I know this is old but I found this as I was cleaning some of my e-mails:
Something to think about . . . .
What would you do if every time you fell in love with someone ...
you had to say good-bye?
What would you do if every time you wanted someone ...
they would never be there?
What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy...
there would be 10 moments of sadness?
What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow ...
and you never got to tell them ...
how you felt?
What would you do if you loved someone more than anything else, and you ...
could never have them?
"If you love someone you say it, you say it right there and then, out loud, or the moment just...passes you by." - My Best Friend's Wedding
still unable to blog. my apologies...still overwhelmed
Nov 4, 2004
being the good citizen that i am, I exercised my right to vote for the first time in years! unlike here in the Philippines, one doesn't have to go to the polling place that's swarming with squattery like people as long as you registered before hand that you're overseas. So I submitted my FPCA (Federal Post Card Application) and poof..i didn't even have to leave to comfort of my house...
CNN Update: Bush wins. This means more jobs for those in the callcenter industries.
colds + sorethroat + cough + slight fever= me sick
CNN Update: Bush wins. This means more jobs for those in the callcenter industries.
colds + sorethroat + cough + slight fever= me sick
Nov 3, 2004
"A hurting heart is a loving heart. Don't hold back on love just because you've been hurt before; what matters is that you have loved well. You will one day get the love that you truly deserve"
optimist belle. that was what i was called. i never thought of myself as an optimist until someone described me as such. am I really? maybe I am. maybe I'm not.
I always thought, though, that I wasn't. I wonder what made him say that. Is it because of despite my bad experience with men that I still would want to venture to that love dating thing? Is it because despite of the bad things that have happened to me in life that I am able to see the silver lining in the darkest of clouds? Or is it because despite of everything, I still have faith that one of these days I'll be happy?
Oh well...then maybe I am. jeezuz! I wasn't one before but I guess that's what one becomes when one has seen the darkest of nights and the lowest of lows.
"I will be your accident if you will be my ambulance."
so fine call me optimist Belle. I'll be a ray of light in the darkest of days. I'll be the silver lining in the darkest and heaviest of clouds that hover above your life. I'll be the ice cream in your spaketchup party. I'll be the alcohol that'll disinfect your infected life. I'll be the song that'll be your LSS. I'll be the yosi you need to smoke when you feel tensed and overwhelmed by all the negativity that surrounds you. I'll be the wind that'll cool your warm face on a hot day. I'll be the falling star that you can wish on on a starless night. I'll be shore that you are longing to see when your tired body needs a place to rest. I'll be the extra banana in your lunch box. I'll be the shades of your eyes when the sun is shining so bright. I'll be the ambulance of your life and maybe...never mind...
"Have a heart that never hardens, and a temper that never tires, and a touch that never hurts." Charles Dickens
Because I know that Tin wouldn't watch a romantic movie with me and since I'm probably the only person left in Manila who hasn't watched "Before Sunset" is there anyone who wants to watch this movie with me during my fabulous restdays (wednesday or thursday)? I know i'm such a loser..even my guy friends have all watched this movie..
P.S. I'm not gonna make libre oh-key!!!
Before Sunset
12:55 PM
2:50 PM
4:45 PM
6:40 PM
8:35 PM
10:30 PM
optimist belle. that was what i was called. i never thought of myself as an optimist until someone described me as such. am I really? maybe I am. maybe I'm not.
I always thought, though, that I wasn't. I wonder what made him say that. Is it because of despite my bad experience with men that I still would want to venture to that love dating thing? Is it because despite of the bad things that have happened to me in life that I am able to see the silver lining in the darkest of clouds? Or is it because despite of everything, I still have faith that one of these days I'll be happy?
Oh well...then maybe I am. jeezuz! I wasn't one before but I guess that's what one becomes when one has seen the darkest of nights and the lowest of lows.
"I will be your accident if you will be my ambulance."
so fine call me optimist Belle. I'll be a ray of light in the darkest of days. I'll be the silver lining in the darkest and heaviest of clouds that hover above your life. I'll be the ice cream in your spaketchup party. I'll be the alcohol that'll disinfect your infected life. I'll be the song that'll be your LSS. I'll be the yosi you need to smoke when you feel tensed and overwhelmed by all the negativity that surrounds you. I'll be the wind that'll cool your warm face on a hot day. I'll be the falling star that you can wish on on a starless night. I'll be shore that you are longing to see when your tired body needs a place to rest. I'll be the extra banana in your lunch box. I'll be the shades of your eyes when the sun is shining so bright. I'll be the ambulance of your life and maybe...never mind...
"Have a heart that never hardens, and a temper that never tires, and a touch that never hurts." Charles Dickens
Because I know that Tin wouldn't watch a romantic movie with me and since I'm probably the only person left in Manila who hasn't watched "Before Sunset" is there anyone who wants to watch this movie with me during my fabulous restdays (wednesday or thursday)? I know i'm such a loser..even my guy friends have all watched this movie..
P.S. I'm not gonna make libre oh-key!!!
Before Sunset
12:55 PM
2:50 PM
4:45 PM
6:40 PM
8:35 PM
10:30 PM
Nov 1, 2004
Saturday:
People made sure I woke up early for our Mixed Basketball game in RFM gym. We won. Di man lang kme pinawisan. Default kse yung kalaban hehehehe
Sunday:
After my shift, my constant 'date' Tin and I ate in North Park. Got home around 3am and hit the sack as soon as my head felt my bed. Woke up at 7 or 8. saya! kulang sa tulog ulet! Lounged around a bit before I headed to Podium to wait for Jon and Kirk to pick me up.
Mixed basketball. The 2 monster "girls"! We lost :( Kainis. Found out after the game that I hit one of guys I was guarding. He said that I elbowed him and also hit him somewhere that made his voice squeak! sorry :D Nanalo naman kayo so peace na tayo.
Men's basketball. Heard that some people were betting that we'd win the championship. Touted as underdogs and a come from behind team who have never won the championship since the sportsfest started in PS played the most freakish game I've ever seen. At bakit lahat wlang gana!?!?!?! ggggggr (with 1 r!)...we had to settle for 2nd place. not bad na din. pero bad trip pa din.
Over all, it's not so bad. 2nd place for both mixed and men's and a championship in Badminton. yeah!
Below are our boys. short orders lang po girls :D
(l-r) Stan The Man and the original hearthrob, Chris, Nic, Pretty Boi Roy,Hearthrob (?) Chester, William, Raffy (back), Kirk, Mike (46) and Jon (in yellow)
sunday night, after shift I went back to Grilla. Si andrew kse e! stayed for a couple of minutes then had Den-Den, Tom and Kel pick me up coz my chest pains just won't go away. Went to MMC's ER. had some checks--x-ray and ECG and the nurse had to give me some injectable pain reliever. Kel stayed with me the whole time and kept on making me laugh the whole time with his magic tricks and his singing. chest pains and laughter. saya! Got home at 3am again. Next time no strenous activities okei! (Does "S" count?)
People made sure I woke up early for our Mixed Basketball game in RFM gym. We won. Di man lang kme pinawisan. Default kse yung kalaban hehehehe
Sunday:
After my shift, my constant 'date' Tin and I ate in North Park. Got home around 3am and hit the sack as soon as my head felt my bed. Woke up at 7 or 8. saya! kulang sa tulog ulet! Lounged around a bit before I headed to Podium to wait for Jon and Kirk to pick me up.
Mixed basketball. The 2 monster "girls"! We lost :( Kainis. Found out after the game that I hit one of guys I was guarding. He said that I elbowed him and also hit him somewhere that made his voice squeak! sorry :D Nanalo naman kayo so peace na tayo.
Men's basketball. Heard that some people were betting that we'd win the championship. Touted as underdogs and a come from behind team who have never won the championship since the sportsfest started in PS played the most freakish game I've ever seen. At bakit lahat wlang gana!?!?!?! ggggggr (with 1 r!)...we had to settle for 2nd place. not bad na din. pero bad trip pa din.
Over all, it's not so bad. 2nd place for both mixed and men's and a championship in Badminton. yeah!
Below are our boys. short orders lang po girls :D
(l-r) Stan The Man and the original hearthrob, Chris, Nic, Pretty Boi Roy,Hearthrob (?) Chester, William, Raffy (back), Kirk, Mike (46) and Jon (in yellow)
sunday night, after shift I went back to Grilla. Si andrew kse e! stayed for a couple of minutes then had Den-Den, Tom and Kel pick me up coz my chest pains just won't go away. Went to MMC's ER. had some checks--x-ray and ECG and the nurse had to give me some injectable pain reliever. Kel stayed with me the whole time and kept on making me laugh the whole time with his magic tricks and his singing. chest pains and laughter. saya! Got home at 3am again. Next time no strenous activities okei! (Does "S" count?)
Oct 31, 2004
last thursday night.....Determind to get a good night and full night sleep, I'm back in my old bed in my mom's bedroom, got a good book (Archer's Sons of Fortune) to read till I fall asleep, a tall glass of water beside me and I'm waiting for the 2 tablets of sleeping pills that I just popped to work its magic on me and I'm off to la la land...nuninuninuninuninuninuni........oops, let's not forget to put the tv on sleeper mode....woke up 6 hours later....still sleepy, drowsy and masungit....it never works...pak shet!
today, i woke up sooo early after sleeping around 3am...kse nag date pa kme ni tintin ulet...for my 11am game...we'd be playing against Elink which has 2 monstrous looking women --women ba sila? or orcs? bengay will be my bestfriend later...
today, i woke up sooo early after sleeping around 3am...kse nag date pa kme ni tintin ulet...for my 11am game...we'd be playing against Elink which has 2 monstrous looking women --women ba sila? or orcs? bengay will be my bestfriend later...
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