conversations:

w Len: pag heartbroken ka lahat ng lalaki mabait. lahat ng lalaki malambing. lahat ng lalaki gwapo

w Ron: *deep sigh*
Me : e bakit ka nga sad?
Ron : wla...di ko alam
Me : kakainis ka naman e. nakakahawa ka.Here I am trying to smile.Trying to happy tapos biglang manghahawa ka...
Ron : hindi naman pwede na sa lahat ng oras masaya ka. minsan malulungkot ka din

w Jon: I'm irresistable.

w Mitch: May kanin pa?

I HAVE A KRAS!

my crush ako...secret nalang kung sino...he has a blog but he doesn't know that I frequent his blog nor does he know that I have a blog..or baka alam nya...
tteeeehhheee....landi! kaso my girlfriend na and works somewhere else so I guess sa picture ko nlang sya makikita...hhhaaaayyyyy....deep sigh...sana ako nalang yun...mabait naman ako e...perfect pa...hahahaha!

"I am everything you want; I am everything you need; I am everything inside of you that you wish you could be. I say all the right things, at exactly the right time,
but I mean nothing to you and I don't know why?"

So why am I still alone?

"Dreams are true while they last, and do we not live in dreams?"
- Lord Alfred Tennyson (1809-1892)

so buti pa si January (an officemate) may progress na no...so ako nalang ang natitira asa aking kinalalagyan...insert YM emoticon thats rolls eyes here...buti pa sya..oh well, ganyan tlaga...i just hope that everything turns out well for her...and as for me, I here I await my turn...

"tears in my eyes burn..while tears in my eyes burn..while im waiting for my turn"


I saw Igo's picture in Ces' blog... :(

My Happy Ending
(Avril Lavigne)

So much for my happy ending

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?

Don't leave me hangin'
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of our memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
So much for my happy ending

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

So much for my happy ending
So much for my happy ending

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How happy is the blameless Vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd.
(Alexander Pope)

I'm gonna watch this movie...puro good reviews...how I wish that such a thing is possible...to erase someone from your memory...if there was such a thing I would be first in line to avail of it no matter what the cost...



Bloggers' Night update:
Date: August 14 (Sat.)
Time: 7:30pm
Venue: Krocodile Grill (GB3)
Everyone is invited!

Someone just told me that someone commented na I'm not doing anything daw. office politics here we go again...why is it that no matter what you do some people will think badly of you...damned if you do damned if you don't...can't please everyone all the time...fuck it...punyeta..potangina...ggrrr...i know that I shouldn't be affected when such things happen but i'm the kind of person kse na i take everything personally but i've learned to cope rather to compensate for that weakness of mine by just not letting others see that i'm that affected......i started writing an explanation w a list of everything that I do but decided against it...no matter what I do naman people will always be crabby minded...as long as I know that I'm doing what I can do then that should be it %$@S@#!R$@##!!!! ARRGGGHHH!!!!!

Jose Inigo!

Congrats kAt and Jocas :)

Who's Your Mr. Right?

The Sensitive Guy (18-24 points)
Isn't he sweet? You definitely go for the guy who has a serious case of feelings -- whether he wears them on his sleeve or not. Manners seem important to him, and to you. And it's a good bet your soul mate would as easily tune into ballads on the radio as he would stage a protest against cruelty to animals. Tapping into his soft side, however, may not always be so easy. A guy who's clued in to his feelings may also be protective of them. So if you find yourself face-to-face with one of these sweeties, don't wait for him to make the first move. Let him know you want to get to know him better. Sensitive types think with their heart as well as their brain -- he'll get the hint.

"I see dead people" sixth sense

I was given a gift that I never asked or wished for...its the gift of..how do I say it...having extra sensory...o what the hell let's cut the chase...my third eye is open...not THAT open but let's just a bit ajar...or open enough for me to be able to sense somethings that the "normal" population cannot and see things that the "normal" population cannot...change the word cannot to not able to...i still believe that everyone has that gift and that we just differ in "levels"...there out in the open I said it...again, for me its not a gift...why? because I'm a scaredy cat...of all people why me? this "gift" is a bane and a boon for me...a boon because I am exposed or I am open to such things but its a bane because

1) i kinda think that its unfair for those who are not able to feel/see their loved ones and I am able to

2) people ask me about all those third eye, soul seeking chorva..don't ask me ok!?!?! I don't contact your loved ones like calling them on the phone or texting them na magpakita sa akin. they do it of their volition and if i had my way, I'd rather that they don't. i can only see hear or feel what they want me to see hear or feel. again, my third eye is only ajar and I do not want it opened.

3)I'm hesitant to tell people what I can see or feel. because i might scare them which i do not want. i actually want more people to understand how things are but then again understanding comes with an open mind. i cannot open a closed mind or someone who doesnt want to understand.

4) yes I am an abner but I'm not a freak ok!!! Someone actually told me that I am...fucking a...

maybe you would never be able to understand how I feel and how sometimes such things are very difficult for me...i don't expect you to understand...no one does anyway...

"What is so great about the real world?"

Saturday gimik:

OTRD (Overtime on a rest day)...greenhills...new shoes and slippers (same with Tin!)...bait Jon made us sundo w his friend Shiela...Mitch's lola's wake in Funeraria Paz...met up with Geoff in Cable Car eastwood...