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Run to the water & find me there burnt to the core but not broken was the subject of much speculation when analysts at several firms were heard to be very positive about it's recent performance. It's share price rose from B$45.68 to B$70.81. Much of the hype was said to originate from Michael Wells whose Filipiniana (artefact) was said to be involved.Michael Wells declined to comment on the recent speculation. 

 
aassttteeegggg..... :)


 
Your horoscope for Wednesday, July 21:

You're in the mood to make changes. The good news is that everyone around you is ready to accept them. You can't ask for better astrological weather. Move.


Your horoscope for Thursday, July 22:

Take one last, lingering glance backwards -- and then walk away. You need to put the past behind you, and think about what's really, really important to you now.


and so I am...

"The expression "madly in love" is apt, for it describes a form of temporary insanity."



is my insanity stage over...i'm thinking that it is...I'd like to believe that it is...but then again let's not bring out the champagne yet...we never know when pain will just suddenly hit us in the gut and knock us out cold again...not yet not yet but I hope and pray that is...sometimes reality has this weird sense of humor that when you just think that you're all good to go it suddenly just pulls the rug from under you causing you to fall flat on your face...so I won't get my hopes us just yet..i won't pop the cork just yet and I just won't keep my hopes up...but that won't hinder me from having a good day in the office (just like today)...and that won't hinder me from enjoying my life as it is...that won't hinder me from enjoying my friends and the people I work with...i'm living by the moment as it is...taking my time discovering myself...and getting to know more and more people...

Carrie: My Zen teacher said the only way to true happiness is to live in the moment and not be worried about the future

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is it because I am lonely and in need of some TLC or is it because I truly love him? This question has been playing in my mind for a couple of days now...and still it plays...and if I do love him, would he take me back...again the question plays and echoes...and if he is willing, will it be for keeps this time.......the question plays and reverberates...who do I love then? the one who left or the one who I left...am I still in love with both or am I just in need of some TLC..

"Am I lovely and do you want me coz I am hungry for something that will make me real...Can't you see me and do you love me coz I am desperate for searching for
something real..."

THE EX

Now I have an idea why people make such a big deal about exes. Y'know...stuff like, getting over the ex. Dealing with the ex. Being friends with the ex. Being the ex.

I am an ex.

I know that it's stupid -- and silly -- to sound as if my whole life revolved around being somebody's ex-girlfriend. But I can't help it...that title packs a pretty
strong punch. I am now an official member of the "loved-and-lost" club. And while it's a title I don't exactly want, I have to admit that it does say some things about me.

I am an ex.

I once loved someone who loved me back. But he didn't want to stay... So I had to let him go. I cried. A lot. I spent countless nights wondering what went wrong, muffling my sobs with my pillows so my parents wouldn't suspect that something was amiss. I'd reminisce about our happy times, then break down when I'd realize that
he was no longer mine.

I analyzed every single detail of our breakup. I wrote long e-mails to my closest friends. I talked endlessly about my situation. I spent my nights in tearful telephone conversations and my days in daydreams where we'd end up in each other's arms again. Sometimes he was still my angel, still my knight in shining armor who I'd do anything for just to have back. But sometimes, I saw him as the devil incarnate who broke my heart in the worst possible way, and who deserved to be horsewhipped at the very least. I told myself that it was all for the better. That
this was what was best for the both of us. That this was God's plan. My friends offered similar advice, none of which I hadn't heard before:

"It's a sign that you're not meant for each other,"
"When God closes a door, He opens a window,"
"Someone better is coming for you," "There are so many other fish in the sea," etc.

But it didn't work. Because deep down, I still believed that he was the one,the only one. And I couldn't understand how this was all for the better... when every day seemed more torturous than the last... not being able to be with him the way I
wanted to be, seeing him so unaffected, and dealing with my broken-and-smashed heart and my bruised ego.

I tried to immerse myself in other activities to forget about him. I went out a lot. I filled my schedule with movie marathons, shopping sprees, and Dance Maniax. It worked for a while... but then there were times -- times when my mind was cleared of the busy thoughts I tried to occupy it with -- that I would think of him. His memory would sneak up to me on tiptoes, catching me in my most vulnerable moments.

I tried to show the world that I was OK. That I was over him. That it was fine just being friends. I didn't go around with a big "X" on my forehead, nor did I go around
with puffy eyes and a tissue box. I tried to live my life as I knew it before I met him. People thought that I was doing great. They heard me laugh and they saw me smile; I seemed happy, they said; and I told myself that I was. But in the solace of
my room, where I tried to organize my thoughts and sort out my feelings, I had to admit to myself that I wasn't truly happy. Because I was still yearning for someone, and my heart still ached for something that could not be. It's been over 1 year since we broke up,surprisingly, things have gotten better. I've changed. Somewhere along the way, I realized that he wasn't the only one out there for me.
I also realized that there were valid, powerful reasons why we split up. And I've become stronger,older, wiser. He's changed as well -- when I look at him, sometimes I still see the boy I fell in love with. Sometimes I think that he's the same person... he still has the same goofy smile and mischievous charm that fell for, and I like to believe that the rest of him is unchanged as well. But then I take a loser look and I realize that he HAS changed...that I don't know him anymore, not really... not enough to love and care for him as I once did.

I am an ex.

I've loved and lost. I've cried tears for the things that were and that could have been. I've wrestled with intense feelings of love and hate, of jealousy, of frustration. I've simultaneously taken down and brought up my pride. I've tried to rebuild my world without the person whom it used to revolve around. I've tried to save myself from the depths of depression and self-pity, and when I couldn't do that, I turned to God for help. I don't know exactly what I gained, or how much I lost. Maybe someday it will be all clear to me... then again, maybe not.

Day 2

Place: Cafe Breton, Podium
Time: Late afternoon to early evening
Book: Many waters by Madeleine L'Engle
Food: Mango Banana Crepe
Yosi: Marlboro Lights

I wasn't able to go to the Burial of Adonis because I woke up late na due to not being able to go home agad..got stuck in the office coz of that damned elevator...ggrrr...met up with Myls, Tin, Garv and Iro in CPK Shang...I hate going to CPK Shang coz of the hanging bridge that you have to traverse..I'm afraid of heights! Anyway highway, After CPK, we were s'posed to watch Kill Bill (Belle daw sabe ni Iro) kaso di na palabas (namatay na ata si Bill tlaga) so we tried our luck in Podium (pronounced as Pow-d-yum at hindi Podyum!)..kaso again, Bill couldn't be resurrected...hhaayyy malas mo tlaga Tin...Around late afternoon, when everyone went home na I stayed in Cafe Breton to-again- read...I was also s'posed to have dinner w Carroll sana kaso di natuloy...I didn't go na din to Kat's baby shower coz it was raining hard...after buying Igo's gift (Kat's baby) in Baby and Company where i was asked if I wanted to join a mommy seminar..huwwaattt mukha ba akong nanay!?!?!? Sa ganda kong ito sus...maganda din ang magiging baby ko ...logic logic to what i just wrote...shiyet..jon virus alert jon virus alert...time to end this


"I dont expect my love affairs to last long
never fool myself
that my dreams will come true
being used to trouble
I anticipate it but all the same I hate it, wouldn't you"-another hall by maria ciccone

I think that I just found MY SONG:

Extraordinary
(Liz Phair)


You think that I go home at night
Take off my clothes, turn out the lights
But I burn letters that I write
To you, to make you love me

Yeah, I drive naked through the park
And run the stop sign in the dark
Stand in the street, yell out my heart
To make, to make you love me

I am extraordinary
If you'd ever get to know me
I am extraordinary
I am just your ordinary
Average every day sane psycho
Supergoddess
Average every day sane psycho

You may not believe in me
But I believe in you
So I still take the trash out
Does that make me too normal for you

So dig a little deeper cause
You still don't get it yet
See me lickin' my lips, need a primitive fix
And I'll make, I'll make you love me

I am extraordinary
If you'd ever get to know me
I am extraordinary
I am just your ordinary
Average every day sane psycho
Supergoddess
Average every day sane psycho
Supergoddess

See me jump through hoops for you
You stand there watching me performing
What exactly do you do
Have you ever thought it's you that's boring
Who the hell are you

I am extraordinary
If you'd ever get to know me
I am extraordinary
I am just your ordinary

Average every day sane psycho Supergoddess
Average every day sane psycho
Average every day sane psycho Supergoddess
Average every day sane psycho
Average every day sane psycho Supergoddess
Average every day sane psycho
Average every day sane psycho

"What a lovely surprise to discover how unlonely being alone can be."
- Ellen Burstyn
 
With my new sked I am now able to pursue my saturday or sunday morning reading over coffee (read: coke) and yosi ritual.
 
Day 1
 
Place: Cafe Breton, GB3
Time:  11am-230PM
Book: A Lady, First (autobiography of Letitia Baldridge)
Food: Mango Banana Crepe
Yosi: Marlboro Lights
 

 
aaahhh....solitude...time to be able to sit back and relax amidst the hustlebustle and craziness of the world...this I missed when I had a partner...time to be myself and time to just be...
 
yesterday, I couldn't help but overhear the conversation that was brewing in the the next table..they were talking about power consumption..."intellectual" conversation if I may use the term.....with Carroll (my ex ex), we used to have that since he was a reader himself and was always updated with who's who and what's what especially in the business world may it be here or in Taiwan, where he is currently based.  We used to have such conversations over coffee or dinner and he'd always end up conceding to whatever it was that I was espousing...well, just to shut me up of course...with the jerx, we didn't have that..well I did try to but i just to explain all the nitty gritty stuff of what I was talking about since he doesn't read and doesn't watch the news...basta he's just not into that kind of stuff...he was more updated with the songs and mtv stuff...not that there's anything wrong with that...i guess he just doesn't go for that serious stuff lang...well, going back...i miss those kind of  conversations...still have to find someone who can match my mouth and my vocab, though...but for the meantime I'm content with playing the ditzy, insipid girl ...hahahahaha!
 
Seduce my mind and you can have my body, Find my soul and I'm yours forever. ~ by Anonymous 
 
"Thinking I'm a moron gives people something to feel smug about." Charles Wallace said. "Why should I disillusion them?"
(A wrinkle in Time)   
 

You are the pilot.

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  You are embarking on exciting new opportunities and relationships   but your insecurities and feelings of self-doubt are totally consuming you.   You just need to chill out and enjoy the moment!

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Word of the Day:  aleatory
 
Pronunciation: /AY-lee-uh-tor-ee/adj :
 
          *dependent on luck or chance
 
ex: "To find a mate you must go out and get one; you cannot depend on the aleatory vicissitudes of life."
 
so good luck nalang sa ating lahat a
 
One thing that I learned from my friend's death is to never forget to tell people how much they mean to you.  I texted the people I'm close with how much they mean to me and I got some funny reactions to my text.
 
One reaction: "Thanks.  is there anything I can do for you?"
 
As Nida Blanca said:  "Ang pagmamahal hindi naghihintay ng kapalit.  Hindi purkit nagmahal ka ay dapat mahalin ka din ng minamahal mo."
 
Two reaction: "Ang drama mo, tol"
 
"Its the drama in our lives that make us strong."
 
Just shows how the people we love are not 'sanay' hearing from us how much them mean to us because they never heard it!  So what are you doing there?  Hug that person next to you (if may kabuluhan sila sa buhay nyo..kung ka team mate mo lang ay hampasin mo nalang).  Text the people you love and let them know how much they mean to you/or how much you love them...let them know let them know...."remember the last thing you say to people.  you never know if its the last thing that you'll ever say to them." 
  
 
Heaven Give Me Words
(Propaganda)

Take these words they come out wrong
They won't express this old emotional thing
If you could see inside my mind
You'd know the love and feel this passionate thing
You stepped into my locked out world
I felt your touch on my shoulder
You turned my mind right over
Like a child before it learns to speak
I turn to stone, I turn to stone
Heaven give me words to tell you
How I am feeling
What I am needing
Heaven let this message reach you
This desperation
Will stop my heart from beating
I won't be giving in
I'll die if I don't tell you just how I feel
I'll make you truly understand
What kind of man could live with feelings Of steel
I used to be so self contained
When I thought about love
A conversation heart to heart
I must confess this old emotional thing
Before you think that I'm a fool
There's a flame that burns here
Here's a feeling that's so rareIt's my nightmare when I go to speak
I turn to stone, I turn to stone
Heaven give me words to tell you
How I am feeling
What I am needing
Heaven let this message reach you
This desperation
Will stop my heart from beating
Heaven give me words
Heaven give pride
Heaven let this message reach you
You've seen a heart worn on my sleeve
I must express this old emotional thing
Please be a witness to my dreams
Or I'll wake up and say now Can this be real?
Before you think that I'm a fool
There's a flame that burns here
Here's a feeling that's so rare
It's my nightmare when I go to speak I turn to stone, I turn to stone
Heaven give me words to tell you
How I am feeling
What I am needing
Heaven let this message reach you
This desperation
Will stop my heart from beating
Heaven give me words to tell you
How I am feeling
What I am needing
Heaven let this message reach you
This desperation
Will stop my heart from beating
Heaven give me words
Heaven give pride
Heaven let this message reach you

God is busy taking care of the world...so he sent friends to take care of me in his stead...

hhaaayyy how lucky can I get...all my dear friends in PS almost in overlapping shifts (gets?!)...Jon , Tin, Athea, Ces and Mitch :)   
   
        

       

 

Athea (a.k.a. ats atcha anthea): is my oldest friend (no pun intended) sa e-mail team.  She's my order buddy when we used to be in the same team and shift...kaso for some reason ako lang ang tumataba and sya wala..parang napunta sa hangin ang kinain kahit na minsan mas madame pa syang kinakain kesa sa akin. 

 

Jon (a.k.a. jonathan, jonjon the (angel),pogi,gwaps) is the sweetest guy I know (naks!) sweet kaso slow.  sweet kaso corny.  sweet kaso lagi nalang ako niloloko kay....sweet kaso di marunong mag scroll.  sweet kaso forever na may PMS.  pero ok lang kasi sweet naman sya e...wlang logic no?   Got that kind of logic from Jon. And mabango din kilikili nya.  Next to Lod that is :) 

 

Tin (a.k.a teenteen kristine kristeta kris krissie)....teka wala akong masabe e...basta kakampi ko yan pag humirit si Jon ng mali about love and everythang (squatter!)...basta lab lab ang paguusapan we have the same wave length..pagagalitan nya ko pag nagddrama nanaman ako...

 

Mitch (a.ka. mitchiko atetitamitch mommymitch shawie) ang nanay ko sa office...pag wala sya sa office quiet lang ako...pag wla sya nakakayosi ako ng madame...pag wala sya nakaka inom ako ng coke ng madame..pag wla sya nakakarinig ako sa radio ng malakas...pag wala sya...sad ako...

 

Ces (a.ka. cessie sexy) ...ces was there when I needed someone to talk to during the first few days of my insanity stage...my mentor to beer drinking...sya ang kasama ko the very first time I went to a bar...at the ripe age of ..doot-doot...nakapunta din ako sa bar na may dancing dancing at drinking drinking...hahahaha squatter ko!...si ces maingay sa floor...pag wala sya quiet ang floor kse nga maingay sya..pag wala sya...sad ang lahat...
    
  
      
 
Tin, ako to:
 
 
And i don't regret the time we spent
and my time with you

It was not in vain

And i wonder why
and where it all went wrong
and how you lost your hope
you're the reason that i'm gone
and i wonder how how you came to change
and why you lost your way
but i still stay the same
still the same...

"...even the strongest have their moments of fatigue." (Nietscheze)

I don't like death...dying and all the hullaballoo thing

although I do have a deathwish myself, I do not like people I know sad and suffering because someone they know died...

I remember that early this year, i had wanted to "go" and I almost did...twice...if it wasn't for friends i would not be here writing this entry and you will be in another blog or maybe doing something worthwile...why did I want to go...because I was coward...because at that time, i couldn't face the pain that I was feeling nor rein in the dam of sadness and loneliness that was overwhelming me...death was the only way i could think of to ease the pain...an old friend died...and no one expected it...i guess it was the only way for him to ease the pain that was gnawing at him...despite the funny demeanor...behind the boy bastos image there was someone who was trying to reach out to you..to me..to us...




old friends at the stroke of midnight...
Carlos, Nico, ADONIS, Tin and Iro at the back

Me and Edwin up front


...Think of Dondi
Laugh, don't cry
I know
He'd want it that way
When ya think of Dondi
Laugh, don't cry
I know
He'd want it that way

Friend of a friend
Friend 'til the end
That's the kind of guy he was

Taken away
So young
Taken away
Without a warning

Love Lives On

Those we love are never really lost to us--
we feel them in so many special ways--
through friends they always cared about and dreams they left behind,
in beauty that they added to our days...
in words of wisdom we still carry with us and memories that never will be gone...
Those we love are never really lost to us--
for everywhere their special love lives on.

~ Amanda Bradley ~



how can one die from his own hands...

how can one take his own life...

how can one just end it...

It's not that the person does not want to live anymore...it just that..the pain has become so unbearable...i should know i almost went throught it...twice..but even in death, I was a coward...

"The greatest glory of living lies not in never falling but in rising every time you fall" (Nelson Mandela)

Just got out of a 4 day rest day wherein 3 days were spent either in front of the TV or my PC. 3 days of doing nothing. 3 days of bumming around. 3 days din na walang ligo at walang toothbrush! hahahahah :P

For 3 days (oo 3 days na!) I practically did nothing...even my food was served where I was...tamad ito! Not that there was any shoratge of gimik but its just that I declined every invitation that I got...even the trip to my dentist was cancelled! Hahaha ganun ako katamad! Besides, gastos lang yun. That's it. No more kwento...my brain is still on restday mode!


Happy Thought
from Paulo Coehlo

You have to take risks. We will only understand the miracle of life fully when we allow the unexpected to happen. Everyday God gives us the sun -- and also one moment in which we have the ability to change everything that makes us unhappy. Everyday, we try to pretend that we haven't perceived that moment, that it doesn't exist -- that today is the same as yesterday and will be the same as tomorrow. But if people really pay attention to their daily lives, they will discover that magic moment. It may arrive in the instant when we are doing something mundane, like putting our front door key in the lock; it may lie hidden in the quiet that follows the lunch hour or in the thousand and one things that all seem the same to us. But that moment exists -- a moment when all the
power of the stars becomes a part of us and enables us to perform miracles. Joy is sometimes a blessing, but it is often a conquest. Our magic moment helps us to change and sends us off in search of our dreams. Yes, we are going to suffer, we will have difficult times, and we will experience many disappointments -- but all of this is transitory; it leaves no permanent mark. And one day we will look back with pride and faith at the journey we have taken. Pitiful is the person who is afraid of taking risks. Perhaps this person will never be disappointed or disillusioned; perhaps she won't suffer the way people do when they have a dream to follow. But when that person looks back -- and at some point everyone looks back -- she will hear her heart saying, "What have you done with the miracles that God planted in your days?

What have you done with the miracles that God planted in your days? What have you done with the talents God bestowed on you? You buried yourself in a cave because you
were fearful of losing those talents. So this is your heritage: the certainty that
you wasted your life."

Pronunciation: [ê-pis-tê-'mah-lê-jee or -ji]

Definition 1: (Philosophy) The study of the nature of knowledge: suppositions, conclusions, and all that happens in between—how we know things; the structure of knowledge itself.

Are we all Epistemologists since we seek knowledge: suppositions, conclusions, and all that happens in between....

then what are we really looking for? what goal are we trying to achieve? What ultimate knowledge are we trying to gain?

flooble said that I am Not Gay (Not that there's anything wrong with that.)

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ppsstttt si Ara at Christian ang nagkatuluyan...hahahaha but I didnt get to watch their version of the wedding..yung kay Ara and Leo lang when ABS had a special show just for their version of the wedding last saturday....hahahaha told you I was bored! I'm not a fan of any of the stars in the teleserye..but Jericho is cute..hhhmmmm...but I like the song from where the title was derived...I AM A SHARON FAN! ha! wlang kokontra!



SANA'Y WALA NG WAKAS
(Sharon Cuneta)

Sana'y wala ng wakas
Kung pag-ibig ay wagas
Paglalambing sa'yong piling
Ay ligaya kong walang kahambing

Kung 'di malimot ng tadhana
Bigyang-tuldok ang ating ligaya
Walang hanggan ay hahamakin
Pagka't walang katapusan kitang iibigin

Kahit na ilang tinik ay kaya kong tapakan
Kung 'yan ang paraan upang landas mo'y masundan
Kahit ilang ulit ako'y iyong saktan
Hindi kita maaaring iwanan

Kahit ilang awit ay aking aawitin
Hanggang ang himig ko'y maging himig mo na rin
Kahit ilang dagat ang dapat tawirin
Higit pa riyan ang aking gagawin

Sana'y wala ng wakas
Kapag hapdi ay lumipas
Ang mahalaga ngayon ay pag-asa
Dala ng pag-ibig saksi buong daigdig

Kung 'di malimot ng tadhana
Bigyang-tuldok ang ating ligaya
Walang hanggan ay hahamakin
Pagka't walang katapusan kitang iibigin

Kahit na ilang tinik ay kaya kong tapakan
Kung 'yan ang paraan upang landas mo'y masundan
Kahit ilang ulit ako'y iyong saktan
Hindi kita maaaring iwanan

Kahit ilang awit ay aking aawitin
Hanggang ang himig ko'y maging himig mo na rin
Kahit ilang dagat ang dapat tawirin
Higit pa riyan ang aking gagawin

'Di lamang pag-ibig ko
'Di lamang ang buhay ko'y ibibigay
Sa ngalan ng pag-ibig mo
Higit pa riyan aking mahal ang alay ko

Wackiness: 28/100
Rationality: 42/100
Constructiveness: 34/100
Leadership: 46/100

You are an SEDF--Sober Emotional Destructive Follower. This makes you an evil genius. You are extremely focused and difficult to distract from your tasks. With luck, you have learned to channel your energies into improving your intellect, rather than destroying the weak and unsuspecting.

Your friends may find you remote and a hard nut to crack. Few of your peers know you very well--even those you have known a long time--because you have expert control of the face you put forth to the world. You prefer to observe, calculate, discern and decide. Your decisions are final, and your desire to be right is impenetrable.

You are not to be messed with. You may explode.

kaboom!



WHAT IS AN AMBIGRAM?
An ambigram is a word written in such a way that it is legible both rightside-up and upside-down. Ambigrams are an ancient artform. Ambi means "both" and gram means "word".

In front of my pc the whole day trying to fix my blog--err I think destroy it is a more apt word. So far nothing kaya I decided to stop nalang...I'm on my 3rd rest day...I was "given" a 4 day rest day this week due to the new SME sked. Kainis if I had known na I'd have 4 days to rest I would've planned something like go out of town or go on an all night gimik...hay, so far the only gimik I had gone to was last friday's usual movie night...

"Sometimes I lie awake at night, and I ask, 'Where have I gone wrong?' Then a voice says to me, 'This is going to take more than one night.'" -Charles M. Schulz, Charlie Brown in "Peanuts"

fine. I'll lay off my loser Friendster messages and post something serious...and it's all because of something Jon the (angel) said over yosi and coffee jelly in Starbucks Rockwell last night before we watched Spidey2 (2nd time for me)...I dunno how it got started basta it started nalang w him saying that my jerx (translation: jerk of an ex) DID NOT INTEND TO HURT ME.......that got me RILED UP!!! My apologies to Jon for raising my voice at that time but I just totally disagree with what you said. If 2 people are in a relationship and one of them suddenly finds or meets someone that they "love" or like (whatever!)more than the person what should they do?

For me, rein that emotion. Why? Because you do not have the right to feel that emotion in the first place. You should be "busy" loving that person you're with. If situations were reversed would you want your significant other feeling in-love or in-like with another person other than you? I bet you don't. If you are having relationship trouble, then, for God's sake, try to resolve it. Relationship trouble should never be the reason why you feel in-like with another person.

aahhh i had wanted to expound on this...but I feel quesy...hafta to go to the banyo muna..ciao!

...What, what kind of fool
Tears it apart leaving me pained and sorrowed
Losing the love wondering why
Wondering why)
Where will I be tomorrow
Losing you now wondering why
Where will I be tomorrow....




1 of the funniest Friendster Profiles i've read is from this girl
Swiss

Interests: eatin' fish &squid ball, i love Garfield stuff! Pychonalysis, Listenin' 2 soul music, Fashion Mag, Go-Cartin', chillin' w/ my home gals&lads, , reading interesting book, shoppin', Surfin' the net, People watchin', home decoratin', Dining, Clubbin', Light extreme sports.

***SINCE GARFIELD STUFF LANG ANG GUSTO MO SI GARFIELD AYAW MO NA...Pychonalysis MALI NA NGA ANG SPELLING NAGA-ALA PSYCHOLOGIST PA SYA.ANALYZE THIS!!!!...YOU LISTEN TO SOUL MUSIC? KAYA PALA NAGPPAPAKA HIFF HUFF KA PALA SA SPELLIN' MO NG WORDzzzzzz....FASHION MAG..TAKE NOTE ISANG MAG LANG ANG GUSTO NYA...GO CARTIN'? SPELLING AND THAT LINGO AGAIN...SANA LANG INTERESADO SYA SA PAG KAIN AT KUNG HINDI DI NA MAUUPDATE YUNG PROFILE NYA...HHMM MERON PALANG EXTREME SPORTS NA LIGHT?

Favorite Books: The PURPOSE DRIVEN LIFE by Rick Warren, Nancy Drew, Psychology Book, European book, , Tuesdays with Morrie, cookin' book, Nursery bookz..

***"Psychology Book, European book,cookin' book, Nursery bookz" MAY LETTER s PO SANA AT TANONG KO LANG..PAG ANG AUTHOR NG ISANG BOOK OR IF THE BOOK WAS PRINTED IN THE US DAPAT BANG TAWAGIN KO DIN SYANG AMERICAN BOOK?

About Me:

Hi everyone? My name is Marie Swiss Therese, But ya can call me by my nick,"Swiss"..hhmmmm...Based on wot I hear from people around me and based on wot I observed bout myself, my actuations & likes, I am jolly, friendly,easy to be with, down to earth, Okay! I can be a bit moody but my heart is usually in the right place.

***IBANG KLASE KA TLAGA...BUT OK LANG YUN YOUR HEART IS IN THE RIGHT PLACE NMAN E..BUT CAN I DRIVE A STAKE THRU IT?

I can say that i'm kinda artistic, fashionable girl,im fondly with pets,im a nature lover, I just can't resist nature! love watchin' scary movies,Love to scare myself!lol'... i love listenin to music and music is my therapy definitely!., i also love light extreme sports...,well reading almost everything that interest me, like European History...And most of all and very impt is that, ....I have a strong faith in God!

***IS THAT A TYPO? IF IT IS SHOULD IT BE FOND OF OR FONDLE?..I CANT RESIST NATURE ALSO...I BREATHE SMOG AS A HOBBY!...CAN I SCARE YOU TO DEATH INSTEAD? EUROPEAN HISTO TAPOS BIGLANG NAG u TURN TO FAITH IN GOD...HUWAW!

Who I Want to Meet: let's see? hmmmm.... people that make me laugh so hard that beverages come spewin' out my nose! hahahah...silly! okay dead serious!..
person who is down to earth,Maturity is very important to me,i love Gentleman,but not old fashion though.God fearing, Loyal, honest, witty...A Man who can carry himself...and he should not be a chain smoker...Sport minded...A person who's ambitious and eager to fulfill his dream career...Know how to set a Goal in Life...with a great sense of humor!...and of corz, very Romantic...i
don't like beating around the bush...Be yerself! PEACE..OOphs..one thing good hygienic practices!...hmmmm

***ARRRGGHHMM..IF YOU SPEW "BEVERAGES THRU YOUR NOSE, AALISAN KITA BIGLA...YOU MUST ALSO HAVE HYGIENIC PRACTICES A!

...decided to post some of the messages that i got in Friendster...just for kicks...just to make our days funnier...and worthwhile..hahahaha

My first friendster message:

From: Athea
Subject: My friend Jon

Message: Belle, friendsters na daw kayo ni Jon. Maawa ka na.

COMMENT: This was after Jon deleted me from his friendster list just to see if I'll get a confirmation e-mail. Kumuha pa ng abogado! Tama ba namang pag praktisan kse ako! It took me 3 days to approve his friendster request.

From: Jonathan
Subject: frends na tayo!!!

Message: frends na tayo!!!

COMMENT: Jon still pleading hehehehe :P

STYLisTICS Messages:

1)
From: Drew
Subject: Hey

Message: Belinda is such a nice name, coming to think of
it, I used to have a friend with the same name.
Hmm...

2)
From: Loco
Subject: hi

Message: wow your good looking in all the pic's my name is
luis live in new jersey im puerto rican looking
for love not sex i love the out door going to the
movies the gym to work out if you are looking for
love just pm me ok bye bye for now...

love luis.

3)
From: Antonio
Subject: Re: hi

Message: hey can i add you as a friend?wats your email nga pala.

Belinda-Maribel wrote:
thanks for the compliment :)

Antonio wrote:
I just wanted to say, ang ganda mo naman.You have a great taste in music. i listen to a lot of jobim too. add kita as a friend you want?

ENGLISH 101

1)
From: Tolome
Subject: Hi!

Message: Im used 2 look at the gallery and see ur pic....Im gaining prennd kc...so i hope u'll accept and add me to ur prend list be one of ur prend 2...even u dont know me much....pls...grant my request,here is my email add
matipunong_maginoo@yahoo.com...invite me huh!...tnx...

2)
From: ZappeD
Subject: New Frendz

Message: hi i jst see u in frendster! by d wy im Richard Salamida from coloocan. i jst want 2 be ur frend if its okei 2 u! jst add me
zappedkirstin@yahoo.com thanks c",)

3)
From: Mark
Subject: nothing

Message: ELOW NICE PIC... IM HERE WANT 2 BE UR FREN ...0916 2538312 macky..cn i hve ur ym id

ANO BUZZZZz!!!!

1)
From: ErWiN
Subject: hi

Message: hi youre cute and huggable ha?! nacutan lng ako.kung gus2 mo friends na rin taYO C",)

2)
From: Xhristian
Subject: bonjour mademoiselle

Message: wow your the cutest chick i ever seen here on this site.well if you like eating well i like eating to and maybe cooking cos im a chef.so can i be your friend please maybe someday i can treat you on that turon thing


3)
From:Deejay
Subject: Re: hi

Message: ang tipid naman gwabe.jejejejeejje..by the way ano e-add mo ako na lang add sau pwwede?thnx po mwahugzzzzzzzzz.......

Belinda-Maribel wrote:
thanks :)

Deejay wrote:
hello...ive seen u in my personal network....and i just wanna be ur frenshipz.nhyahahahahah...i dunno ur e-add.can u add me to your list?by the way im deejay..and my e-add is drexzjames@yahoo.com...thnx


4)
From: Jay
Subject: Re: hello :)

Message: wala lang.. nakita ko lang kc ung pic mo naalala ko lang kaya naisipan ko na e-add kita.

5)
From: Niño
Subject: belinda-maribel

Message: is ur name really belinda-maribel? or maribel-belinda?

***paki mo ba?!?!?!


6)
From: PsYcHo
Subject: manglalait!!!

Message: hey! ur cute luv ko pa naman ung mga chubby...kc huggable, lovable di ba?!? where exactly do you hide?

***ahhmm,away from you siguro no!

7)
From: Derick
Subject: Re: Hi!

Message: can we have a blind data?

Belinda-Maribel wrote:
Sorry but i do not give out my number to anyone i dont know.

Derick wrote:
My cell # k b,can i have it? so we could stay in touch, i hope ur single and wala magagalit, i work in boni, national bookstore, kw sn?

Belinda-Maribel wrote:
manila.yeah i do in makati.

Derick wrote:
So wer u from? u work b? =)

Belinda-Maribel wrote:
thanks for the compliment :)

Derick wrote:
I find u very attractive! pede b mging fren kta?

PANG INTERNATIONAL ANG BEAUTY KO

From: Subhakar
Date: January 20, 2004 8:47 AM
Subject: Greetings from India
Message: Hi !!!!.

Warm Greeting from India. Iam Subhakar, 25/m from India. Iam into Computer Printing Media. My hobbies are singing , reading and playing music a bit.... i woulf love to make friendship with you...

Waiting for your reply

Subhakar

I was gearing for a serious post today but a message in my friendster just had me scratching my head.


> Jack wrote:
> > CAN W B FRENDS?

Belinda-Maribel wrote:
> thanks for the offer but no thanks :)

Jack wrote:

k. i know an offering is two things its either
you accept it or not. but i always remember my
philosophy "frends come & go"


ANNNNOOOO DDDDAAAWWWW!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!






Loneliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but its there, and your friends can see it. You constantly feel alone, and need to do things
to fill your time. Your afraid to tell people this, but sooner or later it gets
out in a bad way, and you think you screwed up everything. And when you are in love is when you are sad the most. (Please Vote)

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THE PREMISE of this article lies on the principle that sometimes, loving a person doesn't mean it has to be romantic and loving a person for the rest of your life doesn't mean you have to end up marrying them. Can a man and a woman just be friends? I'd say yes and they should be.

Hindi dahil kinaibigan ka, liligawan ka na. Not every guy who befriends you has an ulterior motive. Get over yourself. Don't flatter yourself. There is a reason why he befriended you, but don't automatically assume that it's because he wants to be your so-called boyfriend. If this will be the principle you'll follow every time someone asks you to be his friend, you're gonna miss a great deal from the friendship.

Hindi dahil mabait sa iyo, nililigawan ka na. There are people who are naturally sweet and kind. There are people who are innately good and no matter how wicked you seem, they just find it so easy to be kind to you. It doesn't mean he is courting you. Don't put yourself through unnecessary stress trying to figure out if he's courting you or not.
Because I think if he is, you won't have to guess, you'll know and you'll be very certain about it.

Hindi dahil he talks to you a lot, he loves you na. You don't befriend a person if you absolutely abhor him, right? Chances are you make sense when he talks to you, or you're probably very patient listening to him. The two of you probably connect on some level but why does it always have to be assumed to be romantic? Being two intelligent, mature human beings, you need to accept that it's nice to share a cup of coffee over a stimulating conversation, and that you don't have to automatically put romantic connotation to it. Relieve yourself of the pressure. It's just coffee and a shared interest.

Hindi dahil cute ang friend mo, crush/love mo na siya. This is the most amusing thing that hit me lately. People always assume that because your friend is cute or should I say, hot (because cute is a word you describe your high school crush while hot is a word you use to describe a hunk), "lakas amats mo na for repapips!" Let me just say this, at least from my own personal experience, I'm just nearsighted, I haven't gone blind. I
can still appreciate God's creation! However, there will always be weird things, crazy things, stupid things that will keep you, believe me, from having a crush on him. First of all, you'd know his history with women, enough to judge what's good for you. Second, don't you just hate it when a guy who's absolutely always put together, who looks intelligent enough pronounces the word country as "kawntri" and the word mango as
"meynggo." Call me crazy for judging a person just because he can't pronounce these words right. I admit, I'm crazy.

Hindi dahil you hang out with each other most of the time, you'd end up being boyfriend-girlfriend. Self-explanatory... There are a thousand, no million different reasons why things don't always turn out that way. There is no one proven formula. For all we know, the reason why he likes hanging out with you is because he likes getting kikay tips from you. He probably plans on being kikay himself and he needs a mentor.

A dinner with a guy friend does not necessarily mean equate to a date. Especially if you're paying for your share no. Hello? Three things to consider: the place, the topic and how the two of you actually planned to meet. First, how it was planned. If it were a date expect that he would ask you out at least three days before the actual date to give you some lead time, to give you the notion that you are not just a filler on his schedule. Second, the place. If it were a real date, the both of you would want real food and a place where you could really talk things through. Don't go out with a guy to a movie on Friday night if you're really serious about him. Going to a movie is more like treating him like a "filler" just because you had nothing to do on a Friday night so
you might as well go out. Topic. Ha! You wouldn't be talking about chikang artista, chikang opisina or argue if the one girl's boobs are real or not. You would be probably talking about sensible, quite personal stuff.

I therefore conclude that platonic relationships are never complicated; people just have tendencies to complicate them.

didn't go to work today...i'm sick sick sick...

bored out of my wits, I've been runnning thru and fro my tv and my pc...may ADD ata ako e hehehehe...

According to: Vea, the title of the next Harry Potter book is HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE..can't wait for the next book and next movie...would you believe that I only got hooked on HP when JK Rowling released book 5. before that I refused to read or watch the movie...kse everyone was hooked on it e...hehehe...i'm not called abner for nothing y'know...

What smilie are you? Take the test!

...in continuation of saturday's nakakapagod na gimik, during our tambay in Breton, someone broached the idea of staying in Discovery...hala! eto nanaman kme.."ish-pur" of the moment!!! To cut the story, we went to megamall to buy things that we needed and checked in na sa hotel...haaayy sarap...si meian natulog..si emer and kaje uminom..ako nagkwento...Marc went to the hotel to lend me his shirt and charger. he stayed until 3am kahit we weren't really doing anything...hehehe...after he left, we were still texting..he didn't want to go home pa pala and that he was just driving around sa fort..didn't know na what happened to him since I fell asleep na...I went to the office earing Marc's big red CCP shirt...as soon as some of the reps saw me they asked agad: "Sino ang lalaking kasama mo natulog kagabi." hahaha it just dawned on me na that only one conclusion can be surmised if one goes to work wearing a man's shirt and looking as if di pa sya natutulog..hay friends...WISH KO LANG NO! hahahaha...


Drunken Marc (?)


Meian and I


Crepe Kaje


Nice Beng, Bitchy Emer and Pathetic Meian ;P


The only pic of us all together

Monday afternoon, Carroll made me sundo sa office. He was at the 9th floor of our building which is kinda like the food court floor and as we went out to smoke, the door was being opened by A...hahahaha...as usual, parang wala nanaman kmeng nakita..but I hope he saw me and Carroll as we went out and I hope he saw us kiss din... :P anyway, we just had dinner and coffee and went to our common ever chismosa dentist who kept on asking if we were back together...hahahaha..unfortunately, I started feeling sick before the night ended thus I wasn't able to go to the wake that I was s'posed to go to...

I'll post some of the pics that I took as soon as I am able to upload them.

Jon, this is for you..

8 Ways to Get Rid of A Crush

1. Act like you are madly in love with him/or her
2. Pretend you have stalked them the last 2 weeks
3. Act sad over stupid things( example your pet had a fur ball or you ate cheese) and say you need a shoulder to cry on
4. ask for a piggy back ride to all your classes
5. Ask him/her out at least 10 times a day even if yes is the answer
6. Non stop hug them and love on them
7. Flirt with someone of your own gender.
8. Pretend to be obsessed with odd types of things.

Your horoscope for Saturday, July 3:

Your well-organized schedule will be completely disrupted, thanks to someone you haven't seen in a long, long time. Cancel some appointments, and take a long lunch.

and so I did...

While waiting for my wonderful wonderful friends Meian, Angela (Beng), Emer and Kaje in Cafe Breton in Podium, I once again had the opportunity to read...it was a windy morning..with yosi, a good book and coke..ahh my life was good for THAT moment...until Summerwells arrived hahahahaha labs you meme :)

Before having lunch, hungry beng and I decided to eat dessert muna before heading to Thai in a Box for lunch. baliktad no? Then back to cafe Breton for another round of dessert (mango banana..sarap!) and of course, yosi. Hay as usual, we had all kinds of kwento...to boylets-manlets-kissing buddy-recycled-madilim na veranda-to aawww she has a yaya-yaya can you brush my teeth-to missing in action friends-to pustahan si meian ang mauuna at may laman.....aaahhh again the good times...very good times indeed