To think that only yesterday
I was cheerrful
bright and gay
looking forward to well who wouldn't do
the role I was about to play
but as if to knock me down
reality came around
and without so much
as a mere touch
cut me into little pieces
leaving me to doubt talk about
god in his mercy who if
he really does exist
why did he desert me in my hour of need
I truly am indeed
alone again naturally.
it's been 2 days since Adrian left.....just lost...I really haven't actually felt the loneliness that one feels when the person you've been with leaves but I'm getting there...yes, I am getting there and it's not something that I am looking forward to...I've been that same road before and i can say that it's a road that I would never wish on someone to tread on...
Dec 3, 2003
Been very busy lately...
Just a recap of what happened since the last time i wrote
Thursday: Just stayed sa house the whole time. Quality time with my relatives.
Friday: Went to Glorietta. Just bought tela for my gown. Went out with Adrian sa gabi. Just drove around the metro. The manila bay looks spiffy. Mayor Atienza allowed some resto owners to put up bars in that area. The nice thing about it is that the establishments were all set up in bahay kubos instead of them putting up buildings that'll just cover up the beautiful view. We went around the CCP area (no, we did not go to Luneta hahahaha) just to look at the new stuff that they put up there. May StarCity na. Aliw Theatre where some international and local artists had performed before. A new thingie that just opened is a light and sound show of some kind. From the outside you see replicas of the forbidden city, that palace you see in the Red Square in Moscow, etc filled with lights inside and may giant lanterns din! We went home around 2am na. oh yeah we went to Intramuros din...such a sad state it is in now. May mga squatters na inside. Such a waste..kala ko ba wow philippines na?!?!?!?!?!
Saturday: Was s'posed to go to the gym but I was tamad na. So I just lazed around till the time I had to go get up to prepare for work.
Sunday: same thing work work work
Sweetie and I had our lunch walk again. Just talked about things and what were gonna do pag asa Cebu na sya. Absolutely love our late night walks. When we used to be together, we'd walk just around the block or sa street lang just to talk or hold hands. ganun lang. tapos uwi. sleep.
Miss those times. It's one way for me to just shut up.
Monday: Whadda**** dame queue both in E-mail and voice. Darn that ICANN e-mail drop. Time for OT. More moolah pambili ng mga luho at regalo.
Did ot for an hour. Ang totoo wla naman ako ginawa. daldal kse e. reports on the side lang ;)
When he made me hatid, i asked him again if pwede wag na sya tumuloy sa Cebu and he answered that he;'s doing it for our 'future' and I go what future? Baka mag chicks ka pa dun and he answered "I found na my Mrs. Alvarez why should I look pa." shacks. kilig ako dun a :)
Speaking of future, my mom asked me when I'll be getting married and the ever defensive me answered in one breath "di pa no. tagal pa. ano ko sira." Hay naku, ano ba namang sagot yan...Di nya alam bata pa lang ako may dream wedding book na ko...I'm more prepared than my brother kaya!
Just a recap of what happened since the last time i wrote
Thursday: Just stayed sa house the whole time. Quality time with my relatives.
Friday: Went to Glorietta. Just bought tela for my gown. Went out with Adrian sa gabi. Just drove around the metro. The manila bay looks spiffy. Mayor Atienza allowed some resto owners to put up bars in that area. The nice thing about it is that the establishments were all set up in bahay kubos instead of them putting up buildings that'll just cover up the beautiful view. We went around the CCP area (no, we did not go to Luneta hahahaha) just to look at the new stuff that they put up there. May StarCity na. Aliw Theatre where some international and local artists had performed before. A new thingie that just opened is a light and sound show of some kind. From the outside you see replicas of the forbidden city, that palace you see in the Red Square in Moscow, etc filled with lights inside and may giant lanterns din! We went home around 2am na. oh yeah we went to Intramuros din...such a sad state it is in now. May mga squatters na inside. Such a waste..kala ko ba wow philippines na?!?!?!?!?!
Saturday: Was s'posed to go to the gym but I was tamad na. So I just lazed around till the time I had to go get up to prepare for work.
Sunday: same thing work work work
Sweetie and I had our lunch walk again. Just talked about things and what were gonna do pag asa Cebu na sya. Absolutely love our late night walks. When we used to be together, we'd walk just around the block or sa street lang just to talk or hold hands. ganun lang. tapos uwi. sleep.
Miss those times. It's one way for me to just shut up.
Monday: Whadda**** dame queue both in E-mail and voice. Darn that ICANN e-mail drop. Time for OT. More moolah pambili ng mga luho at regalo.
Did ot for an hour. Ang totoo wla naman ako ginawa. daldal kse e. reports on the side lang ;)
When he made me hatid, i asked him again if pwede wag na sya tumuloy sa Cebu and he answered that he;'s doing it for our 'future' and I go what future? Baka mag chicks ka pa dun and he answered "I found na my Mrs. Alvarez why should I look pa." shacks. kilig ako dun a :)
Speaking of future, my mom asked me when I'll be getting married and the ever defensive me answered in one breath "di pa no. tagal pa. ano ko sira." Hay naku, ano ba namang sagot yan...Di nya alam bata pa lang ako may dream wedding book na ko...I'm more prepared than my brother kaya!
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