Sep 16, 2010
Aug 2, 2010
natutong mag timpi si Belinda
while malling w my sons, a lady tried to overtake us and she accidentally bumped her bag into my son's head. of course nagreklamo si Alessi and the girl did apologize but she lashed out: i said i was sorry ok? it was no one's fault we didnt see each other..." sabe ko: did I say anything? sabe nya: your face!?!?! tas sabe ko: of course you hit my son what do you expect?! sabe nya: i said i was sorry....kesyo kesyo....me: fine sige go!im with my son dont ruin my day and she walked away but stopped and looked back when she was at the dulo of the row of stores...
kapal..sya na nga yung nakabunggo sya pa yung nagalit...some people tlaga
while malling w my sons, a lady tried to overtake us and she accidentally bumped her bag into my son's head. of course nagreklamo si Alessi and the girl did apologize but she lashed out: i said i was sorry ok? it was no one's fault we didnt see each other..." sabe ko: did I say anything? sabe nya: your face!?!?! tas sabe ko: of course you hit my son what do you expect?! sabe nya: i said i was sorry....kesyo kesyo....me: fine sige go!im with my son dont ruin my day and she walked away but stopped and looked back when she was at the dulo of the row of stores...
kapal..sya na nga yung nakabunggo sya pa yung nagalit...some people tlaga
Jul 30, 2010
S&R Days
there are times when i just want to spend the whole day sa S&R....some..or all of you...might not even understand what I am saying...basta...i love doing the grocery and in my opinion...S&r is my indulge grocery place...when I want candy bars that you cant find here or candies or chocolates that I wanna buy in bulk i go there...if i need toilet paper...lots of toilet paper, that is. i go to s&R....when I want pizza or their roasted chicken...i go to s&r...i know its mababaw and im guessing you're still not getting it...basta..its like my indulge place..of course for food lang no.....bah! i dont get the point of this entry. lekat
there are times when i just want to spend the whole day sa S&R....some..or all of you...might not even understand what I am saying...basta...i love doing the grocery and in my opinion...S&r is my indulge grocery place...when I want candy bars that you cant find here or candies or chocolates that I wanna buy in bulk i go there...if i need toilet paper...lots of toilet paper, that is. i go to s&R....when I want pizza or their roasted chicken...i go to s&r...i know its mababaw and im guessing you're still not getting it...basta..its like my indulge place..of course for food lang no.....bah! i dont get the point of this entry. lekat
Jun 24, 2010
May 4, 2010
why o why couldnt steve jobs just make my life easy!? i know props for inventing ipod the mother of his I inventions. it saved me from always lugging my cds from one place to another (its heavy!) but then again why couldnt you just allow more than 1 ipod per computer?! damot. ive been painfully fixing my playlists and for a techbobo like me its like PAAAAAIIINNNN...i plug my classic ipod mini in my pc my itouch as well (i just auth and deauth it everytime) then my nano in my laptop. yea i know..why i have 3? i guess it just piled up and voila! i was thinking of selling them until i realized I can hypnotize my son to stay still for like 15mins w my itouch! so i use my itouch for all those apps (do they have apps that make money din? and that make you thin na din) and some songs then my nano for my songs and the mini for songs for the little ones as well.
May 2, 2010
my 2 sons have been keeping my hands full..overflowing actually...ive been sleeping in the morning as soon as I get home from work then I wake up at noon so I can help feed the kids. We only have 1 yaya and in about a week it'll be just me and the kids. The yaya will be gone for a week for her kid's wedding so good luck to me!
I actually welcome that 1 week w/o yaya since ive been lamenting that my kids call yaya "mommy or mama" already since I spend most of my time at work (grumble grumble). hopefully that 1 week would be enough for my kids especially the bunso to weaned from yaya and he can start sleeping w me again. its been months since my bunso slept beside me at night coz no matter what I do he cries when he doesnt get to sleep w his yaya :( and no amount of bola or soothing will make him stop...breaks my heart everytime
so i hope for the best...i'll be stocking on Zoloft, Naproxen, Vit B12, D throw in Vit E for my skin
I actually welcome that 1 week w/o yaya since ive been lamenting that my kids call yaya "mommy or mama" already since I spend most of my time at work (grumble grumble). hopefully that 1 week would be enough for my kids especially the bunso to weaned from yaya and he can start sleeping w me again. its been months since my bunso slept beside me at night coz no matter what I do he cries when he doesnt get to sleep w his yaya :( and no amount of bola or soothing will make him stop...breaks my heart everytime
so i hope for the best...i'll be stocking on Zoloft, Naproxen, Vit B12, D throw in Vit E for my skin
Apr 7, 2010
ive been buying books like there's no tomorrow. every week i've a minimum of 3 new books since i managed to finish them all by the week after hehehe ive been wishing for a bigger space for my books plus my burgeoning collection of dvds as well...oh well when I get my own house ill build myself my very own library just as how ive been dreaming of it since I was a kid and im gonna spend hours and hours of my day smelling old pages of my books...heaven
Mar 9, 2010
what can I do to help
im getting tired
its a thankless job and I dont want to forever do it
im getting tired
especially when you dont have a support system to back you up
im getting tired
of people asking why instead of standing up w me and helping out
im getting tired
of helping other people and I get nothing in return
im getting tired of picking up the slack from other people
im getting tired
of people asking why instead of what
Jan 28, 2010
you
i stayed up all night
i watched all the shows but i couldnt remember what they were
i wrote down all the words but i couldnt decipher them
i puffed all the cigs but my lips got burnt and i didnt even mind it
i drank all the coke but it wouldnt satisfy me
only you will
and i hope you feel the same way
i hope that you have sleepless nights about me
i pray you live through days and nights as if you were a zombie
i implore that see the faces in front of you like they were mirror images
and i know that i have hurt you just as you had hurt me
i stayed up all night
i watched all the shows but i couldnt remember what they were
i wrote down all the words but i couldnt decipher them
i puffed all the cigs but my lips got burnt and i didnt even mind it
i drank all the coke but it wouldnt satisfy me
only you will
and i hope you feel the same way
i hope that you have sleepless nights about me
i pray you live through days and nights as if you were a zombie
i implore that see the faces in front of you like they were mirror images
and i know that i have hurt you just as you had hurt me
Jan 26, 2010
while working early monday morning i got sick. wanted to go home coz my back was killing me but i couldnt. not when i had tons of things to do. 'round 11 i couldnt hunker down my shoulders anymore. not when i was already seeing double. so i went home thinking that I still had a lot of things to do. by nightfall i knew i couldnt go to work. i called in sick. i was sick but i couldnt sleep. why? bec i was thinking of work. i was getting sick bec of work and yet I was still thinking about it. i barely have enough time for myself and my kids all because of my thankless job and there I was thinking about it. fuck.
Dec 25, 2009
its christmas finally. unlike any other christmas-es i wasnt so sipag this year. i wasnt so organized. i had bits and pieces of stuff that I did and somehow tried to act on it via yaya and that was it. turns out decent but if my ghost of christmas past was here it'll be chasing me till kingdom come.
this year i decided to start a personal tradition. now we make our christmas list every year right? i usually start mine by oct or november and its always entitled Christmas (then the year). That lists always chnges every year bec of friends who moved, died, etc...i decided this year that every year henceforth I would have a group of select friends who I cherished. these people are my closest friend or friends who have touched my life. these are the people who i cherish and would say thanks to them whether or not we saw each other that year by giving them a christmas gift.
last nyt we had an early noche buena bec the dad has to go to work by 11. we had baby back ribs w seared pineapple, mashed potato w bacon bits and corn and carrots. the kids love corn and carrots their forever favorite. i loved my ribs w pineapple. good bye calorie count.
the kids had tons of gifts! they both stayed awake till 10pm. thats late for them since they're usually knocked out by 7 or 8pm.
i wanna catch a few Zzzz before they wake up so i leave you all with this
“Happiness comes in many forms — in the company of good friends, in the feeling you get when you make someone else’s dream come true, or in the promise of hope renewed. It’s okay to let yourself be happy because you never know how fleeting that happiness might be.
this year i decided to start a personal tradition. now we make our christmas list every year right? i usually start mine by oct or november and its always entitled Christmas (then the year). That lists always chnges every year bec of friends who moved, died, etc...i decided this year that every year henceforth I would have a group of select friends who I cherished. these people are my closest friend or friends who have touched my life. these are the people who i cherish and would say thanks to them whether or not we saw each other that year by giving them a christmas gift.
last nyt we had an early noche buena bec the dad has to go to work by 11. we had baby back ribs w seared pineapple, mashed potato w bacon bits and corn and carrots. the kids love corn and carrots their forever favorite. i loved my ribs w pineapple. good bye calorie count.
the kids had tons of gifts! they both stayed awake till 10pm. thats late for them since they're usually knocked out by 7 or 8pm.
i wanna catch a few Zzzz before they wake up so i leave you all with this
“Happiness comes in many forms — in the company of good friends, in the feeling you get when you make someone else’s dream come true, or in the promise of hope renewed. It’s okay to let yourself be happy because you never know how fleeting that happiness might be.
Dec 16, 2009
Dec 12, 2009
the last 24 hours has been traumatizing for me...its one of those times (which I would pray would be the last) when I feel that I really am a mother...
my youngest grabbed his grand uncle's hot mug of coffee yesterday morning and spilt it on his arms, chest and legs. I was asleep when it happened but they woke me up and I brought him to Manila Doctors.
He received thermal burns both 1st and 2nd degree according to the ER doctors.
He wouldnt quit crying everytime especially when he was being treated.
My litany of Haily Mary's saved my heart and my piece of mind.
A nice doctor even asked if maybe they should hold Inigo while they dress the wound and I could just watch from afar since tears were already rolling down my cheeks. But surprisingly I said no. Come to think of it...there really was no question. My son needed to be held by someone who could soothe him and it was just me and no one else.
for the next 7 days I have to clean and re-dress the wound twice a day.
i've done it twice already and its the most exhausting thing that I have to do..mentally and emotionally exhausting, that is.
it tears my heart to know that I am hurting my son by cleaning his wound everytime and because he cries and wails and thrases, it takes about 30mins or so to clean and re-dress the wound. By the time I finish, its like a ran a whole 5k marathon.
it'll be a challenge for the nextfew days but hopefully my son would heal fast- both physically and emotionally.
this is one of those times that I hold on to whoever that said that babies are more resilient that they seem to be
my youngest grabbed his grand uncle's hot mug of coffee yesterday morning and spilt it on his arms, chest and legs. I was asleep when it happened but they woke me up and I brought him to Manila Doctors.
He received thermal burns both 1st and 2nd degree according to the ER doctors.
He wouldnt quit crying everytime especially when he was being treated.
My litany of Haily Mary's saved my heart and my piece of mind.
A nice doctor even asked if maybe they should hold Inigo while they dress the wound and I could just watch from afar since tears were already rolling down my cheeks. But surprisingly I said no. Come to think of it...there really was no question. My son needed to be held by someone who could soothe him and it was just me and no one else.
for the next 7 days I have to clean and re-dress the wound twice a day.
i've done it twice already and its the most exhausting thing that I have to do..mentally and emotionally exhausting, that is.
it tears my heart to know that I am hurting my son by cleaning his wound everytime and because he cries and wails and thrases, it takes about 30mins or so to clean and re-dress the wound. By the time I finish, its like a ran a whole 5k marathon.
it'll be a challenge for the nextfew days but hopefully my son would heal fast- both physically and emotionally.
this is one of those times that I hold on to whoever that said that babies are more resilient that they seem to be
Dec 9, 2009
dont you wish that at times there's an UNDO button? sometimes..ugh most of the time I wish there was....like when you let go of someone you love just because they weren't there...like when you crossed the street because you thought it was safe to do so and only to find out that you were sorely mistaken...like when you fell in love with someone you thought loved you back and only to find out they weren't sure in the end....
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