Was all by myself sa shift till 730pm. shit. dame e-mails tuloy. Adrian went to the province. I would have wanted to go to our provincebut can't coz of work. Haaaayy work work work...next week I'm s'posed to go Subic with my girlfriends but I'm not sure If I can. As usual work. Our shifts are so weird. An example would e my shift which is 430pm. The time is normal but what is weird is that ako lang mag isa sa shift na yun. Why? LLLoooooonnngggg explanation.
We went back no to our respective houses. I would have wanted for us to stay or at least kahit si Adrian but he didn't want to stay without me. Me naman I've to go home coz my folks are coming home this month. Sana we find a halfway house, if not our own at least with friends.
Next week I've to make pa-sukat na kay manag glo for my wedding gown..well, hehe, not MY wedding but of stupid dog's. Hay naku, I really can't understand why for heaven's name ako ang ginawa na maid of honor e I hardly know the bride much less the groom who happens to be my brother..bwisit...isn't there some sort of law for this?
Nov 1, 2003
Just took a personality disorder test...uh-oh!
Paranoid
Paranoid personality disorder is characterized by a distrust of others and a constant suspicion that people around you have sinister motives. People with this disorder tend to have excessive trust in their own knowledge and abilities and usually avoid close relationships with others. They search for hidden meanings in everything and read hostile intentions into the actions of others. They are quick to challenge the loyalties of friends and loved ones and often appear cold and distant to others. They usually shift blame to others and tend to carry long grudges.
Schizoid
People with schizoid personality disorder avoid relationships and do not show much emotion. They genuinely prefer to be alone and do not secretly wish for popularity. They tend to seek jobs that require little social contact. Their social skills are often weak and they do not show a need for attention or acceptance. They are perceived as humorless and distant and often are termed "loners."
Schizotypal
Many believe that schizotypal personality disorder represents mild schizophrenia. The disorder is characterized by odd forms of thinking and perceiving, and individuals with this disorder often seek isolation from others. They sometimes believe to have extra sensory ability or that unrelated events relate to them in some important way. They generally engage in eccentric behavior and have difficulty concentrating for long periods of time. Their speech is often over elaborate and difficult to follow.
Antisocial
A common misconception is that antisocial personality disorder refers to people who have poor social skills. The opposite is often the case. Instead, antisocial personality disorder is characterized by a lack of conscience. People with this disorder are prone to criminal behavior, believing that their victims are weak and deserving of being taken advantage of. They tend to lie and steal. Often, they are careless with money and take action without thinking about consequences. They are often agressive and are much more concerned with their own needs than the needs of others.
Borderline
Borderline personality disorder is characterized by mood instability and poor self-image. People with this disorder are prone to constant mood swings and bouts of anger. Often, they will take their anger out on themselves, causing themselves injury. Suicidal threats and actions are not uncommon. They think in very black and white terms and often form intense, conflict-ridden relationships. They are quick to anger when their expectations are not met.
Histrionic
People with histrionic personality disorder are constant attention seekers. They need to be the center of attention all the time, often interrupting others in order to dominate the conversation. They use grandiose language to discribe everyday events and seek constant praise. They may dress provacatively or exaggerate illnesses in order to gain attention. They also tend to exaggerate friendships and relationships, believing that everyone loves them. They are often manipulative.
Narcissistic
Narcissistic personality disorder is characterized by self-centeredness. Like histrionic disorder, people with this disorder seek attention and praise. They exaggerate their achievements, expecting others to recongize them as being superior. They tend to be choosy about picking friends, since they believe that not just anyone is worthy of being their friend. They tend to make good first impressions, yet have difficulty maintaining long-lasting relationships. They are generally uninterested in the feelings of others and may take advantage of them.
Avoidant
Avoidant personality disorder is characterized by extreme social anxiety. People with this disorder often feel inadequate, avoid social situations, and seek out jobs with little contact with others. They are fearful of being rejected and worry about embarassing themselves in front of others. They exaggerate the potential difficulties of new situations to rationalize avoiding them. Often, they will create fantasy worlds to substitute for the real one. Unlike schizoid personality disorder, avoidant people yearn for social relations yet feel they are unable to obtain them. They are frequently depressed and have low self-confidence.
Dependent
Dependent personality disorder is characterized by a need to be taken care of. People with this disorder tend to cling to people and fear losing them. They may become suicidal when a break-up is imminent. They tend to let others make important decisions for them and often jump from relationship to relationship. They often remain in abusive relationships. They are overly sensitive to disapproval. They often feel helpless and depressed.
Obsessive-Compulsive
Obsessive-Compulsive personality disorder is similar to obsessive-compulsive anxiety disorder. People with this disorder are overly focused on orderliness and perfection. Their need to do everything "right" often interferes with their productivity. They tend to get caught up in the details and miss the bigger picture. They set unreasonably high standards for themselves and others, and tend to be very critical of others when they do not live up to these high standards. They avoid working in teams, believing others to be too careless or incompetent. They avoid making decisions because they fear making mistakes and are rarely generous with their time or money. They often have difficulty expressing emotion.
| Disorder | Rating |
| Paranoid: | High |
| Schizoid: | Moderate |
| Schizotypal: | Very High |
| Antisocial: | High |
| Borderline: | Very High |
| Histrionic: | High |
| Narcissistic: | High |
| Avoidant: | High |
| Dependent: | High |
| Obsessive-Compulsive: | High |
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Paranoid
Paranoid personality disorder is characterized by a distrust of others and a constant suspicion that people around you have sinister motives. People with this disorder tend to have excessive trust in their own knowledge and abilities and usually avoid close relationships with others. They search for hidden meanings in everything and read hostile intentions into the actions of others. They are quick to challenge the loyalties of friends and loved ones and often appear cold and distant to others. They usually shift blame to others and tend to carry long grudges.
Schizoid
People with schizoid personality disorder avoid relationships and do not show much emotion. They genuinely prefer to be alone and do not secretly wish for popularity. They tend to seek jobs that require little social contact. Their social skills are often weak and they do not show a need for attention or acceptance. They are perceived as humorless and distant and often are termed "loners."
Schizotypal
Many believe that schizotypal personality disorder represents mild schizophrenia. The disorder is characterized by odd forms of thinking and perceiving, and individuals with this disorder often seek isolation from others. They sometimes believe to have extra sensory ability or that unrelated events relate to them in some important way. They generally engage in eccentric behavior and have difficulty concentrating for long periods of time. Their speech is often over elaborate and difficult to follow.
Antisocial
A common misconception is that antisocial personality disorder refers to people who have poor social skills. The opposite is often the case. Instead, antisocial personality disorder is characterized by a lack of conscience. People with this disorder are prone to criminal behavior, believing that their victims are weak and deserving of being taken advantage of. They tend to lie and steal. Often, they are careless with money and take action without thinking about consequences. They are often agressive and are much more concerned with their own needs than the needs of others.
Borderline
Borderline personality disorder is characterized by mood instability and poor self-image. People with this disorder are prone to constant mood swings and bouts of anger. Often, they will take their anger out on themselves, causing themselves injury. Suicidal threats and actions are not uncommon. They think in very black and white terms and often form intense, conflict-ridden relationships. They are quick to anger when their expectations are not met.
Histrionic
People with histrionic personality disorder are constant attention seekers. They need to be the center of attention all the time, often interrupting others in order to dominate the conversation. They use grandiose language to discribe everyday events and seek constant praise. They may dress provacatively or exaggerate illnesses in order to gain attention. They also tend to exaggerate friendships and relationships, believing that everyone loves them. They are often manipulative.
Narcissistic
Narcissistic personality disorder is characterized by self-centeredness. Like histrionic disorder, people with this disorder seek attention and praise. They exaggerate their achievements, expecting others to recongize them as being superior. They tend to be choosy about picking friends, since they believe that not just anyone is worthy of being their friend. They tend to make good first impressions, yet have difficulty maintaining long-lasting relationships. They are generally uninterested in the feelings of others and may take advantage of them.
Avoidant
Avoidant personality disorder is characterized by extreme social anxiety. People with this disorder often feel inadequate, avoid social situations, and seek out jobs with little contact with others. They are fearful of being rejected and worry about embarassing themselves in front of others. They exaggerate the potential difficulties of new situations to rationalize avoiding them. Often, they will create fantasy worlds to substitute for the real one. Unlike schizoid personality disorder, avoidant people yearn for social relations yet feel they are unable to obtain them. They are frequently depressed and have low self-confidence.
Dependent
Dependent personality disorder is characterized by a need to be taken care of. People with this disorder tend to cling to people and fear losing them. They may become suicidal when a break-up is imminent. They tend to let others make important decisions for them and often jump from relationship to relationship. They often remain in abusive relationships. They are overly sensitive to disapproval. They often feel helpless and depressed.
Obsessive-Compulsive
Obsessive-Compulsive personality disorder is similar to obsessive-compulsive anxiety disorder. People with this disorder are overly focused on orderliness and perfection. Their need to do everything "right" often interferes with their productivity. They tend to get caught up in the details and miss the bigger picture. They set unreasonably high standards for themselves and others, and tend to be very critical of others when they do not live up to these high standards. They avoid working in teams, believing others to be too careless or incompetent. They avoid making decisions because they fear making mistakes and are rarely generous with their time or money. They often have difficulty expressing emotion.
Oct 28, 2003
Whew naubos din ang queue..
according to www.kabalarians.com:
Your name of Maria gives you the desire to understand and to help others but, at the same time you can become too involved in their problems and, as a result, worry too much. You desire a home and family of your own and have the ability to create understanding and harmony in family association as you are pliable, forgiving, and tactful. You love children and would not hesitate to care for any children who might need you. Whenever possible, you avoid argument and turmoil because you prefer not to face an issue if it means hurting anyone's feelings. You shrink from sordidness and poverty because you feel very deeply for anyone in unfortunate circumstances. Though you recognize your responsibilities, you are inclined to put things off until you are forced to take action. If given the opportunity, you could develop musical and artistic abilities.
Health Weaknesses
This name is a fairly healthy influence, although it does not give you as much vitality as many people have. Any tension centres in the fluid functions causing overweight, varicose veins, swelling of the legs and ankles, kidney trouble, bladder trouble, or female problems.
For my second name:
As Belinda you are rather serious-minded, responsible, and stable. You have the gift of tact and diplomacy, and possess a charming, easy-going nature which endears you to others. You have a serious desire to understand the heart and mind of everyone, and could be very effective in a career or in volunteer work where you are handling people and serving in a humanitarian way. This name also gives you a love of home and family, and as a parent you would likely be fair and understanding. You remember the thoughtful little expressions of affection and appreciation that mean so much to others, and you have the ability to create a warm and loving environment. However, you tend to put things off and avoid facing issues because of a lack of confidence and uncertainty. You often need encouragement from someone before you can come to a decision.
Health Weaknesses
This name creates a generally well-balanced and healthy nature, but any weakness in the health would cause problems in the fluid functions, such as kidney or bladder trouble, overweight, or swelling of the legs and ankles.
according to www.kabalarians.com:
Your name of Maria gives you the desire to understand and to help others but, at the same time you can become too involved in their problems and, as a result, worry too much. You desire a home and family of your own and have the ability to create understanding and harmony in family association as you are pliable, forgiving, and tactful. You love children and would not hesitate to care for any children who might need you. Whenever possible, you avoid argument and turmoil because you prefer not to face an issue if it means hurting anyone's feelings. You shrink from sordidness and poverty because you feel very deeply for anyone in unfortunate circumstances. Though you recognize your responsibilities, you are inclined to put things off until you are forced to take action. If given the opportunity, you could develop musical and artistic abilities.
Health Weaknesses
This name is a fairly healthy influence, although it does not give you as much vitality as many people have. Any tension centres in the fluid functions causing overweight, varicose veins, swelling of the legs and ankles, kidney trouble, bladder trouble, or female problems.
For my second name:
As Belinda you are rather serious-minded, responsible, and stable. You have the gift of tact and diplomacy, and possess a charming, easy-going nature which endears you to others. You have a serious desire to understand the heart and mind of everyone, and could be very effective in a career or in volunteer work where you are handling people and serving in a humanitarian way. This name also gives you a love of home and family, and as a parent you would likely be fair and understanding. You remember the thoughtful little expressions of affection and appreciation that mean so much to others, and you have the ability to create a warm and loving environment. However, you tend to put things off and avoid facing issues because of a lack of confidence and uncertainty. You often need encouragement from someone before you can come to a decision.
Health Weaknesses
This name creates a generally well-balanced and healthy nature, but any weakness in the health would cause problems in the fluid functions, such as kidney or bladder trouble, overweight, or swelling of the legs and ankles.
Oct 26, 2003
i'm back! Just got back from a 3 day rest day...sarap..puro malls ang pinuntahan ko..nyarks...hongkong..gallera..ek plans that all went bust!
Thursday: stayed muna sa hws in Makati. Chilled with Kits till around 4 then went home na....ha! buti nalang maayos...mukhang nalaman ata nila na uuwi ako kaya nagayos ng bahay..hihihihi...just fixed my room a bit but dumpred all my stuff sa room ng parents ko since I have to ask the housekeeper to clean it pa...nanood lang ng tv the whole night..slept at around 3...had a very difficult time sleeping coz I'm so sanay na may katabi ako :::my sweetik::: hay naku that's one of the many things that I'll miss when we move out...sarap sarap kaya may katabi..especially if sya yung katabi mo...shiyet....there are some things na akala mo sa movies lang nangyayari pero may gush**** with my sweetik it all comes true...i'm not saying this because we're together but for real tlaga...have you ever slept with a guy in the nook of his arms all night without him telling you to move off in the middle of the night? Men usually will tell you to but with him he'll cuddle with you the whole night..if he feels na I'm not in bed he'll get up from the bed and look for me...nag aalala na yan. Madalas sumasakit yung back and it entails me to sleep sa floor para mawala yung sakit. Even if I don't ask him to, he'll lie down with me sa floor and insists on doing so...
Friday (Family day): He and his sister made me sundo sa hws. Went to greenhills and met up with jerome. Ate sa Le Ching. As usual bentang benta nanaman yung kaibigan ko na yun. Sa tagal naming inikot yung greenhills wla akong nabili ni isa.. :( huhuhuhu.... At 5pm we fetched Arnold at their Aunt's house and went to ATc (naks ATC na ko a!) ikot ikot kme as usual then afterwards we went to their house to bring his siblings home and stayed for a bit then we went sa house sa makati to drop off Jerome and get some stuff para iuwi then Adrian made me hatid na....wawa naman sya...puro drive ang ginawa....di man lang nag reklamo....
Saturday: hay salamt di family day...he made me sundo..kaso di pa ko nakakaligo coz walang water sa hws! so sabe nya sa gym nalang daw ako maligo..o sya sige na nga...we went to dampa to eat lunch (walang ligo ligo ito a) but he gave me a tour of the new Macaoagal Highway then after lunch dumaan lang kme sa hws nila to drop off the food then went to Fitness First Alabang to make ligo then went to Ayala Alabang to hear mass sana kaso tapos na so we just said a little prayer then went to Cuenca Park coz may bazaar sila dun...wala naman nabili at same din naman na nakita ko sa greenhills then we went to festival mall. Ate in Pizza Hut then did our monthly grocery shopping....family habit....grocery once a month for our stuff ;) naks.....he gave me the tour again of our 'future village' ..may gush mukha seryoso ata si sweetik at sa Ayala Alabang daw ako itititira...hmmmm pwede na pwede na...hehehe....di naman bawal mangarap e...we went to their house to drink with his siblings...naku ayun seryoso usapan till 2am si kuya nagsesermon....since Adrian was too tipsy to bring me home dun nalang ako nag sleep sa bed nya. sya sa bed ni Andrew. Si Arnold sa own bed nya. Si Andrew na dislocate sa room ng parents nya...binuksan pa yung aircon ng kapatid...special daw kse e..sweet naman...
today start of my new shift..430pm...well so far so good...i haven't settled in yet so do ko pa naffeel if it's a good shift or not...
Thursday: stayed muna sa hws in Makati. Chilled with Kits till around 4 then went home na....ha! buti nalang maayos...mukhang nalaman ata nila na uuwi ako kaya nagayos ng bahay..hihihihi...just fixed my room a bit but dumpred all my stuff sa room ng parents ko since I have to ask the housekeeper to clean it pa...nanood lang ng tv the whole night..slept at around 3...had a very difficult time sleeping coz I'm so sanay na may katabi ako :::my sweetik::: hay naku that's one of the many things that I'll miss when we move out...sarap sarap kaya may katabi..especially if sya yung katabi mo...shiyet....there are some things na akala mo sa movies lang nangyayari pero may gush**** with my sweetik it all comes true...i'm not saying this because we're together but for real tlaga...have you ever slept with a guy in the nook of his arms all night without him telling you to move off in the middle of the night? Men usually will tell you to but with him he'll cuddle with you the whole night..if he feels na I'm not in bed he'll get up from the bed and look for me...nag aalala na yan. Madalas sumasakit yung back and it entails me to sleep sa floor para mawala yung sakit. Even if I don't ask him to, he'll lie down with me sa floor and insists on doing so...
Friday (Family day): He and his sister made me sundo sa hws. Went to greenhills and met up with jerome. Ate sa Le Ching. As usual bentang benta nanaman yung kaibigan ko na yun. Sa tagal naming inikot yung greenhills wla akong nabili ni isa.. :( huhuhuhu.... At 5pm we fetched Arnold at their Aunt's house and went to ATc (naks ATC na ko a!) ikot ikot kme as usual then afterwards we went to their house to bring his siblings home and stayed for a bit then we went sa house sa makati to drop off Jerome and get some stuff para iuwi then Adrian made me hatid na....wawa naman sya...puro drive ang ginawa....di man lang nag reklamo....
Saturday: hay salamt di family day...he made me sundo..kaso di pa ko nakakaligo coz walang water sa hws! so sabe nya sa gym nalang daw ako maligo..o sya sige na nga...we went to dampa to eat lunch (walang ligo ligo ito a) but he gave me a tour of the new Macaoagal Highway then after lunch dumaan lang kme sa hws nila to drop off the food then went to Fitness First Alabang to make ligo then went to Ayala Alabang to hear mass sana kaso tapos na so we just said a little prayer then went to Cuenca Park coz may bazaar sila dun...wala naman nabili at same din naman na nakita ko sa greenhills then we went to festival mall. Ate in Pizza Hut then did our monthly grocery shopping....family habit....grocery once a month for our stuff ;) naks.....he gave me the tour again of our 'future village' ..may gush mukha seryoso ata si sweetik at sa Ayala Alabang daw ako itititira...hmmmm pwede na pwede na...hehehe....di naman bawal mangarap e...we went to their house to drink with his siblings...naku ayun seryoso usapan till 2am si kuya nagsesermon....since Adrian was too tipsy to bring me home dun nalang ako nag sleep sa bed nya. sya sa bed ni Andrew. Si Arnold sa own bed nya. Si Andrew na dislocate sa room ng parents nya...binuksan pa yung aircon ng kapatid...special daw kse e..sweet naman...
today start of my new shift..430pm...well so far so good...i haven't settled in yet so do ko pa naffeel if it's a good shift or not...
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