feel so fuckin' sick. out of my mind. i just want to lie down and never wake up. yes...it's THAT bad. no matter what I do even if I smile or laugh so that people won't notice it's still there like...an ominous cloud creeping from the horizon...and it dampens my spirit. optimist belle is out for the day..for the week...for the month...and maybe just maybe for the rest of her goddamned natural life.

fuck. punyeta.


"It's really hard to walk in a single woman's shoes -- that's why you sometimes need really special shoes!" (Carrie, SATC)

#1:

i can't always be the happy happy person that I usualy am...I hardly say no...accomodating to a fault yes but learn to stop when I say no.

#2.

Pray for the Pope.

#3.

What are is stopping you? What are you thinking of? What is it that keeps you from saying everything that you want to say...what is it? I don't read minds...I haven't mastered that ability yet. If I do, I'll let you know

sedes vacantes.......

Hey John Paul, We can finish the race for you Hey John Paul, We can carry the flame within......(Lifeboat 14)



"Have no fear of moving into the unknown. Simply step out fearlessly knowing that I am with you, therefore no harm can befall you; all is very, very well. Do this in complete faith and confidence."