misan itatanong mo..bakit nagkaganito...at wala kang masasagot kungdi ..kibit balikat

my little brother's here in the country. he unexpectedly arrived last sunday w gf and 2 sons...where he is now? i dunno..he went off to some province and hasnt come back yet....kuwawa wla pa naman Eye to Eye na ngayon...anway, i got some new toys again. a new graco duo glider stroller for my kids, my dad gave me his old school camera w long range lens pa plus a hew hp laptop...ahlavet.

i dont even want to blog about whats been going on sa office. bottomline is.....it sucks. the pay doesnt commensurate w the amout of work anymore. its takes away a lot of my time everyday. thats time away from my kids..not counting for my self anymore but my kids.

i havent been attending a lot of get togethers w my friends lately. why? #1 rest. i barely have time to rest anymore. halos wala na so as much as i would want to go out w my friends i cant. its not that i dont want to but i cant. sorry marc. sorry tin. #2 time in conjuction w #1 na din but i can usually meet up if its immediatly after my end shift but if its before..naku good luck. even if its my rd i'd rather spend it w my kids. #3 for some strange reason i dont have the stamina anymore. after taking care of 2 rumbunctious boys all day plus the neverending thankless work wla na..bottomline..wag na magtrabaho.

so its been busy busy buys

on the 18th we celebrated Inigo's 1st birthday at our favorite ice cream place Magnolia House ...errr Nestel Creamery....i'm used to calling it thge old magnolia house since that is its original name...we chose the place not just because its my happy place when I was a kid and ergo i want it to be my kids' as well but becaue their food is great and their host is very good. thank you for all those you celebrated with us


Times like these, dark times, they do funny things to people. They can tear them apart.
watched the 6th series last Wednesday at Greenhills Theatre Mall. not tht great but it was ok. dunno why people think it was pffttt

i'm not giving up...one day he'll say yes and i have it ready....

WTMB

write to my blog

so it's like this. you don't even know where to start......call the man with the checkered flag maybe he knows where the start line is

late bloomer....never did I once try to watch One Tree Hill until last weekend because I did not have anything else to watch...surprisingly I liked it...hehehe now im browsing through YouTube looking for past episodes



“At this moment, there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, that war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world. 6 billion souls. And sometimes, all you need is one.”

true. just one out of the billions.....no trillions.....errr.....gazillions people in the world...just one person would make the difference...no matter if those gazillions of people would worship you like a god or would feign at your feet every time you pass by...it makes no difference at all if that one significant person does not even know you exist..............or has forgotten that you have.....




"It's choice - not chance - that determines your destiny." Jean Nidetch

gut check

a test of one's nerve, courage, or determination

bespren Marcus was right. like always. it was time for a gut check.

habang lumalakad ang bawat panahon,
tayo'y kinakabahan,
panay na ang lingon.
sa pag balik-balik ng mga araw,

naiingit na tayo sa nakaraan. Mabuti pa nung bata masaya

in between slaving for a company that will never compensate me for all the blood sweat tears and time away from my family, I'm trying to build my site that may or may not built at all since the website creator that I'm using sucks or if it does get built no one would even try to visit the site..oh well...happyness!

one word....sunog...

My Lakbayan grade is D!

How much of the Philippines have you visited? Find out at Lakbayan!

Created by Eugene Villar.

a few more days and we're off to Bora...ace, the kids and I are going for our quarterly vacation! can't wait and its Ace's and the kids' first time in Bora..excited excited

quarterly..yes you read it right..quarterly...at the start of the year some of the resolutions that I made was for me to fulfill my neverending passion for travel. So i resolved that every quarter of the year I, with the family of course, would travel to anywhere basta outside of smog filled Manila. For the 1st q of 2009, we're all going to see the fine white sands of Bora. Incidentally, this isn't my first time to travel for this quarter since I count my team's Tagaytay trip as the #1 for this year.

For the 2nd q, I'm thinking of either tagaytay again or Baguio..or even Subic agan. We still have vouchers for the package that we got from last year and that's only good till September of this year. But for now Bora muna then we'll see!

other things that happened for the first quarter....we now have 2 yayas! its magastos but how can one pay for peace of mind....we just bought a new TV...42" hehehehe ....and since we have a new TV boss..it's always barney spidey movies nemo cars einstein videos...barney is soooo huge!

from my family to yours:

Happy Christmas and a Merry New Year!

You are only young once, but you can be immature for a lifetime.” – John P. Grier

During Janice de Belen's debut on Germspesyal


Kuya Germs: "Happy Birthday Janice. Ana, may sasabihin ka pa?"

Ana Margarita Gonzales (sister ni Kring-Kring): "Ilan taon ka na ngayon, Janice?"



Happy Birthday to me...ilang taon na nga ba ako? Nakalimutan ko na...31 na pala ako...totoo pala na nakakalimutan ng isang tao kung ilang taon na sya pag tumatanda na...di sa dahil ayoko isipin kung gano na ko katanda pero dahil sa nakakalimutan ko na tlga. sadyang mahina ako sa arithmetic, mars. Nakakalimutan ko pa nga kung anong taon na ngayon e. Buti nalang ang computer may date at time na chercher sa bottom right ng screen hehehe


sa tagal ko dito sa mundo di ko alam kung ano ang masasabe kong achievement ko. di naman ako si lydia de vega o si michael phelps. di rin naman ako parang si lea salonga, lani misalucha o charice pempengco (dyoskolord please wag naman yan). di rin ako si marie curie sandra day o'connor cecilia muoz palma o si tita cory . ako lang si ako. yun lang. wlang masasabeng achievement o pinagkatandaan sa tinagal tagal ko dito sa lupa. hay nako eto nanaman tayo...dramahan portion...yan ang iniisip ko at malamang yan din ang iniisip mo kung magkailan taon ka nang nagbabasa ng blog ko tuwing malapit o tuwing mismong bertdey ko...so sige na walang dramarama ngayon (malamang sa loobloob ni tin "hay salamat")..napagisip isip ko din na masyado nang maraming vilma santos moments sa buhay ko para ilagay pa sa blog ko....baka pagpyestahan nanaman ng mga crablets

"No. The blues are because you're getting fat and maybe it's been raining too long, you're just sad that's all. The mean reds are horrible. Suddenly you're afraid and you don't know what you're afraid of. Do you ever get that feeling?" ---Audrey Hepburn as Holly Golightly in Breakfast At Tiffany's


anyways, Nung 2004 sinopresya ako ng mga kaibigan ko. had a blast seeing all my dearest friends. all my "old" friends were there plus marc, who, btw, is getting married on the 21st. Congrats Foolish! some of my other friends were s'posed to go there but the case of the dead cellphone and late friends (hehehe) .....anyhow, it was a blast and thinking about it just makes me nostalgic...sniff sniff...last year we had lunch in GB3 i'm wondering why this year we didnt have anything planned ...hhmmm too much work? too tired from running around boisterous and tire-less kids? too tired from sleepless nights? paging!paging!


Sabe ko nung 2004:

sometimes when life deals you a bad card. sometimes when the universe does not conspire to give you your heart's desires. sometimes when people just make your life a living hell. trust God to give you friends who will pull you up from the quagmire that you are living in. trust God to give you friends who will make your heart smile and skip an extra beat. trust God to give you friends who will turn the most depressing day of your life to be the best one that it can ever be.


hanggang ngayon napatutunayan ko to sa aking mga piling kaibigan na since time immemorial e andyan pa din. maraming salamat. we may not see and talk to each other all the time but when were all together it's like we never lost touch..we just gain weight!

Sabe naman ng Horoscope ko nung September 20, 2004:

You can forget about yesterday -- for now, anyway. The universe is seeing to it that everything is working out just fine. In the meantime, forget holding onto a grudge. Or anything else

amen.

Went to MOA a couple of Sundays back. Yes, I know Virginia, MOA on Sundays....it just spells: CROWDED! But since we needed to go to the mall and that it needs to be both mommy and baby friendly, we decided to brave MOA on a payday weekend.

We manage to get around the mall with not much hassle since its huge, lots of available elevators and the space..we needed to have lotsa lotsa space. We bought some stuff especially since almost all of the stores were on sale (yey!). Got 3 books: Ang paboritong libre ni hudas, The last Queen and a Hillary Clinton Bio. ~ sigh all of them on sale. The hubby (yuck ang corny) got another shirt (ang daya!) while I manage to get a needed bra from M&S. Every pregnancy, not only does my feet size changes (I started with a 7 then an 8 and now I'm hovering between 8 1/2 and a 9) but my bra size as well. Never mind the size, oh-kay! I wanted to get a new set of bedsheets since they were on a 50% sale but unfortch, i didn't like the thread count available.

A funny thing happened when we were in the toy section. I hate it whenever those salespeople start shoving toys to the kids but I know that its just part of the job and that they're trained to do just that that I wanted to just not say anything to the guy who kept shoving 500peso worth of cars and train sets to the bagets. I told him, in the nicest way possible to let the bagets do his thing and not give him ideas since he already has a roomful of toys. Good thing it worked..or else. Parents know how difficult it is to wrangle toys from kids who wants to buy 'em especially since the nicer ones are more expensive...anyway, the funny thing was, the bagets got a train set that was wider that than him and he carried it from one end of the toy area to the other and all the time I was wondering where he was going since he wasnt making me pansin and he didn't tell me where he was going or what he was gonna do. He went through almost all the rows of toys and as it turns out he was trying to get to his dad who was on the other end of the toy area. When he reached his dad, he showed Ace the box and started babbling. And as usual, I played the bad mom by saying no. THing is, I don't want the bagets and the kiddo to get used to getting toys everytime we go to the mall. You see, we're mall persons and we go to the mall every week just to make the kids pasyal and just to ..you'know, look. For me, mahilig lang ako tumingin. Heck, if I could shop, why not but just getting out of the house is enough na for me.

I got to use their Breastfeeding station. I didn't know what to expect since it's the first breastfeeding station or room but I was tad disappointed since only 2 single sofas were available but I guess its ok na din. Its better than the disabled bathroom! You can also use it to change your kid's diaper since they have a changing bed installed and they have a lababo complete w soap and tissue.

We got home late na around 10pm i think and we were all tired na since we also did our bimonthly grocery. That's one thing I really hate about the place. The grocery is soooo crowded. I should;ve remembered that the last time we did our grocery there, we were both tired by just getting bumped by carts and people who brought the whole barangay to the mall.

Will tell you about tigers camels and a bird killer on my next post.....will need to express milk

ciao!

I got me 2 of everything. 2 stollers. 2 rockers. 2 cribs. 2 playgyms (thanks to Ninong JayPart for the green one) and I got 2...oh yea, babies! But see here...I actually got 2 babies and one wannabe..







Kuya giving brotherly advice

(Note: He actually carried Inigo not only once or twice but three times while I was out of the room!)


kuya


kiddo

Sbe nila wag ka daw manghusga ng mga tao nang di ka mahusgahan. Wag ka daw mangapi ng tao ng di ka maapi. so sana ilagay natin yun sa mga kokote nating maliit yan a. wag tayo manghusga hangga't di natin nalalaman yung mga totoong nangyari sa buhay ng may buhay. wag tayo mangaapi ng mga tao na di natin alam e baka sa pag ikot ng mundo e sya naman ang magkaroon ng oportunidad na apihin ka. sabe nga ni Manny "belog ang mundo..y'know"


kaya eto na ang huli. kse pundingpundi na ko. buti kse sana marce may alam e kaso mga 3rd party at chismis ng chismis ang alam na kwento. sabe nga ni Camille: "...not worth my time and effort".

kita nyo naman friends kahit na tinitira nyo ko e wla naman kayong narinig sa akin kahit na gigil na gigil ako magsalita. kse nga petty. kse nga di nyo naman alam ang totoong nangyari. na blog na ko ilang beses ng pinsan, ng kaibigan ng pinsan (yes, marce, mantakin mo ang mga nakisawsaw!), ng kaibigan at ngayon naman isa pa ulit na pinsan na wla pa ata sa college. dyosmio. di ako galit ano napupundi nalang tlaga ako. iniisip ko nalang na mas may pinagaralan ako. mas alam ko ang nangyari. mas matanda ako kaya sige isnabin nalang. Pero yung tirahin pati ang anak ko. wag ganun. bad yun e. iha, wla ka pang anak kaya hindi mo maiintindihan ang nararamdaman ko pero sige kerri lang. pero payo lang ano:
LAY OFF MY CHILDREN.

So eto nga, sa mga comment ng comment, sa mga sumusulat sa mga nangyari sa buhay ko. tama na. kse una ~buhay ko naman yun e..di nyo buhay.gets? at pangalawa~napupundi na ko. kung may galit kayo sa akin, sa akin nalang, no? wag nyo na idamay ang iba. kung may galit o inis kayo sa akin, tell it to my face. wag patalikod. wag sa blog. wag sa mga comment na may fake name. fake email address at fake website....fake e. duruin nyo ko in my face wag sa likod...masakit yun e and frankly, i'm not into that...if you get my drift. this is the last time. from now on, i will ban any ip any name any reader who will say anything derogatory about me and especially about my family especially my children. STOP IT. Di na uso ang utak talangka sa panahon ngayon.sabe nga ni Obama: "Change..We Can Believe In" Ang uso ngayon..peace..peace pare. Tama na ang war sa Georgia. Tama na ang war sa Mindanao. Tama na. Palitan na. Nakaalis na si Marcos, no. Laos na ang utak biya.

besides, di ako yayaman sa pagpansin sa inyo. kayo mga dear kamaganaks, yumaman ba?
i doubt it. di naman ginto ang apelido, di ba?




(yan ni comment. yung isa ni edit ko na pero kita nyo yung email address? same as yung sa baba no?)




ayus!