Mar 11, 2005

"I got a sixth sense that says you ain't worth six cents..."

In the end even when you've given all that you had to give ...even when you had tried your best to be the best version of yourself...it was all for naught...

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I've got 3 words for you! BILOG ANG MUNDO!


shiyet...ang meanie nun...sorry...ay hindi..ay oo ok lang maging meanie kse sinaktan mo ko..pero..pak the shiyet...hmft! bad belle bad belle!

You're the seventh son
Of the seventh son
Maybe that's why you're such a strange
And special one
You can't even seem to love yourself
And with a few exceptions
Not anybody else

You can lead a horse to water
But you cannot make him drink
You can give a man your whole heart and soul
But you cannot make him think

You could have been with me
Instead of alone and lonely

You can tell him the day of departure
Exactly the place and the time
He might really wanna be there
But he misses every time
Is he a man or a paper tiger
When you need him will he run
Or stand beside you

You could have been with me
Instead of alone and lonely

You could have been with me
Instead of alone and lonely


.....On another note....a sad note...pray for joey...and for baby shelley

Mar 8, 2005

Through the blurry eyes of man lies a great truth
about life about what living really is and what we really are Knowing this truth
is hard to see for only those with innocent hearts can look beyond false images
and reveal the secret path to be So many mistakes so many perfections we intend
to fake our own life shutting the door to the real person


...Why is he...here..
"What are you doing here, Michael?" Sam wasn't sure, but she knew that the disappointment was showing in her face. All day, receiving the roses whenever she went left her with this unexplicable anxiety. She couldn't focus on work, she just kept waiting, wondering, who the roses were all coming from. Of course, at one point she thought that perhaps the roses were coming from Michael. She admits, she even hoped that they were coming from Michael.
But now that he was here, standing in front of her, she was suddenly wishing he was someone else. The sudden realization of how much she misses Tag. And the fact that he was getting married tomorrow, and she was his bestman.
"I wanted to talk to you, Sam."Michael slowly walked towards her. Where is the rose? What is the whole sentence?" Michael, did you..."
"Listen Sam," he was almost just a foot away from her, she could hear him breathing. Michael still had that warm feel in his eyes, like he just woke up and so energized and fresh. She realized that she waited for a long time to have him this close again.
"I'm sorry Sam. I know I was unfair to you... For everything I did. I'm so sorry."She knew he meant it."I never should've pushed you away," he said slowly reaching for Sam's elbows. "I was so stupid. I was so afraid of everything and blinded by my attraction for Carol that I didn't realize how important you are to me." Sam was paralyzed. "You were my bestfriend. And it was totally unfair what I did to you. ""Oh Michael...""Please Sam," Michael sighed and shook Sam a little. Kind of like, trying to wake her up. "I think I'm in love with you." It was like a slice of ice going through Sam's heart. She has waited for this for a long time and ironically, now that it was here, she doesn't know if this is what she really wants. "Please, say something." Michael's eyes were almost pleading that she felt sorry for him."You're right.""What?" Michael asked softly."It was unfair, what you did to me," Sam looked at his eyes and shook herself free from his grasp. Michael looked shocked at this notion. "And why now?" Anger was building up inside Sam. "Why after all this time do you suddenly realize all this. Do you know how many nights I waited for a phone call, message, or even email from you. Do you know how it feels like to know that you're waiting for nothing and still wait? Do you know how hard it is to fall asleep at night knowing you're just one floor below me? How hard it is to keep myself from knocking on your door and see how you were doing? It's been 6 months, Michael.""I know," Michael interrupted. "That's why I'm making up for it now." He sighed. Sam could see defeat in eyes. "Don't you think I've suffered too? I wanted to come to you earlier. But I couldn't because you were always with that Tag Grossdale guy.""Oh I see, " Sam exclaimed. "You see that I was happy and you couldn't bear that?""That's not how...""I've already moved on, Michael," Sam mellowed down. "I could only go too far." "Sam please," Michael pleaded. "I don't want to lose you.""I'm already gone, Michael," Sam said with a shrug. "This is just a dream you will actually wake up from." With that, Sam turned around and walked away. Michael looked like he was about to say something, but stopped himself. She never thought she could do it. But she did. She was happy she did. She realized that she was wrong too. Michael wasn't her only source of happiness.

Carrion
Won't do no good to hold no seance
What's gone is gone, and you can't bring it back around
Won't do no good to hold no searchlight
You can't illuminate what time has anchored down
Oh, honey I've gone away Honey I've gone away I've gone away
Won't do no good to sing no love song
No sound could simulate the presence of a man
Won't do no good asking no questions
Your divination should acquaint you with the plan
Oh Honey I've gone away
Honey I've gone away
Honey, I've gone away
My feel for you, boy, is decaying in front of me
Like the carrion of a murdered prey And all I want is to save you, honey
Or the strength to walk away
Won't do no good to go no distance
The space between us is as boundless as the dark
Won't do no good to throw no fist, babe
You can't intimidate me back into your arms
Because honey, I've gone away I've gone away I've gone away
I've gone away I've gone away I've gone away
My feel for you, boy, is decaying in front of me
Like the carrion of a murdered prey
And all I want is to save you, honey Or the strength to walk away
My feel for you boy, is decaying in front of me
Like the carrion of a murdered prey
And all I want is to save you, honey
Or the strength to walk away
Oh my feel for you boy, is decaying right in front of me
Like the carrion of a, a murdered prey
And all I want is to save you, honey Or the strength to walk away

"Some people believe that holding on and hanging in there are signs of strength. However, there are times in life in which it takes much more strength to just let go."

Mar 7, 2005

"It's different when you love someone and when you’re in-love with someone"

Explanation: Alin nga ba ang mas malalim? Love o In-love?

Marami sa atin ang nac-confuse tungkol dito. Ikaw ba ay may girlfriend o boyfriend ngayon? Mahal mo ba siya pero parang may isang tao na parang mahalaga din sayo. O may mahal ka na akala mo eh mahal mo nga siya pero meron ka pa rin isang tao na minamahal ng totoo. Kapag love mo ang isang tao masaya ka......Feeling mo ok na ang lahat..pero kung inlove ka, masakit yun! Kasi ang mga taong in-love ay ang mga taong nagsasakripisyo at ngpaparaya. Teka bakit ka nga ba nag paparaya? Kasi di ka niya mahal o dahil hindi ka siguradong ok lang sa kanya? Kung yan ang dahilan mo, inlove ka nga sa kanya. Kasi iniisip mo kung ano meron kayo sa ngayon at kontento ka na. Pero isipin mo pano kung mawala ang tao un at tlagang hindi na kayo magusap at magkita, kaya mo ba? Paano kung maguluhan siya sayo at maisipang layuan ka? Pano kung sa sobrang pagiging iba mo sa kanya di ka nya kausapin at tuldukan na kung ano na ang meron kayo? Kaya mo ba? Kung hindi ang sagot mo inlove ka nga...Pano naman pag mahal mo lang, pag mahal mo lang, alam mo na parati kang may choice, ayaw mo siyang mawala dahil alam mong wala ka ipapalit. Yung masaya ka sa kanya pero sa gabi hindi naman siya ang iniisip mo. Mahal mo siya pero aminado ka sa sarili mo na balang araw hindi siya ang pakakasalan mo. Mahal mo siya pero ng puso mo hindi lang para sa kanya.. Mahal mo at masasaktan ka pagnawala siya pero alam mo na kaya mo un.

Ngayon Love lang ba o In-love ka na?

Isang araw magigising ka na lang na in-love ka na pero huli na.