skills. The opposite is often the case. Instead, antisocial personality disorder is characterized by a lack of conscience. People with this disorder are prone to criminal behavior, believing that their victims are weak and deserving of being taken advantage of. They tend to lie and steal. Often, they are careless with money and take action without thinking about consequences. They are often agressive and are much more concerned with their own needs than the needs of others.
Borderline
Borderline personality disorder is characterized by mood instability and poor self-image. People with this disorder are prone to constant mood swings and bouts of anger. Often, they will take their anger out on themselves, causing themselves injury. Suicidal threats and actions are not uncommon. They think in very black and white terms and often form intense, conflict-ridden relationships. They are quick to anger when their expectations are not met.
Histrionic
People with histrionic personality disorder are constant attention seekers. They need to be the center of attention all the time, often interrupting others in order to dominate the conversation. They use grandiose language to discribe everyday events and seek constant praise. They may dress provacatively or exaggerate illnesses in order to gain attention. They also tend to exaggerate friendships and relationships, believing that everyone loves them. They are often manipulative.
Narcissistic
Narcissistic personality disorder is characterized by self-centeredness. Like histrionic disorder, people with this disorder seek attention and praise. They exaggerate their achievements, expecting others to recongize them as being superior. They tend to be choosy about picking friends, since they believe that not just anyone is worthy of being their friend. They tend to make good first impressions, yet have difficulty maintaining long-lasting relationships. They are generally uninterested in the feelings of others and may take advantage of them.
Avoidant
Avoidant personality disorder is characterized by extreme social anxiety. People with this disorder often feel inadequate, avoid social situations, and seek out jobs with little contact with others. They are fearful of being rejected and worry about embarassing themselves in front of others. They exaggerate the potential difficulties of new situations to rationalize avoiding them. Often, they will create fantasy worlds to substitute for the real one. Unlike schizoid personality disorder, avoidant people yearn for social relations yet feel they are unable to obtain them. They are frequently depressed and have low self-confidence.
Dependent
Dependent personality disorder is characterized by a need to be taken care of. People with this disorder tend to cling to people and fear losing them. They may become suicidal when a break-up is imminent. They tend to let others make important decisions for them and often jump from relationship to relationship. They often remain in abusive relationships. They are overly sensitive to disapproval. They often feel helpless and depressed.
Obsessive-Compulsive
Obsessive-Compulsive personality disorder is similar to obsessive-compulsive anxiety disorder. People with this disorder are overly focused on orderliness and perfection. Their need to do everything "right" often interferes with their productivity. They tend to get caught up in the details and miss the bigger picture. They set unreasonably high standards for themselves and others, and tend to be very critical of others when they do not live up to these high standards. They avoid working in teams, believing others to be too careless or incompetent. They avoid making decisions because they fear making mistakes and are rarely generous with their time or money. They often have difficulty expressing emotion.
Oct 28, 2003
Whew naubos din ang queue..
according to www.kabalarians.com:
Your name of Maria gives you the desire to understand and to help others but, at the same time you can become too involved in their problems and, as a result, worry too much. You desire a home and family of your own and have the ability to create understanding and harmony in family association as you are pliable, forgiving, and tactful. You love children and would not hesitate to care for any children who might need you. Whenever possible, you avoid argument and turmoil because you prefer not to face an issue if it means hurting anyone's feelings. You shrink from sordidness and poverty because you feel very deeply for anyone in unfortunate circumstances. Though you recognize your responsibilities, you are inclined to put things off until you are forced to take action. If given the opportunity, you could develop musical and artistic abilities.
Health Weaknesses
This name is a fairly healthy influence, although it does not give you as much vitality as many people have. Any tension centres in the fluid functions causing overweight, varicose veins, swelling of the legs and ankles, kidney trouble, bladder trouble, or female problems.
For my second name:
As Belinda you are rather serious-minded, responsible, and stable. You have the gift of tact and diplomacy, and possess a charming, easy-going nature which endears you to others. You have a serious desire to understand the heart and mind of everyone, and could be very effective in a career or in volunteer work where you are handling people and serving in a humanitarian way. This name also gives you a love of home and family, and as a parent you would likely be fair and understanding. You remember the thoughtful little expressions of affection and appreciation that mean so much to others, and you have the ability to create a warm and loving environment. However, you tend to put things off and avoid facing issues because of a lack of confidence and uncertainty. You often need encouragement from someone before you can come to a decision.
Health Weaknesses
This name creates a generally well-balanced and healthy nature, but any weakness in the health would cause problems in the fluid functions, such as kidney or bladder trouble, overweight, or swelling of the legs and ankles.
according to www.kabalarians.com:
Your name of Maria gives you the desire to understand and to help others but, at the same time you can become too involved in their problems and, as a result, worry too much. You desire a home and family of your own and have the ability to create understanding and harmony in family association as you are pliable, forgiving, and tactful. You love children and would not hesitate to care for any children who might need you. Whenever possible, you avoid argument and turmoil because you prefer not to face an issue if it means hurting anyone's feelings. You shrink from sordidness and poverty because you feel very deeply for anyone in unfortunate circumstances. Though you recognize your responsibilities, you are inclined to put things off until you are forced to take action. If given the opportunity, you could develop musical and artistic abilities.
Health Weaknesses
This name is a fairly healthy influence, although it does not give you as much vitality as many people have. Any tension centres in the fluid functions causing overweight, varicose veins, swelling of the legs and ankles, kidney trouble, bladder trouble, or female problems.
For my second name:
As Belinda you are rather serious-minded, responsible, and stable. You have the gift of tact and diplomacy, and possess a charming, easy-going nature which endears you to others. You have a serious desire to understand the heart and mind of everyone, and could be very effective in a career or in volunteer work where you are handling people and serving in a humanitarian way. This name also gives you a love of home and family, and as a parent you would likely be fair and understanding. You remember the thoughtful little expressions of affection and appreciation that mean so much to others, and you have the ability to create a warm and loving environment. However, you tend to put things off and avoid facing issues because of a lack of confidence and uncertainty. You often need encouragement from someone before you can come to a decision.
Health Weaknesses
This name creates a generally well-balanced and healthy nature, but any weakness in the health would cause problems in the fluid functions, such as kidney or bladder trouble, overweight, or swelling of the legs and ankles.
Oct 26, 2003
i'm back! Just got back from a 3 day rest day...sarap..puro malls ang pinuntahan ko..nyarks...hongkong..gallera..ek plans that all went bust!
Thursday: stayed muna sa hws in Makati. Chilled with Kits till around 4 then went home na....ha! buti nalang maayos...mukhang nalaman ata nila na uuwi ako kaya nagayos ng bahay..hihihihi...just fixed my room a bit but dumpred all my stuff sa room ng parents ko since I have to ask the housekeeper to clean it pa...nanood lang ng tv the whole night..slept at around 3...had a very difficult time sleeping coz I'm so sanay na may katabi ako :::my sweetik::: hay naku that's one of the many things that I'll miss when we move out...sarap sarap kaya may katabi..especially if sya yung katabi mo...shiyet....there are some things na akala mo sa movies lang nangyayari pero may gush**** with my sweetik it all comes true...i'm not saying this because we're together but for real tlaga...have you ever slept with a guy in the nook of his arms all night without him telling you to move off in the middle of the night? Men usually will tell you to but with him he'll cuddle with you the whole night..if he feels na I'm not in bed he'll get up from the bed and look for me...nag aalala na yan. Madalas sumasakit yung back and it entails me to sleep sa floor para mawala yung sakit. Even if I don't ask him to, he'll lie down with me sa floor and insists on doing so...
Friday (Family day): He and his sister made me sundo sa hws. Went to greenhills and met up with jerome. Ate sa Le Ching. As usual bentang benta nanaman yung kaibigan ko na yun. Sa tagal naming inikot yung greenhills wla akong nabili ni isa.. :( huhuhuhu.... At 5pm we fetched Arnold at their Aunt's house and went to ATc (naks ATC na ko a!) ikot ikot kme as usual then afterwards we went to their house to bring his siblings home and stayed for a bit then we went sa house sa makati to drop off Jerome and get some stuff para iuwi then Adrian made me hatid na....wawa naman sya...puro drive ang ginawa....di man lang nag reklamo....
Saturday: hay salamt di family day...he made me sundo..kaso di pa ko nakakaligo coz walang water sa hws! so sabe nya sa gym nalang daw ako maligo..o sya sige na nga...we went to dampa to eat lunch (walang ligo ligo ito a) but he gave me a tour of the new Macaoagal Highway then after lunch dumaan lang kme sa hws nila to drop off the food then went to Fitness First Alabang to make ligo then went to Ayala Alabang to hear mass sana kaso tapos na so we just said a little prayer then went to Cuenca Park coz may bazaar sila dun...wala naman nabili at same din naman na nakita ko sa greenhills then we went to festival mall. Ate in Pizza Hut then did our monthly grocery shopping....family habit....grocery once a month for our stuff ;) naks.....he gave me the tour again of our 'future village' ..may gush mukha seryoso ata si sweetik at sa Ayala Alabang daw ako itititira...hmmmm pwede na pwede na...hehehe....di naman bawal mangarap e...we went to their house to drink with his siblings...naku ayun seryoso usapan till 2am si kuya nagsesermon....since Adrian was too tipsy to bring me home dun nalang ako nag sleep sa bed nya. sya sa bed ni Andrew. Si Arnold sa own bed nya. Si Andrew na dislocate sa room ng parents nya...binuksan pa yung aircon ng kapatid...special daw kse e..sweet naman...
today start of my new shift..430pm...well so far so good...i haven't settled in yet so do ko pa naffeel if it's a good shift or not...
Thursday: stayed muna sa hws in Makati. Chilled with Kits till around 4 then went home na....ha! buti nalang maayos...mukhang nalaman ata nila na uuwi ako kaya nagayos ng bahay..hihihihi...just fixed my room a bit but dumpred all my stuff sa room ng parents ko since I have to ask the housekeeper to clean it pa...nanood lang ng tv the whole night..slept at around 3...had a very difficult time sleeping coz I'm so sanay na may katabi ako :::my sweetik::: hay naku that's one of the many things that I'll miss when we move out...sarap sarap kaya may katabi..especially if sya yung katabi mo...shiyet....there are some things na akala mo sa movies lang nangyayari pero may gush**** with my sweetik it all comes true...i'm not saying this because we're together but for real tlaga...have you ever slept with a guy in the nook of his arms all night without him telling you to move off in the middle of the night? Men usually will tell you to but with him he'll cuddle with you the whole night..if he feels na I'm not in bed he'll get up from the bed and look for me...nag aalala na yan. Madalas sumasakit yung back and it entails me to sleep sa floor para mawala yung sakit. Even if I don't ask him to, he'll lie down with me sa floor and insists on doing so...
Friday (Family day): He and his sister made me sundo sa hws. Went to greenhills and met up with jerome. Ate sa Le Ching. As usual bentang benta nanaman yung kaibigan ko na yun. Sa tagal naming inikot yung greenhills wla akong nabili ni isa.. :( huhuhuhu.... At 5pm we fetched Arnold at their Aunt's house and went to ATc (naks ATC na ko a!) ikot ikot kme as usual then afterwards we went to their house to bring his siblings home and stayed for a bit then we went sa house sa makati to drop off Jerome and get some stuff para iuwi then Adrian made me hatid na....wawa naman sya...puro drive ang ginawa....di man lang nag reklamo....
Saturday: hay salamt di family day...he made me sundo..kaso di pa ko nakakaligo coz walang water sa hws! so sabe nya sa gym nalang daw ako maligo..o sya sige na nga...we went to dampa to eat lunch (walang ligo ligo ito a) but he gave me a tour of the new Macaoagal Highway then after lunch dumaan lang kme sa hws nila to drop off the food then went to Fitness First Alabang to make ligo then went to Ayala Alabang to hear mass sana kaso tapos na so we just said a little prayer then went to Cuenca Park coz may bazaar sila dun...wala naman nabili at same din naman na nakita ko sa greenhills then we went to festival mall. Ate in Pizza Hut then did our monthly grocery shopping....family habit....grocery once a month for our stuff ;) naks.....he gave me the tour again of our 'future village' ..may gush mukha seryoso ata si sweetik at sa Ayala Alabang daw ako itititira...hmmmm pwede na pwede na...hehehe....di naman bawal mangarap e...we went to their house to drink with his siblings...naku ayun seryoso usapan till 2am si kuya nagsesermon....since Adrian was too tipsy to bring me home dun nalang ako nag sleep sa bed nya. sya sa bed ni Andrew. Si Arnold sa own bed nya. Si Andrew na dislocate sa room ng parents nya...binuksan pa yung aircon ng kapatid...special daw kse e..sweet naman...
today start of my new shift..430pm...well so far so good...i haven't settled in yet so do ko pa naffeel if it's a good shift or not...
Oct 21, 2003
Here is a sad song that I used to sing and listen to because I always thought that this was the theme song of my life....Its kinda sad :( Not all of us were blessed to have very good looks or a good life (moneyed and all) but hey! That is how life is....It sucks...Seems a bit cliche but ganun tlaga ohey! ....I learned the truth at seventeen.......nuninuninuninu.....
At Seventeen
by Janis Ian
I learned the truth at seventeen
That love was meant for beauty queens
And high school girls with clear skinned smiles
Who married young and then retired.
The valentines I never knew
The Friday night charades of youth
Were spent on one more beautiful
At seventeen I learned the truth.
And those of us with ravaged faces
Lacking in the social graces
Desperately remained at home
Inventing lovers on the phone
Who called to say come dance with me
and murmured vague obscenities
It isn't all it seems
At seventeen.
A brown eyed girl in hand me downs
Whose name I never could pronounce
said, Pity please the ones who serve
They only get what they deserve.
The rich relationed hometown queen
she marries into what she needs
A guarantee of company
And haven for the elderly.
Remember those who win the game
Lose the love they sought to gain
Indebentures of quality
And dubious integrity.
Their small town eyes will gape at you
in dull surprise when payment due
Exceeds accounts received
At seventeen.
To those of us who know the pain
Of valentines that never came,
And those whose names were never called
When choosing sides for basketball.
It was long ago and far away
The world was younger than today
And dreams were all they gave for free
To ugly duckling girls like me.
We all play the game and when we dare
To cheat ourselves at solitaire
Inventing lovers on the phone
Repenting other lives unknown
That call and say, come dance with me
and murmur vague obscenities
At ugly girls like me
At seventeen.
At Seventeen
by Janis Ian
I learned the truth at seventeen
That love was meant for beauty queens
And high school girls with clear skinned smiles
Who married young and then retired.
The valentines I never knew
The Friday night charades of youth
Were spent on one more beautiful
At seventeen I learned the truth.
And those of us with ravaged faces
Lacking in the social graces
Desperately remained at home
Inventing lovers on the phone
Who called to say come dance with me
and murmured vague obscenities
It isn't all it seems
At seventeen.
A brown eyed girl in hand me downs
Whose name I never could pronounce
said, Pity please the ones who serve
They only get what they deserve.
The rich relationed hometown queen
she marries into what she needs
A guarantee of company
And haven for the elderly.
Remember those who win the game
Lose the love they sought to gain
Indebentures of quality
And dubious integrity.
Their small town eyes will gape at you
in dull surprise when payment due
Exceeds accounts received
At seventeen.
To those of us who know the pain
Of valentines that never came,
And those whose names were never called
When choosing sides for basketball.
It was long ago and far away
The world was younger than today
And dreams were all they gave for free
To ugly duckling girls like me.
We all play the game and when we dare
To cheat ourselves at solitaire
Inventing lovers on the phone
Repenting other lives unknown
That call and say, come dance with me
and murmur vague obscenities
At ugly girls like me
At seventeen.
so syempre sobrang updated to hindi ba....punyemas tamad na ko to the max..shiyet...
last saturday (october 18) we stayed in Discovery for Marc and Kitz's "finally together" party...the party was ok...but we really didn't mingle. we just stayed sa room and watched cable and ate syempre.....We went there with Mishka, Anna, Jerome and Adrian so that we can dress up there na and but whatever was needed for the party...it was an open party but your ticket so that you can go in is a bottle of either red wine or vodka or better yet bc! When we got there Ica and Nins were there na..dapat may balloons kaso di pumayag ang discovery kaya iniwan nalang sa car ni ica..wawa naman...sayang..good thing di lumipad yung car nya... from the hws anna, adrian, jerome and I were all in our hws clothes...in tagalog..naka pambahay pa! astig..naka rating ng discovery in tsinelas and butas butas na damit...akala ata squatter kme...hahaha....tamad pa kme maligo pagdating dun kaya ayun dumating na si vinca and pat (arriola) and we were still in our pamabahay clothes...after we took a bath, we went to podium to eat dinner at sitio...shit!we (adrian, jerome and I) were so famished!!!!! ayun si jeron kain karpintero ulet....we talked about what nasty stuff Kitz was spreading against me and Aids....tangina buti sana kung totoo da ba e hello puro figment ng kanyang imagination....before that kse when we were still in the hotel, anna, vince and I were talking with other people sa tabi and along the conversation ( i dunno kung paano nag bring up) bigla nalang sinabi ni vince na "oo nga e nagsasayang ka nga daw ng tubig sabe ni kitz.." Me naman, because of the noise wasn't able to understand it kaya smile nalang ako tapos si Anna sabe nya " Bels, totoo." I just shrugged my shoulders since I wasn't able to hear what Vince said kaya when we got back sa room I asked Anna about it and dun nya sa akin sinabi yung sinabi ni Vince....whaddafuck!!!!!! pota! if she was something to say dapat sa harap namin not behind our backs...just thinking about it makes me wanna make her sugod na...kaya after that incident Adrian decided (as in no buts na) that we should move out na daw. We were planning to move out mid november before my mom came home since my mom asked to go back sa house but this kinda speeded things up a bit...bwisit tlaga...At first I thought that she was ok but it turns out that she isn't pala...para walang gulo and respeto nalang kay A since she was the one who referred us to her we'll just go nalang with no rekalamo about the whole thing...bahala nalang sa kanya si lord...kaya ata nawala yung bag nya e...i know its masama for saying this and for wishing this to anyone but baka karma na din na nanakaw yung bag coz of the lies she was spreading against us....si jerome din aalis na kse sya din naiinis na but since wala pa syang work and money (walang pera pero may 2 gold cards sa wallet) kaya di pa sya makaalis...so teka....asan na ba ko sa wento ko???? A sa megamall after dinner, nag ikot ikot muna kme keber na may mga naghihintay sa amin coz kme nga bibili ng pulutan at cups (hehehe)...sale sa megamall pero wala naman ako mabili tsaka kse dame tao nabbwisit na ko sa init at gulo...after an hour or 2 of making ikot we bought the stuff na and went back to the room na...basta kme nila Adrian and jerome dun lang kme sa room and didnt; mingle coz bad trip na rin coz of what we discovered plus we really didn't like the people...
tomorrow is my last day...due to some swap chorva I managed to get thursday to saturday off...tapos sunday baka 430pm na sked ko since that's the date when the rotation will take place...yehey!....san kayao nice pumunta...hay my gadz di na ko magyaya sa mga friendsters ko at baka ma-disappoint nanamn ako no! hmph! (hint hint hint)..Adrian is thinking na we might go sa Tagaytay but we haven't decided anything yet....bahala na...
shiyet over personal ako tengengot...makapag break na nga muna.....
last saturday (october 18) we stayed in Discovery for Marc and Kitz's "finally together" party...the party was ok...but we really didn't mingle. we just stayed sa room and watched cable and ate syempre.....We went there with Mishka, Anna, Jerome and Adrian so that we can dress up there na and but whatever was needed for the party...it was an open party but your ticket so that you can go in is a bottle of either red wine or vodka or better yet bc! When we got there Ica and Nins were there na..dapat may balloons kaso di pumayag ang discovery kaya iniwan nalang sa car ni ica..wawa naman...sayang..good thing di lumipad yung car nya... from the hws anna, adrian, jerome and I were all in our hws clothes...in tagalog..naka pambahay pa! astig..naka rating ng discovery in tsinelas and butas butas na damit...akala ata squatter kme...hahaha....tamad pa kme maligo pagdating dun kaya ayun dumating na si vinca and pat (arriola) and we were still in our pamabahay clothes...after we took a bath, we went to podium to eat dinner at sitio...shit!we (adrian, jerome and I) were so famished!!!!! ayun si jeron kain karpintero ulet....we talked about what nasty stuff Kitz was spreading against me and Aids....tangina buti sana kung totoo da ba e hello puro figment ng kanyang imagination....before that kse when we were still in the hotel, anna, vince and I were talking with other people sa tabi and along the conversation ( i dunno kung paano nag bring up) bigla nalang sinabi ni vince na "oo nga e nagsasayang ka nga daw ng tubig sabe ni kitz.." Me naman, because of the noise wasn't able to understand it kaya smile nalang ako tapos si Anna sabe nya " Bels, totoo." I just shrugged my shoulders since I wasn't able to hear what Vince said kaya when we got back sa room I asked Anna about it and dun nya sa akin sinabi yung sinabi ni Vince....whaddafuck!!!!!! pota! if she was something to say dapat sa harap namin not behind our backs...just thinking about it makes me wanna make her sugod na...kaya after that incident Adrian decided (as in no buts na) that we should move out na daw. We were planning to move out mid november before my mom came home since my mom asked to go back sa house but this kinda speeded things up a bit...bwisit tlaga...At first I thought that she was ok but it turns out that she isn't pala...para walang gulo and respeto nalang kay A since she was the one who referred us to her we'll just go nalang with no rekalamo about the whole thing...bahala nalang sa kanya si lord...kaya ata nawala yung bag nya e...i know its masama for saying this and for wishing this to anyone but baka karma na din na nanakaw yung bag coz of the lies she was spreading against us....si jerome din aalis na kse sya din naiinis na but since wala pa syang work and money (walang pera pero may 2 gold cards sa wallet) kaya di pa sya makaalis...so teka....asan na ba ko sa wento ko???? A sa megamall after dinner, nag ikot ikot muna kme keber na may mga naghihintay sa amin coz kme nga bibili ng pulutan at cups (hehehe)...sale sa megamall pero wala naman ako mabili tsaka kse dame tao nabbwisit na ko sa init at gulo...after an hour or 2 of making ikot we bought the stuff na and went back to the room na...basta kme nila Adrian and jerome dun lang kme sa room and didnt; mingle coz bad trip na rin coz of what we discovered plus we really didn't like the people...
tomorrow is my last day...due to some swap chorva I managed to get thursday to saturday off...tapos sunday baka 430pm na sked ko since that's the date when the rotation will take place...yehey!....san kayao nice pumunta...hay my gadz di na ko magyaya sa mga friendsters ko at baka ma-disappoint nanamn ako no! hmph! (hint hint hint)..Adrian is thinking na we might go sa Tagaytay but we haven't decided anything yet....bahala na...
shiyet over personal ako tengengot...makapag break na nga muna.....
Oct 17, 2003
Your Name: maria belinda perez
Your Date of Birth: 09/15/1977
Your Question or Information: should i resign now?
Your Date of Birth: 09/15/1977
Your Question or Information: should i resign now?
Past Algiz - Protection, fortunate influences, fate on your side, victory and success, good luck and personal strength. | Present Lagaz - Intuition, imagination, success in studies, creativity, vitality and passion (especially for women). | Future Ing - Fertility, successful conclusion to issue or situation, ending one cycle and beginning another. |
Cast the runes here:
Rune Caster
Oct 11, 2003
almost all tools are down right now....teka...work nanaman....another topic...
it's shift bid week and I'm # 2 sa ranking so I now have the upper hand when choosing shifts...BUT BUT BUT...the shifts are so panget! I might try the 10x4 na shift coz i only go to work 4 days a week yun nga lang its an 11 hour shift which includes a 1 hour lunch and 2 15 minute breaks and 15 minutes pala for personal....so bale thats 9 and a hald hours of work..well not really work since I'm in the e-mail team and the work load is VERY VERY light.....this time I wanna have weekends off para people would want to swap with me. I was s'posed to have weekends of na sana for my current shift but I'd rather have weekdays off coz i like working during weekends because we practically get paid for doing nothing but a team mate of mine wanted weekends off so I gave it na to her and when I need weekends off people wouldn't want to swap with me coz they'd rather stay home on weekends so now I'll get the best shift then swap nalang with whoever wants to have weekends off pero not permanently "sliding sliding" lang is the term sweetik called it. But nga the shifts are so panget. If i don't get the 10x4 shifts the 8x5 shifts na meron for morning and afternoon are either so early or so late. Actually I like the 430pm shift but the rest days are panget thursday and friday plus there's no tugma na shift for sweetik coz their availbale shifts are only 6am, 1pm or 930pm....hay naku, kaninis NEVER na kme nag ka sabay ng shift and rest days....sana he gets promoted para flexi time na sya :) hihihihihihi
so fucking bored...as usual....
tonight i'm s'posed to go to this party in Ortigas but I dont wanna go...don't like the crowd but Adrian insists that we go coz one of the bday celebrants is his best friend. shit. i dunno..i told him that I'd rather stay at home on a saturday night that be with those kinds of people....last year was the first and last time that I hung out with them...well not really with but...you get the picture....i talked to sweetik's friends lang and NOT TO THEM....the other people are not really his friends but his bestfriends' friends na naging friends nya na din...bus still they are not MY friends! so what will happen kaya later...i bet we'll go then hung out for an hour or two then go somewhere after..sana mga 15 minutes lang or else...i can wait naman sa car e....eat and run nalang sana baka makayanan ko pa...shit! sweetik just called and sabe nya we're going there daw >:( arrggghhhh...sana nalang walang manloloko sa akin about being fat and sana the food is masarap or else makakapatay ako ng tao!
just finished experimenting with some new colors and fonts for my blog..ang hirap ng html!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's shift bid week and I'm # 2 sa ranking so I now have the upper hand when choosing shifts...BUT BUT BUT...the shifts are so panget! I might try the 10x4 na shift coz i only go to work 4 days a week yun nga lang its an 11 hour shift which includes a 1 hour lunch and 2 15 minute breaks and 15 minutes pala for personal....so bale thats 9 and a hald hours of work..well not really work since I'm in the e-mail team and the work load is VERY VERY light.....this time I wanna have weekends off para people would want to swap with me. I was s'posed to have weekends of na sana for my current shift but I'd rather have weekdays off coz i like working during weekends because we practically get paid for doing nothing but a team mate of mine wanted weekends off so I gave it na to her and when I need weekends off people wouldn't want to swap with me coz they'd rather stay home on weekends so now I'll get the best shift then swap nalang with whoever wants to have weekends off pero not permanently "sliding sliding" lang is the term sweetik called it. But nga the shifts are so panget. If i don't get the 10x4 shifts the 8x5 shifts na meron for morning and afternoon are either so early or so late. Actually I like the 430pm shift but the rest days are panget thursday and friday plus there's no tugma na shift for sweetik coz their availbale shifts are only 6am, 1pm or 930pm....hay naku, kaninis NEVER na kme nag ka sabay ng shift and rest days....sana he gets promoted para flexi time na sya :) hihihihihihi
so fucking bored...as usual....
tonight i'm s'posed to go to this party in Ortigas but I dont wanna go...don't like the crowd but Adrian insists that we go coz one of the bday celebrants is his best friend. shit. i dunno..i told him that I'd rather stay at home on a saturday night that be with those kinds of people....last year was the first and last time that I hung out with them...well not really with but...you get the picture....i talked to sweetik's friends lang and NOT TO THEM....the other people are not really his friends but his bestfriends' friends na naging friends nya na din...bus still they are not MY friends! so what will happen kaya later...i bet we'll go then hung out for an hour or two then go somewhere after..sana mga 15 minutes lang or else...i can wait naman sa car e....eat and run nalang sana baka makayanan ko pa...shit! sweetik just called and sabe nya we're going there daw >:( arrggghhhh...sana nalang walang manloloko sa akin about being fat and sana the food is masarap or else makakapatay ako ng tao!
just finished experimenting with some new colors and fonts for my blog..ang hirap ng html!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oct 5, 2003
for 2 straight days maganda ang horoscope ko...pag di pa gumanda ang aking kinabukasan..patayan na to!..but who??? ngerk...
Virgo Daily Horoscope
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by Astrocenter.com
Add a spark to your life today, dear Virgo. It could be that things are getting stale and boring for you. If this is the case, consider the possibility that you are simply not challenging yourself nearly enough. Remember that you are responsible for lighting your own fire. You have the perfect opportunity to get something started today, so go for it. Feel free to bring in other people to help get your mind in motion.
Virgo Daily Horoscope
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by Astrocenter.com
Add a spark to your life today, dear Virgo. It could be that things are getting stale and boring for you. If this is the case, consider the possibility that you are simply not challenging yourself nearly enough. Remember that you are responsible for lighting your own fire. You have the perfect opportunity to get something started today, so go for it. Feel free to bring in other people to help get your mind in motion.
Oct 4, 2003
Just got my daily horoscope via e-mail...i just hope that it's true...
For my sweetik:
Leo Daily Horoscope
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by Astrocenter.com
Are you technically single, but very deeply involved with someone, dear Leo? If so, don't be surprised if today you receive a proposal of marriage. Events over the past few days have brought you very close together, and have greatly intensified the bond between you. Your partner may want to legalize that bond. Do you? If there is even the smallest doubt, give yourself some time to think. Acting on impulse is not a good idea right now.
For me:
Virgo Daily Horoscope
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by Astrocenter.com
Exciting news could come to you today, dear Virgo, that could bring a lot of joy into your life. Your income may soon skyrocket, and more opportunities to advance yourself professionally should start coming thick and fast. You may even receive public acknowledgment in some way. This isn't the end of the line, however - this is only the beginning! You'll be glad to know you can expect this trend to continue for some time.
For my sweetik:
Leo Daily Horoscope
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by Astrocenter.com
Are you technically single, but very deeply involved with someone, dear Leo? If so, don't be surprised if today you receive a proposal of marriage. Events over the past few days have brought you very close together, and have greatly intensified the bond between you. Your partner may want to legalize that bond. Do you? If there is even the smallest doubt, give yourself some time to think. Acting on impulse is not a good idea right now.
For me:
Virgo Daily Horoscope
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by Astrocenter.com
Exciting news could come to you today, dear Virgo, that could bring a lot of joy into your life. Your income may soon skyrocket, and more opportunities to advance yourself professionally should start coming thick and fast. You may even receive public acknowledgment in some way. This isn't the end of the line, however - this is only the beginning! You'll be glad to know you can expect this trend to continue for some time.
was s'posed to meet up with my friends in eastwood but Jon and a couple of other people said na traffic was horrible and that the place was crawling with basura na daw (read: trashy looking people) so I decided not to go. Sayang jon was gonna make me hatid pa naman since he was also s'posed to go there. well next time nalang. my friend texted me naman na I didn't miss much anyway so it didn't matter I went or not.
Another friend asked if I wanted naman to go to greenbelt and hang out lang over coffee but I declined and said na I had a previous gimik when it truth I wasn't gonna go na anymore to the first....damned traffic and those beer guzzlers! I opted to stay home nalang sa house and catch up on my sleep....i also wasn't feeling that well since I drank several medicines during the day kaya I was feeling surprisingly very hungry and wuzzy fuzzy...unfortunately I got to sleep na around 2am :(
Later tonight I have a long overdue with Adrian...he's gonna hear mass, drop off his brother somewhere then make me sundo after my shift ends at 10pm...i dunno yuet what we're gonna do or where we're going basta it's nice to be able to get out again. Before we lived together, we'd always go out every wednesday, since that was our common restday and first do whatever errands we have like paying the bills, then go to the gym together, do some shopping if it was shopping week then watch a movie or go to timezone and play all the kiddie games so we'd get a lot of tickets. we actually have around 200-300 tickets now but I heard that they dont give out tickets anymore and that the credit or number of tickets are just shown in your time zone card..nagtitipid na rin sila...
Was wrong with me??? I have this ultra freak "fascination" with my beau's exes. Not naman fascination.....pero weird tlaga...like hearing stories about what they did...where they went..etc..and found livejournal of one of his ex on the net and with great intense tinapos ko ito in one sitting...F R E A K Y!!!!! He's getting pissed na nga with me coz I always ask him to make kwento about his "chicks" before we sleep para pampatulog for me...he always says na wala na syang kwento pero later on he's starting to blab na...sus.
another freaky confession, as friendster I only check out girls not guys..naka qualify na yung user search ko na dapat puro girls lang na lookig for men and between the ages 24-28...lesbo tendencies...i don't think so...ask my sweetik pa...
ang kweepy in a nice way ng friendster! been seeing a lot of grade school (AC Antipolo), High school and college batch and school mates...teka nasulat ko na ata ito e..hahahaha...anyways, on to my daldal....hmph...nwala na ko sa momentum ko...well i'll go na muna......
ppsstttt....just saw a girl walk by..i've been seeing her for the longest time and everyday I have this gargantuan itching of approaching her and taking her to marks and take her shopping for a new bra...my gads! ang laki ng boos na pero its ...zoinks! as in asa stomach nya na ata..sus ...panget na nga sya panget pa hinaharap nya sa buhay..poor little..este big girl.....
Runecaster v1.1
Your Name: Maria Belinda H. Perez
Your Date of Birth: 09/15/1977
Your Question or Information: what will happen to me
Another friend asked if I wanted naman to go to greenbelt and hang out lang over coffee but I declined and said na I had a previous gimik when it truth I wasn't gonna go na anymore to the first....damned traffic and those beer guzzlers! I opted to stay home nalang sa house and catch up on my sleep....i also wasn't feeling that well since I drank several medicines during the day kaya I was feeling surprisingly very hungry and wuzzy fuzzy...unfortunately I got to sleep na around 2am :(
Later tonight I have a long overdue with Adrian...he's gonna hear mass, drop off his brother somewhere then make me sundo after my shift ends at 10pm...i dunno yuet what we're gonna do or where we're going basta it's nice to be able to get out again. Before we lived together, we'd always go out every wednesday, since that was our common restday and first do whatever errands we have like paying the bills, then go to the gym together, do some shopping if it was shopping week then watch a movie or go to timezone and play all the kiddie games so we'd get a lot of tickets. we actually have around 200-300 tickets now but I heard that they dont give out tickets anymore and that the credit or number of tickets are just shown in your time zone card..nagtitipid na rin sila...
Was wrong with me??? I have this ultra freak "fascination" with my beau's exes. Not naman fascination.....pero weird tlaga...like hearing stories about what they did...where they went..etc..and found livejournal of one of his ex on the net and with great intense tinapos ko ito in one sitting...F R E A K Y!!!!! He's getting pissed na nga with me coz I always ask him to make kwento about his "chicks" before we sleep para pampatulog for me...he always says na wala na syang kwento pero later on he's starting to blab na...sus.
another freaky confession, as friendster I only check out girls not guys..naka qualify na yung user search ko na dapat puro girls lang na lookig for men and between the ages 24-28...lesbo tendencies...i don't think so...ask my sweetik pa...
ang kweepy in a nice way ng friendster! been seeing a lot of grade school (AC Antipolo), High school and college batch and school mates...teka nasulat ko na ata ito e..hahahaha...anyways, on to my daldal....hmph...nwala na ko sa momentum ko...well i'll go na muna......
ppsstttt....just saw a girl walk by..i've been seeing her for the longest time and everyday I have this gargantuan itching of approaching her and taking her to marks and take her shopping for a new bra...my gads! ang laki ng boos na pero its ...zoinks! as in asa stomach nya na ata..sus ...panget na nga sya panget pa hinaharap nya sa buhay..poor little..este big girl.....
Runecaster v1.1
Your Name: Maria Belinda H. Perez
Your Date of Birth: 09/15/1977
Your Question or Information: what will happen to me
Past Gebo - Gifts, partnerships on all realms, sex magick, brilliance, integration of energies. | PresentIng - Fertility, successful conclusion to issue or situation, ending one cycle and beginning another. | Future Fehu - Increase of wealth and possessions, protection of valuables. Used to send energy on its way, fire in its uncontrolled, primal state. |
Cast the runes here:
Rune Caster
....comment: parang di ata ito truly.....C R A P
Sep 28, 2003
its a slow day as usual...3 e-mails palang ako since I started my shift at 1pm. I really love my shift!!! And of course, the people I'm with. Jon is the hearthrob. Although I really cannot figure out why...hehehe...he really is mabait. that I can say. The other seatmate is ats. athea. For some odd reason bigla kmeng nagka "S" sa "owfis" nicknames namin. Her atS. Moi, belS. well, what can I say about her.....wla...ats is ats. nice to be with. puro kalokohan din. kasama sa laitan. lakas kumai but she never gets fat! arggghhhhhh!
something that made my day sira yesterday. they blocked friendster.com sa office. bwisit! wala na tuloy ako mapuntahan! hay naku, why do people insists of making other peoples lives miserable...KJ! i signed both for ringo and myspace.com but I like the latter better...parang friendster ang interface...almost....but whaddaheck! bwisit pa din sila for blocking friendster!
Last night, we went to Kroc in Greenbelt 3 to meet up with Adrian's cousins. Well, it wasn't really fun..pwede na...something to do on a weekend pero it could have been more fun.....i was damned bored..wala naman ako makausap ng matino tapos Adrian left me pa!!!! argh!!!!!!!!! bwiseeetttt! as if naman closely closely kme ng mga kamg anak nya no! he loveeessss doing that.....nakakainis...gave him a piece of my mind when we left his cousins na to go to Segafredo to meet up with our housemates...
I haven't been going out lately...as in months na ata...pathetic!..i miss my friends....my girlfriends....invited them before for dinner but only 2 confirmed..everyne was busy ....huhuhuhu....some of them even forgot my birthday..the gall! friendsters nga sila!
10:15pm na..i wanna go home and sleep or watch dvd....but i'm still waiting for Adrian..as usual OT nanaman sya for 30 minutes daw...hhhrrrrrr.....i asked him earlier If OT sya tonight and he said no...hay naku..buti nalang I didn't close my computer yet...this is what I looove about my job and my touchpoint..unlimited surfing ::::: yAy! (except for the surf controL >:| )
i'm a nag...yes I am....i'm bossy..yes I am...i'm a bitch....somekinda....i'm laitera....yes..to the point that I if given a chance I can make it a habit....so ano ba to..i'm making lait myself..hehehe...no naman..i'm just trying to.....i dunno...naawa na kse ako kay Aids.not awa as in awa...compared to other people i have it good and for me to treat him shabbily..well may hangganan din yan and baka mapundi and iwan nya nalang ako...shiyet! i know pa naman several women who would love to fill my spot!
more about those women next time! gotta go...ciao!
something that made my day sira yesterday. they blocked friendster.com sa office. bwisit! wala na tuloy ako mapuntahan! hay naku, why do people insists of making other peoples lives miserable...KJ! i signed both for ringo and myspace.com but I like the latter better...parang friendster ang interface...almost....but whaddaheck! bwisit pa din sila for blocking friendster!
Last night, we went to Kroc in Greenbelt 3 to meet up with Adrian's cousins. Well, it wasn't really fun..pwede na...something to do on a weekend pero it could have been more fun.....i was damned bored..wala naman ako makausap ng matino tapos Adrian left me pa!!!! argh!!!!!!!!! bwiseeetttt! as if naman closely closely kme ng mga kamg anak nya no! he loveeessss doing that.....nakakainis...gave him a piece of my mind when we left his cousins na to go to Segafredo to meet up with our housemates...
I haven't been going out lately...as in months na ata...pathetic!..i miss my friends....my girlfriends....invited them before for dinner but only 2 confirmed..everyne was busy ....huhuhuhu....some of them even forgot my birthday..the gall! friendsters nga sila!
10:15pm na..i wanna go home and sleep or watch dvd....but i'm still waiting for Adrian..as usual OT nanaman sya for 30 minutes daw...hhhrrrrrr.....i asked him earlier If OT sya tonight and he said no...hay naku..buti nalang I didn't close my computer yet...this is what I looove about my job and my touchpoint..unlimited surfing ::::: yAy! (except for the surf controL >:| )
i'm a nag...yes I am....i'm bossy..yes I am...i'm a bitch....somekinda....i'm laitera....yes..to the point that I if given a chance I can make it a habit....so ano ba to..i'm making lait myself..hehehe...no naman..i'm just trying to.....i dunno...naawa na kse ako kay Aids.not awa as in awa...compared to other people i have it good and for me to treat him shabbily..well may hangganan din yan and baka mapundi and iwan nya nalang ako...shiyet! i know pa naman several women who would love to fill my spot!
more about those women next time! gotta go...ciao!
Sep 27, 2003
B e l i n d a
what's wrong with blogspot today? I can't modify my main template no matter what I do...hay naku...nakakairita a...minsan na nga lang ako sipagin mag blog down time naman...bwiseeettt..i'll do this nalang another day...see yah!
what's wrong with blogspot today? I can't modify my main template no matter what I do...hay naku...nakakairita a...minsan na nga lang ako sipagin mag blog down time naman...bwiseeettt..i'll do this nalang another day...see yah!
Sep 20, 2003
1. Who is your favorite singer/musician? Why?
:::::lots! lots!:::::
2. What one singer/musician can you not stand? Why?
..........salbakuta!
3. If your favorite singer wasn't in the music business, do you think you would still like him/her as a person?
i dunno
4. Have you been to any concerts? If yes, who put on the best show?
last concert was feb of 2002...i'm not sure which one exactly but it was either Bryan McKnight or Freestyle with Side A..galeng galeng....
5. What are your thoughts on downloading free music online vs. purchasing albums? Do you feel the RIAA is right in its pursuit to stop people from dowloading free music?
......s_u_c_k_s_
THAT"S IT PANSIT
:::::lots! lots!:::::
2. What one singer/musician can you not stand? Why?
..........salbakuta!
3. If your favorite singer wasn't in the music business, do you think you would still like him/her as a person?
i dunno
4. Have you been to any concerts? If yes, who put on the best show?
last concert was feb of 2002...i'm not sure which one exactly but it was either Bryan McKnight or Freestyle with Side A..galeng galeng....
5. What are your thoughts on downloading free music online vs. purchasing albums? Do you feel the RIAA is right in its pursuit to stop people from dowloading free music?
......s_u_c_k_s_
THAT"S IT PANSIT
Sep 18, 2003
TheSpark's DeathTest
"I'm afraid we have some bad news. Please, you might want to stay seated."
Mark your calendar or Palm V. You can expect to die on:
August 17, 2050
at the age of 72 years old.
On that date you will most likely die from:
Cancer (43%)
Heart Attack (11%)
Suicide (9%)
Homicide (6%)
Alien Abduction (6%)
more tests...more tests...more tests... (in school I hated tests tapos now puro ako tests tests...)..o eto daw kung kelan ako mamatay...HALA! hay naku..bahala na tlaga kung kelan ako mamamatay....
Last monday was my 26th birthday! punyemas 26 na ko and san na ko nakarating????? wla wla wla....eto rep pa din. at least e-mail na. consuelo de bobo...hay naku....kelan ba uurong ang aking career? or when will I be able to find a better job???
When I was young, all I ever wanted to be was a housewife and a mother. During one retreat that I attended, we were asked what our greated ambition were and I was the only one who answered "to be a good mom and house wife". The retreat master didn't know what to say and I remember him asking me If I had any other dream no matter how small and I smiled and said no. Paki mo ba e yun yung dream ko no!!! Well, unfortunately, at this age..(yeah yah yeah i'm 16 este 26....)...I'm neither...well I guess that's how life is...pero at least I already found my sweetik....thank God for small miracles...
Last monday night, I uttered a small prayer...well not really a prayer...bulong lang kay Lord na sana the next few days will be malamig and lo and behold...it's been raining since Tuesday morning..thankS Gods! sarap tuloy matulog..tapos may katabi pa ko....woooohhhooooo!!!!!
"I'm afraid we have some bad news. Please, you might want to stay seated."
Mark your calendar or Palm V. You can expect to die on:
August 17, 2050
at the age of 72 years old.
On that date you will most likely die from:
Cancer (43%)
Heart Attack (11%)
Suicide (9%)
Homicide (6%)
Alien Abduction (6%)
more tests...more tests...more tests... (in school I hated tests tapos now puro ako tests tests...)..o eto daw kung kelan ako mamatay...HALA! hay naku..bahala na tlaga kung kelan ako mamamatay....
Last monday was my 26th birthday! punyemas 26 na ko and san na ko nakarating????? wla wla wla....eto rep pa din. at least e-mail na. consuelo de bobo...hay naku....kelan ba uurong ang aking career? or when will I be able to find a better job???
When I was young, all I ever wanted to be was a housewife and a mother. During one retreat that I attended, we were asked what our greated ambition were and I was the only one who answered "to be a good mom and house wife". The retreat master didn't know what to say and I remember him asking me If I had any other dream no matter how small and I smiled and said no. Paki mo ba e yun yung dream ko no!!! Well, unfortunately, at this age..(yeah yah yeah i'm 16 este 26....)...I'm neither...well I guess that's how life is...pero at least I already found my sweetik....thank God for small miracles...
Last monday night, I uttered a small prayer...well not really a prayer...bulong lang kay Lord na sana the next few days will be malamig and lo and behold...it's been raining since Tuesday morning..thankS Gods! sarap tuloy matulog..tapos may katabi pa ko....woooohhhooooo!!!!!
Sep 8, 2003
Got this from one blogs that I visited...
"There are some people who meet that somebody that they can never stop loving, no matter how hard they try. I wouldnt expect you to understand that or even believe in it, but trust me; there are some LOVE that don't go away. and maybe that makes them crazy, but I think we should all be lucky to end up with that somebody who has a little of that insanity, somebody who never lets go, somebody who cherishes you forever... "
"There are some people who meet that somebody that they can never stop loving, no matter how hard they try. I wouldnt expect you to understand that or even believe in it, but trust me; there are some LOVE that don't go away. and maybe that makes them crazy, but I think we should all be lucky to end up with that somebody who has a little of that insanity, somebody who never lets go, somebody who cherishes you forever... "
yey! rest day ko na bukas...found out the result of the recent promotion bruhaha and as expected I didn't make it...well ganyan tlaga...ano buzzzz kelan ba tlaga ako mppromote!?!?!? well i guess i better start doing some kissing of the ass and pabibo...yuuuccckkkk...but hey sometimes you really have to do it para mapansin ka...my current sup asked if I wanted to transfer to gy para daw ma utilize ang "talents" ko...TALENTS???? what fucking talents???? namputcha..di naman ako marunong tumulay sa rope or kumain ng apoy.....hay naku....i'm still thinking about it pero I really like my current shift na...not too early and not too late either and I get to sleep in the evening pa! ano ba gagawin ko?..abangan...
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