Sep 4, 2003

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The ULTIMATE personality test
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nakaka addict na tong quizilla na to kahit I know naman na its crap! crap! crap...nakaka aliw lang..
tonight I'm gonna sleep all alone...sweetik went home :( buhuhu....wala na kong extra pillow...it's kinda nice sleeping with him....you have that feeling of warmth.....knowing that you are safe...and syempre you get little hugs and kisses na rin...tsalap....hehehe....i guess tonight I have the whole bed to myself...bwahahahaha......i'm gonna watch some dvds..smoke to death and sleep ..tapos bukas gym nanaman....ha!!!! mikhanh health buff na health buff ako a....

shit! i really gotta lose weight na no! yun nalang birthday gift ko to myself...i'm getting annoyed na with people teasing me about my being fat.....potangina! so what ****** Nakiki ride on na nga lang ako e pero deep inside I'm so fucking pissed...i think that's what I gotta learn to do...say what is on my mind exactly para no BS na from anyone even from Adrian....hay naku...naiirita na ko.......pms pms pms...

Sep 1, 2003

"Maybe you're gonna be the one that saves me, and after all..you're my Wonderwall.."

This morning ( mid morning actually), natapos din yung away namin ni aids....as usual ako nanaman si...wala--ikaw..ok lang...basta....whatever.....nagagalit yan kse when we fight ako si (VERY!) quiet girl.....i'm one of those na mamatay ka sa silence ko...i really dunno why I'm like..i just am!.....and it drives him crazy because he never knows what's wrong..why I'm angry and what I want....nagrereklamo na yan pero eto nagtyatyaga pa din sa akin.....for some odd reason he's still loves me and is very very very patient with me ....well....e i won't even ask why na at baka matauha pa yan....Lord thank you nalang po a....it's really just one of those things tlaga na you really have to thank the good lord for ...well for me, it's one of those things that makes me a believer in God...haaayyy lord..kahit papano ang bait bait mo sa akin :)

Eto pang lighten ng moment. This was forwarded to me a couple of months (o year na ata) ago and I saved it kse ang funny:::

1. "Okay, okay! I take it back. Unfuck you!!!"
2.. "You say I'm a bitch like it's a bad thing?!"
3. "How many times do I have to flush before you go away?"
4. "Well this day was a total waste of make-up"
5. "Well aren't we a bloody ray of sunshine?"
6. "Don't bother me, I'm living happily ever after."
7. "Do I look like a fucking people person!"
8. "This isn't an office. It's HELL with fluorescent lighting"
9. "I started out with nothing still have most of it left"
10. "I pretend to work, they pretend to pay me"
11. "YOU!!... off my planet!!!"
12. "Therapy is expensive. Popping bubble plastic is cheap. You choose"
13. "Practice random acts of intelligence and senseless acts of
self-control"
14. "Errors have been made. Others will be blamed"
15. "And your cry-baby, whiny-assed opinion would be.....?"
16. "I'm not crazy. I've been in a very bad mood for 30 years."
17. "Sarcasm is just one more service I offer."
18. "Whatever kind of look you were going for, you missed"
19. "Do they ever shut up on your planet?"
20. "I'm not your type. I'm not inflatable"
21. "Stress is when you wake up screaming and you realise you haven't
gone to sleep yet"
22. "Back off!! You're standing in my aura."
23. "Don't worry. I forgot your name too."
24. "I just want revenge. Is that so wrong?"
25. "I work 45 hours a week to be this poor."
26. "Nice perfume. Must you marinate in it."
27. "Not all men are annoying. Some are dead."
28. "Wait...I'm trying to imagine you with a personality"
29. "Chaos, panic and disorder . . . my work here is done."
30. "Ambivalent? Well yes and no."
31. "You look like shit. Is that the style now?"
32. "Earth is full. Go home."
33. "Aw, did I step on your poor little bitty ego?"
34. "I'm not tense, just terribly, terribly alert."
35. "A hard-on doesn't count as personal growth."
36. "You are depriving some village of an idiot."
37. "If assholes could fly, this place would be an airport"
eating people
YOU EAT PEOPLE!!!


what's YOUR deepest secret?
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I EAT people???? ha! baka during....hehehehe




so if I come from dark water....ano daw ako??? parang ayoko ata to a...yikes:::::::

etong quizilla na to ok sana pero laging wrogn spelling...i'm PULL????? ...Di ako yan a...

Dark Water
You come from Dark Water. You are solitary and
find peace in yourself, or maybe you're
turmoiled but PULL off peace.


Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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tomboy
Tomboy


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hhhmmmm.......ang babaw ko no??? napaka mundane daw ng test na to..hellooo! e bakit nyo ginawa?....e hello bat ko naman tinake??? hehehe


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You are DORY!
What Finding Nemo Character are You?

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THIS IS DEFINITELY ME! ME! ME! ME! ME!

I was in stitches while watching Finding Nemo! Sobrang laugh trip lalo na tong si Dory (voice over: Ellen Degeneres).....I think I'm gonna watch later ulet....
You're Perfect ^^
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


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ako ba ito?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

Aug 31, 2003

it's a sunday and I'm in the office...pathetic no??? well, it's my fault din naman. I had the choice before to have weekends off but I chose tuesday and wednesday off because I like going to work on weekends! yeah yeah yeah..pathetic...but not for me...i go to work on weekends which are always slow days meaning few calls and few e-mails from customers and I get to surf and roam around and I get to pay 7++.00 as my usual pay rate....

there's a big sale in glorietta that I'm dying to go to...nanganagti a tong mga kamay at paa ko BUT....I have to control my slef...breathe in...breathe out...breathe in...breathe out...at kung hindi purita ako for the next 2 weeks till the next sweldo.....good thing my sweetik bought me new shoes...the shoes was, when i first saw it a weeks back, was pegged at around 900-1200 but we got it for only 475! nice pa din naman yung condition ng shoes ..di naman mukhang nasuot na ng taong may kachichas...yuck!

I did all of my reports today....DAMENG REPORTS! and I'm still not finished! arrrgghhh..baket naman kse ako pa ang napagdiskitahan e.....

I got interviewed na last thursday by 2 sups....we'll it wasn't as smooth as I wanted it to be and sympre I was nervous din naman kaya ayun...stutter and blab to the max ako! ...i think I just heard my promotion going down the drain....buhuhuhuhu....bwisit na buhay to o!


got this e-mail na sobrang funny...i'll copy and paste it...


BREAK UP LINES

Ano yung mga chakang break up lines na nagamit na sa inyo? Share ko lang ang mga break lines ng ba....meron pa kayong mas grabe pa???



"I just realized that I don't want to be touched."

-- Whaddafuckisdat?!


"I'm confused and I need some time out to find myself!!!"

-- Eto flashlight, go look for yourself!


"maybe this is not the right time for us."

--anak ng tipaklong! di na kita tatanggapin ulit no?!



"Di kita maalagaan ng tulad ng iniexpect mo. You deserve someone better. That's not me."

-- eh niligawan mo pa ako at pinasagot? jerk huh!


"Lasing lang ako kagabi. Sorry."

-- Oo nga at nag enjoy ka pa! a**h***


Ito kinwento sa akin ng friend ko, na sinabi daw sa kanya ng boyfriend niya. "We are too different from each other." To which my angry friend retorted: "Tama ka diyan! I'm a woman, you're a wuss."


true lies and true lines:

"we have to meet other people to see what it's like to be with someone else. i'm giving you that choice. if you come back to me, we'll both be better from having chosen freely"

-- ano raw?


"Someday, hahanapin kita, when we're both ready. When we don't care about the odds. Kung tayo talaga, tayo rin in the end, di ba?"

-- ULUL!!! Wala ka nang babalikan!


"I really think that we should break up."

"Why?"

"Because I don't know if I still love you."

-- Ouch pare! Oks lang sana kung ganun lang eh...tapos next week may kasama na siyang iba. olrayt sa okei!


"I just realized I haven't had time to walk my dog.. "

-- ?????????

"its not you, its me..."

-- ket?, whats wrong with you?... kunyari, patay malisya para pahirapan sya.. hihihi...


"sorry ha.. kaya kita niligawan kasi gusto ko lang mapalapit sa kuya mo.. "
-- waaaahhhh badiday pala...
"pero dont worry... ako na lang ang magkukulot sa iyo... libre lagi..."
-- waaahhh may pampalubag loob pa... hehehe

"hindi ko kayang buhayin ang buong pamilya mo.. kaya paalam na lang..."
-- sabay takbo.. hehehe

"teka, anong araw nga ba dapat ikaw nasa schedule ko..."

-- hehehe..naka-playboy...

"pasensiya na..pero hindi ko na talagang kayang tiisin..kamukhang-kamukha ka noong aso kong namatay..."

.. reality check... eto yung normal na dahilan kung bakit may
break-up...ayaw lang umamin ng karamihan sa mga lalaki...

lalaki sa babae:

... sawa na ako sa iyo at napaka-routine ng ginagawa natin lagi...

... mas maganda yung nakilala kong bebot at mas masaya kasama kesa sa iyo..ikaw kasi boring...

... ang hilig mong mag-nag... puro ka selos-dito selos doon.. nakakapika na..grrrrr..

... sorry hindi na kita feel kasama..

... wala na akong time para sa iyo kasi ang tutuo may nililigawan na akong iba..


babae sa lalaki:

... para ka kasing bakla kaya ayaw ko na sa iyo mas maarte ka pa sa akin..

... ang dami mo namang restriction.. nasasakal na ako.. bakit kasal na ba tayo at marami akong nde puedeng gawin..

... kaya lang naman kita sinagot kasi wala akong partner sa JS prom...

... kaya lang naman kita sinagot kasi pinilit ako ng barkada ko.. pero sa tutuo lang walang akong feelings sa iyo..

... sorry ha.. may nakita akong mas pogi at cute kesa sa iyo..

... sensya ka na ha.. pagod na akong maghintay at sumakay sa jeep o kaya sabus... feel ko na naman yung may Car- racter..

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o...wasn't it funny.......

Aug 23, 2003

eto daw ako......hhmmmm nice...

The Princess Bride
I'm sure it's no big surprise to you that your
romance is The Princess Bride. A heartwarming
tale of "Twue Wuve" that has giants,
Spainards and swashbuckling. You really do
think that love can overcome anything. You may
be a touch naive but your heart is certainly in
the right place. You've probably got one of
those relationships where proper nouns have
been replaced with "Snookums" and
"Pookie Pie". Eww. Beware a cuteness
overload.


What Romance Movie Best Represents Your Love Life?
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Aug 17, 2003

Adrian and I went to G3 last night to watch LXG (league of extraordinary gentlemen)...the movie was good...what do you expect of a sean connery movie...have always loved that scottish accent of his...it spells S E X Y!

While we were looking at the list of movies who would I see but paolo santos.....and what would I have in bag but 2 of his newest cds that my sweetik bought for me (for me ba tlaga...) that morning lang when we went to Tower Records....After much proddin, my sweetik went up to Paolo and asked for his authographed...hihihihi...Paolo signed the cds and had little chitchat with Adrian...so now I have 3 cds of paolo and all signed!!!! bwahahahaha.....yabang :)
siomai siomai siomai....nakew! naka 3 na ko na siomai (12 pcs!) ...hay naku..I feel myself getting heavy and fat as a cow na...i'm sooooo takaw talaga....1 more siomai please::::::::

My birthday's next month na..what will I do kaya? hmmmm...For some weird reason I am one of those people who get oh so emotional and down on my birthday...di ko naman alam kung baket...abner tlaga....basta ako gusto ko pag birthday ko ako lang ang bida....one thing I've long wanted is a surprise on my birthday..as in big surprise tlaga...me kasi yung laging nag a-arrange ng surprise parties :( something funny naman...etong si adrian....alam naman nyang snooper ako e sira ulo nilagay nya sa to do list nya na to plan a surprise party for me...bwahahahaha....buking...pero sabe nya di naman daw totoo yun kse la sya money.....asuuuussss...eto talaga si boy toy o...pero..what if....nge feelingera naman ako wla naman pala tlaga ...hehehe...

I still have my IJAF with me...dpat today isisingit ni adrian....sya nga he gave his IJAF 2 days after the deadline e...should I or should I not!?!?! I applied na twice for 2 different positions and di naman ako lagi nakukuha....what is it with me...need something to do with me image....need to be bibo and visible and....a brown noser??? NO WAY!!!!!!!! abangan nlang if I'll submit it or not...sa kaka nag nito ni Adrian baka nga I will na...

Aug 16, 2003

Recently got hooked to a Yahoo groupie thing..its called friendster www.friendster.com. Looking at the pictures and seeing the people that joined "my personal network" it makes me realize how the small the world really is! cweeeppyyy...

Last wednesday night, I saw Mars...kewllll... Mars will be last seen on the 27th which is also the closest that it will be during my lifetime. The next will not be in a hundred years....The last time I went stargazing was when we went to Puerto Gallera. We woke up at around 330am (after a night of booze!) to see some stars and wish upon them..it was ALMOST the perfect moment ...unfortunately, there was a bunch of rowdy drunk men guffawing and talking so loud as if they were the only people on earth! argh! Why is that that when your in that moment you wish will never end..that perfect moment that comes every so rarely...someone or something will ruin it for you...minsan na nga lang di pa mapagbigyan....

Aug 3, 2003

YAY! i finally was able to place a link !!!!!!!!!! i am good! so how do I upload pics and stuff....hay naku....1 million years pa....
that was an unsuccesfull attempt to add a link...bow! how the fuck do you do this!!!!!!!!!..ohhhh..ok..the cnn.com link suddenly disappeared.....arrgghhhhh
whatever happened to my other blog i dunno what....for some odd reason the url just disappeared so did the actual website of where I made by blog.......months of hardship...religous ramblings of my thoughts and feelings......HA! religious...not! i hadly update my blog but still......tsk tsk....hopefully i'd still be able to recover my files....

so...what do I say...nothing..its sunday evening and I'm stuck here at work...waiting for the next e-mail to come from our stupid whining customers....hehehe offline pala ko.....

this afternoon, the boyfriend and I had a little spat....i wanted to buy food and he didn't want me to eat because I was getting fat....well...I am and SO WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 I'm just sick and tired of people (AND HIM) saying that Im getting fat and that I should diet....PuNeta! so what???? they don't buy my clothes or pay for my gym subscriptions or the food that I gobble up....so back off....so what if i'm fat or chubby or as big as an elephant....arrghhhh! just so fucking tired of people teasing me about ita nd what makes it worse is that HE has to add pa...fuck, if he doesn''t want a girlfriend who is fat and ugly then find another one... less than an hour to go before end shift.....