something that "bespren" said that led me to think...am i destined to be alone...just because of what has happened in my life...am i ever going to be labled as the "Hello I'm single mother...you can't take me seriously nor have a happily ever after with me?

do men care if you're a single mom or not?

do men at first send feelers or fantasize about you but at the instant they found out that you've had a child suddenly think you have a contagious disease...or worse...they just think you're good in bed but not someone to spend the rest of their lives with?

where is my prince in rustic armor and is it ok if my son rides on his big white steed?

why should men care i if am? why should it even be a factor? shouldn't I be the one to decide if I should let you enter in my life knowing that aside from me I am also in charge of another's life which is more important than mine? Shouldn't I be the one who should think if If you can ride my pumpkin ~ poof~ carriage?

I am a single mother...label me as that with all its consequences and whatevers...I happy being one...my life would be less complicated without men...and maybe..just maybe..that I am to find someone who is good enough..who is man enough that I can allow to enter my world...then that's just faBelleloush!...care to enter? care enough to be happy?

Carrie: Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous

dumaan ang birthday ko....ganun ganun lang.....wlang too much hulabaloo...isa lang ang regalo ko..thanks ayn!

nawala ako ng tatlong araw...ayun yun lang ang gusto kong sabihin tungkol dun...tsaka na masaya sya...hehehe..masaya....masaya....

nag breakfast kme ng mga old friends ko....lagi naman...medyo kulang pero si Ayn, si Athea, Si tin at ang pinakamatanda si Jon....haaayyy i miss our e-mail days....miss ko na si ayn pati ang kanyang mga pasalubong at mga bagong chercher..laging may dala may kwento..miss ko na si ats....wla nang nangaasar sa akin...at sya lang ata ang nakakaintindi sa ...ano nga ba yung tinatawagan namin na ang kulit ng order taker yung laging mali mali?pareho kme ni jon na wlang patience for that.. ..tsaka mahilig sya mag order ng pagkain pero ako lang ata ang tumataba...i love you O...miss ko na si jon....kse...yan ang tatay ng group...oopps sige na nga the kuya....your goal your goal...belle whatever he does whatever happens to him labas ka na na dun...i miss the pasalubongs that you get from your "suitors" :P...i miss tin....kse ...di ko alam e....miss ko lang sya...wlang rason rason no....basta miss ko na sya at ang pagmmall namin...at mga angst sa buhay.... at ang paghilik nya sa harry potter nung minsan kme nanood ng sine..sige na nga since friend kita ako na...lagi naman ako e....

i know this is a fucking corny post but what the heck...nagtagalog pa ko no...who would've thought...

when i see my friends and remember how we were when we were all still together...sometimes it just makes me wonder...when was growing up and moving on ever worth it?