a rollercoaster ride that's how I can describe my pregnancy... from "still-not-pregnant" announcements to pregnancy complications to buy me this kind of food at this restaurant or else to non fetal movement scare (turns our antukin lang pala like his dad) to a 3 -day labor (yes, 3) to fetal heart rate decline to finally...this

Meet my "bunso"

Alessandro Raphael Antonio Agnello Perez-Aniciete

a.k.a kurdapyo (wla pang nick e)

For something I've always wanted and for something I've always dreamt of..there were times that I almost gave up...but of course I didn't. It was a difficult pregnancy but at the end it was all worth it...when you see that little bundle sleeping in your arms despite the sleepless nights..the dozing off while you're breastfeeding...in the end it was all worth it..would I go through it again...ahem..that's why I call my only son bunso

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nanganak na po ako. SA WAKAS. updates soon

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sa lahat ng nagtatanong at naghahanap sa akin...hindi pa po ako nanganganak...hindi pa type ng bagets na lumabas sa aking tyan na akala nya ata e kasing laki ng soccer field sa kakasipa at kakagalaw nya

B O R E D

a few weeks to go.....i'm on my 34th week. doctor sez that I can give birth between the 11th of May to June 8...i can't wait...i'm at the brink already...i hate being pregnant...i hate the dependency...the all day sickness....the no smoking..the no coke..errrr...the konting coke pala....

How does one measure friendship?

is it in the number of years?





is it in the number of trials that you both went through?

indeed, how does one measure friendhsip?

i think we've nailed...first it was Rhemarco Ace Agnello Moreira then Franco Ace Antonio Agnello now, and hopefully, the last, its Martin Ace Antonio Agnello :)

i'm in my 7 month...just a couple of weeks before the small guy says hello to mommy...i'm gonna enroll my kid in soccer camp because he's been kicking me so hard everday! .....going to work nowadays is such a burden...i am so tamad and when I'm at work I'm so sleepy naman...can't wait when i start my maternity leave by that time naman I'd probably be too bored naman sa house that's why now palang i'm trying to compile everything that I can so that I can start a scrapbook thingy...

How would you feel if I kept something secret from you and you had to find out through other people about it?

now we start thinking of boy names...we were really hoping for a girl but a boy's a welcome gift too :) (Please no Ace Jr!)

what's in a name

yciar
lucia
jacinta
belinda
carissa
martha
ingrid
helene'- margaruite
georgianna
christianne
bettina
bambina........

what if it's a boy?????

What profits a man if he gains the world, but loses his soul?

i wanted to blog about what happened yesterday...nope, nothing big or serious..but it was just one 'em days...but writer's bloc got the better of me...i've been trying to compose something that would begin to describe how my day was yesterday but i couldn't simply explain it...adjectives went on an early summer vacation...so i leave at that...it was just one o' 'em days...

sakit ipin ko

Mother doesn't know where love has gone,
she says it must be youth that keeps us feeling strong.
See it in her face that's turned to ice,
and when she smiles she shows the lines of sacrifice.
And now I know what they're saying as our sun begins to fade,
and we made our love on wasteland and through the barricades.

may mga desisyon sa buhay na kailangan gawin ng tao....kung ano ang desisyon kailangan nila respetuhin...wla ka naman magagawa...wla ka nanaman masasabe...basta kung saan ka masaya....

Turn around and I'll be there,
well there's a scar right through my heart but I'll bare it again.
Oh, I thought we were the human race but we were just another borderline case,
and the stars reach down and tell us that there's always one escape.
Oh, I don't know where love has gone,
and in this troubled land desperation keeps us strong.
Friday's child is full of soul,
with nothing left to lose there's everything to go.
And now I know what they're saying,
it's a terrible beauty we've made,
so we make our love on wasteland and through the barricades.
And now I know what they're saying as our hearts go to their graves,
and we made our love on wasteland and through the barricades

 

its a day late but I'm sure wishes don't have expiration dates...so from my family to yours (family: Ace, hundun plus 1), we wish you a Happy Christmas and may the Holy Spirit fill your Christmas with heavenly bliss and happiness

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Finally! after a long absence

i'm in between mg 8th and 9th week of pregnancy.it hasn't been the best pregnancy...everyday seems to be a struggle~an uphill battle that is. from the moment i wake up to the moment I close my eyes. in the morning I feel sick. i am hungry~ravenous at that and there's that quesy feeling of ...vomiting and nausea. at night, I have difficulty sleeping and my sleep is always interrupted with frequent trips to the banyo and the pangs of hunger. poor ace, he has to contend with all that..he barely has time to sleep and rest on his own plus the fact that I don't even want him to touch me..hold my hand, hug or kiss me..blech! but despite of all that you will not hear any tinge of regret or anger or any negative feeling or comment...even when he is pissed na with me he'd still manage a smile for me even when I'm scowling back at him.

There are nights when I just cry because of all the pain...when I just utter why all these pain for something that I've always wanted...
Don't mistake all these for regret. absolutely not. despite all the pain and the tears..everything..i still want and love my baby. we both do. I've waited for so long to have one and I'm gonna try to stick it out till the end.

well, that's it. nothing much to say.

i'm back

just a rundown...but i'll keep the biggest news last :)

1. I found out my lola is now bedridden. she's a type2 diabetic and she fell down a couple of weeks ago. my mom is taking care of her coz she's a feeder. hopefully her health improves

2. I had a fever a week ago for 2 days. then it re-curred last thursday so I had to to the ER to have myself checked since I registered a 38.5. I stayed there from thursday to yesterday. They found out that I had a systematic viral infection and another finding that'll leave to item #3. Then last night I had to go the ER again due to chest pains. This time I went to Makati Med since staying in Cardinal Santos left a bad taste in our mouths. They found out that I had an inflammed ribcage. Cure: paracetamol and bedrest. that was it. and there I was thinking na I had some sort of a heart problem. whew!

3. And the last kwento:

From today: she (we want a girl) is 5 weeks and 6 days old!

Unfortunately, its gonna be a tough ride for me. Doctor says that reason why I had backpain was due to the baby. She gave me medicines to make sure that my baby's stay in my womb is peaceful. the term that she used was: threatened abortion. hopefully, my baby remains to be a good girl and just stays where she is until june of next year. Mommy would be sad if she doesn't

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Someone posted the comment below on my last post.

"making lait the people??? huh!

ur so arte, my gosh, ur not even maganda ...

reason y u cant even wear such kita-na-kaluluwa-skirts coz i bet u have such big legs as in BIG!! it shows!haha ...


such gross english, xadong pa-conyo ... well, dk maganda, wag ka umarte..
duh_huh ...

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Dear whoever you are,

I didnt' say that I was pretty. did i ever say na I am. stupid.

oh yea I do have big thighs. did i say na I didn't? blame that on my genes. i also have big arms but so what? I have to die for hair and cleavage and a sound mind to go with it. you? i bet you don't. nincompoop.

dude, ask MY friends because you obviously aren't and you can't be my friend if you can't even spell well and you don't even know simple blogging rules. I really speak this way. Am i conyo? who's to tell? if you're description of being a conyo is someone who 1) studied in a catholic all girls school somewhere in Makati 2) who speaks english and tagalog to make up a sentence 3) who makes lait all the time....then you got me there. I am indeed a conyo. I am an Assumptionista. True blue and damn proud of it. ikaw san ka nagaral? I speak both English and Tagalog in a sentence not because I'm conyo but because I know how to speak it. ikaw you know how ba? i guess your minute mind, if you have one that is, can't even decipher that. MY friends know that I'm a self confessed Laitera but so what?

so what's your beef? if you don't have anything to do don't diss me on my own blog. you're so tanga that you don't know blogging rule #1: you don't diss the owner of the blog on her own blog. you respect how I write and why I write for the simple reason that this is MY blog. capisce? intiendes?

next time, you take care dah-ling. you take very good care on what you say especially about me. you know why? because I know who you are and where you are and I can hunt you down even if you're in that internet shop. I don't like anyone dissing me.

o here it is

my birhtday went by just like that...big blah!

nothing to make kwento. the usual birhtday treat sa office that was gobbled up in less than 2 hours! and dinner treat in Somethin' Fishy in Eastwood. Before the early morning (call time was 12MN), we were in Eastwood na early palang. Was supposed to watch a movie but we didn't make it in time. We, instead, played Bowling (which I lost by mere 2 points lang and by sheer luck by my kalaban :P ) and some videogames in...yun na yun..we went around a bit and did some shopping (du-uh what else!?!?!) but the best part was sitting down and watching people passing by...we were (or it was more of me pala) making lait the people who were wearing sexy outfits for people to notice them kse they're so panget, the girls who were wearing konti nalang kita mo na ang kaluluwa skirts and simply anyone who was just panget.

that was that...it was just a blah (and I was saying that with my tongue stuck out)...

the gift? oh yea! Chas ..sige na nga and Tin gave me a DVD of Sharon and Rowell's Cross my Heart (how Jologs I know but so what I'm a sharonian), Ace gave me a watch (nice!) and lest I forget the QA team brought cake..yummy! i still have the candle na pang brownout!

...sometimes people have to be in a situation and see how fate turns out for them.. thats how life is...when things happen you let them happen and stand for what you put yourself into.. you may get out of it and learn or go with it and still learn. But i know what you mean when you say, these are the kinds of situations when some relationships shatter and people break down... and i hate it too...

Sometimes you can only do so much...you can't help someone if they don't want to listen...you can't help if they don't want to see it the way you see it...so I just have to stand back and let them be even if they stumble and fall...you just have to be ready to pull them up after they fall...