Alice: Ate, mamatay ako kung mawawala sa buhay ko si Alex.
Lorna: Ipalilibing kita!
Alice: Ate, please!
kakainis...just when I was kinda rejoicing na I won't get to see him that matagal sa ofc kailangan pa tlaga magpalipat sa gy e...bwisit! well...not really...honestly..it didnt really affect me kaya nga lang I'd rather na I don't see him...so far I can honestly say na my life is better now...my heart is better na din...i don't cry na..I don't pray for him...I might not be over him 100% but I am over him mga 80-90%..naks may percentage pa...kelan kaya magiging 100%...pero namamatay nga ba tlaga ang pag ibig sa puso ng isang tao? For me it did happen once...can it happen again...my love him for him will eventually vanish...abracadabra! open sesame! expecto patronum! alohamora! achichingching achuchungchung! darna! poof!... but it will take time..maybe not now but it will...one of these days I will just wake up and he will be just a figment of my imagination or maybe the oversecretion of my Gonads...basta ako ngayon masaya...maybe not 100% pero masaya...and I am a better person because of what happened...pramis....sana nga lang pag na inlove ulet ako iintindihin ko lahat ng natutunan ko sa mga nangyari sa aking buhay...matuto ka nanaman Maria Belinda...
***oh yeah, that entry that I was telling you about? di pa tapos...di pa tapos ang mga drama ko sa entry na yun..so, abangan nalang...
"Wala sa damit, wala sa kulay ang pagmamahal, nasa puso...nasa utak."
(Saan Darating ang Umaga)
Jul 28, 2004
Jul 26, 2004
Rachelle: "Miss Ventura! it does not define us.What define us is how well we stand after we fall". "Can we start all over again?. second chance? you as you, me as me..?"
(Maid in Manhattan")
(Maid in Manhattan")
After a While (You Learn)
© Veronica A. Shoffstall 1971
© Veronica A. Shoffstall 1971
After a while you learn the subtle difference between
holding a hand and chaining a soul.
And you learn that love doesn’t mean leaning,and company doesn’t always mean security.
And you begin to learn that kisses are not contracts,and present's aren’t promises.
And you begin to accept your defeats
with your head up and your eyes ahead...
With the grace of a woman,not the grief of a child.
And you learn
To build all your roads on today,
Because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans,
and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight.
After a while you learn that even sunshine burns
if you get too much…
So, you plant your own garden,
and decorate your own soul...
Instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can endure…
you really are strong,
you really do have worth.
And you learn,
and you learn…
with every goodbye,
You Learn…
Jul 25, 2004
Read on..you might pick up a thing or two about me...
Virgo is the only zodiacal sign represented by a female. It is sometimes thought of as a potentially creative girl, delicately lovely; sometimes as a somewhat older woman, intelligent but rather pedantic and spinsterish. The latter impression is sometimes confirmed by the Virgoan preciseness, refinement, fastidious love of cleanliness, hygiene and good order, conventionality and aristocratic attitude of reserve. They are usually observant, shrewd, critically inclined, judicious, patient, practical supporters of the status quo, and tend toward conservatism in all departments of life. On the surface they are emotionally cold, and sometimes this goes deeper, for their habit of suppressing their natural kindness may in the end cause it to atrophy, with the result that they shrink from committing themselves to friendship, make few relationships, and those they do make they are careful to keep superficial.
But the outward lack of feeling may, in some individuals born under this sign, conceal too much emotion, to which they are afraid of giving way because they do not trust others, nor do they have confidence in themselves and their judgments. This is because they are conscious of certain shortcomings in themselves of worldliness, of practicality, of sophistication and of outgoingness. So they bring the art of self concealment to a high pitch, hiding their apprehensiveness about themselves and their often considerable sympathy with other people under a mantle of matter-of-factness and undemonstrative, quiet reserve. They are still waters that run deep. Yet in their unassuming, outwardly cheerful and agreeable fashion, they can be sensible, discreet, well spoken, wise and witty, with a good understanding of other people's problems which they can tackle with a practicality not always evident in their own personal relationships.
Both sexes have considerable charm and dignity, which make some male Virgoans appear effeminate when they are not. In marriage they can be genuinely affectionate, making good spouses and parents, but their love making is a perfection of technique rather than the expression of desire, and they must be careful not to mate with a partner whose sex drive requires a passion they cannot match.
They are intellectually enquiring, methodical and logical, studious and teachable. They combine mental ingenuity with the ability to produce a clear analysis of the most complicated problems. They have an excellent eye for detail but they may be so meticulous that they neglect larger issues. Also, although they are realists, they may slow down projects by being too exact. They are practical with their hands, good technicians and have genuine inventive talents, Thoroughness, hard work and conscientiousness are their hallmarks, and they are such perfectionists that, if things go wrong, they are easily discouraged. Because of their ability to see every angle of a many-sided question, they are unhappy with abstract theorizing. Appreciating the many different points of view as they do, they find philosophical concepts difficult, and they vacillate and have no confidence in any conclusions at which they arrive.
With these qualities, they are better as subordinates than leaders. Responsibility irks them and they often lack the breadth of strategic vision that a leader needs Virgoans are essentially tacticians, admirable in the attainment of limited objectives. Their self distrust is something they project on to other people and tends to make them exacting employers, though in the demands they make on those under them they temper this attitude with justice. They have potential abilities in the arts, sciences and languages. Language especially they use correctly, clearly, consciously and formally, as grammarians and etymologists rather than for literary interests, yet they are likely to have a good memory for apt quotations. Although they are well suited for careers in machine drawing, surveying and similar occupations, they are better fitted for a job in a library or office than a workshop.
Their minds are such that they need the stimulus of practical problems to be solved rather than the mere routine or working to set specifications that need no thought. They are careful with money and their interest in statistics makes them excellent bookkeepers and accountants. They also make good editors, physicists and analytical chemists. They may also find success as welfare workers, ministering to those less fortunate than themselves. They can be doctors, nurses, psychologists, teachers, confidential secretaries, technologists, inspectors, musicians, critics, public speakers and writers especially of reference works such as dictionaries and encyclopedias. Both sexes have a deep interest in history, a feature recognized by astrological authorities for at least two hundred years. If they go in for a business career their shrewdness and analytical ingenuity could tempt them into dishonesty, though they usually have enough moral sense to resist temptation. Female Virgoans may find a career in fashion, for they have a flair for dress, in which they can be trend setters. In any profession they choose the natives of this sign readily assimilate new ideas, but always with caution, conserving what they consider worth keeping from the past. They love country life but are unlikely to make good farmers, unless they can contrive to carry out their work without outraging their sense of hygiene and cleanliness.
Their faults, as is usual with all zodiacal types, are the extremes of their virtues. Fastidious reticence and modesty become old-maidishness and persnicketiness; balanced criticism becomes carping and nagging; and concern for detail becomes overspecialization. Virgoans are liable to indecision in wider issues and this can become chronic, turning molehills of minor difficulties into Himalayas of crisis. Their prudence can become guile and their carefulness, turned in on themselves, can produce worriers and hypochondriacs.
*most of the things written above are correct...
nothing substantial to write muna...just my everyday life...i'm trying to compose an entry that may or may not catch your interest when I post it sometime next week...
~was in the gy shift from thursday to friday for WSV training. na di naman ako nakinig masyado sa trainer. sorry myles, i'm really like that. i'm not a classroom person e. i learn better in actual situations.
on our way to Dencio's
~Friday night, had dinner with Tin, Joel, Jon and Mitch in Dencio's Paseo Center.
~friday night, gobbled up 4 gonuts donuts...tsalap...
~Saturday: Carroll (my ex ex. and LALAKI sya ok!) made me sundo sa hws then went to Eastwood to look at the shops. ate in fazoli's and had coffee ..er..tea in Coffee Beanery (tama ba?) while waiting for some of our friends to arrive. 7pm Lisa and Edwin arrived. Ate in Fazoli's AGAIN! then met up with Karla and Leo to watch IMELDA...movie was great...for a good review..go to Rocketboy's site..see my links...there were 2 watchamacalit performers who ...a basta gumagalaw lang sila when you put money sa box nila..astig sobra! how they endure doing that for hours i'll never understand..astig tlaga..leo even thought na it was some sort of a promotional thing for iRobot..hehehe..had coffee afterwards in Seattle's Best...still in Eastwood....good old friends...i miss them sayang wala si dex and igs...mas hilarious if they were there...hehehe....
Edwin, Leo, Carroll, Karla and Lisa (na parang siningit lang)
Karla, me, Carroll and Leo
Virgo is the only zodiacal sign represented by a female. It is sometimes thought of as a potentially creative girl, delicately lovely; sometimes as a somewhat older woman, intelligent but rather pedantic and spinsterish. The latter impression is sometimes confirmed by the Virgoan preciseness, refinement, fastidious love of cleanliness, hygiene and good order, conventionality and aristocratic attitude of reserve. They are usually observant, shrewd, critically inclined, judicious, patient, practical supporters of the status quo, and tend toward conservatism in all departments of life. On the surface they are emotionally cold, and sometimes this goes deeper, for their habit of suppressing their natural kindness may in the end cause it to atrophy, with the result that they shrink from committing themselves to friendship, make few relationships, and those they do make they are careful to keep superficial.
But the outward lack of feeling may, in some individuals born under this sign, conceal too much emotion, to which they are afraid of giving way because they do not trust others, nor do they have confidence in themselves and their judgments. This is because they are conscious of certain shortcomings in themselves of worldliness, of practicality, of sophistication and of outgoingness. So they bring the art of self concealment to a high pitch, hiding their apprehensiveness about themselves and their often considerable sympathy with other people under a mantle of matter-of-factness and undemonstrative, quiet reserve. They are still waters that run deep. Yet in their unassuming, outwardly cheerful and agreeable fashion, they can be sensible, discreet, well spoken, wise and witty, with a good understanding of other people's problems which they can tackle with a practicality not always evident in their own personal relationships.
Both sexes have considerable charm and dignity, which make some male Virgoans appear effeminate when they are not. In marriage they can be genuinely affectionate, making good spouses and parents, but their love making is a perfection of technique rather than the expression of desire, and they must be careful not to mate with a partner whose sex drive requires a passion they cannot match.
They are intellectually enquiring, methodical and logical, studious and teachable. They combine mental ingenuity with the ability to produce a clear analysis of the most complicated problems. They have an excellent eye for detail but they may be so meticulous that they neglect larger issues. Also, although they are realists, they may slow down projects by being too exact. They are practical with their hands, good technicians and have genuine inventive talents, Thoroughness, hard work and conscientiousness are their hallmarks, and they are such perfectionists that, if things go wrong, they are easily discouraged. Because of their ability to see every angle of a many-sided question, they are unhappy with abstract theorizing. Appreciating the many different points of view as they do, they find philosophical concepts difficult, and they vacillate and have no confidence in any conclusions at which they arrive.
With these qualities, they are better as subordinates than leaders. Responsibility irks them and they often lack the breadth of strategic vision that a leader needs Virgoans are essentially tacticians, admirable in the attainment of limited objectives. Their self distrust is something they project on to other people and tends to make them exacting employers, though in the demands they make on those under them they temper this attitude with justice. They have potential abilities in the arts, sciences and languages. Language especially they use correctly, clearly, consciously and formally, as grammarians and etymologists rather than for literary interests, yet they are likely to have a good memory for apt quotations. Although they are well suited for careers in machine drawing, surveying and similar occupations, they are better fitted for a job in a library or office than a workshop.
Their minds are such that they need the stimulus of practical problems to be solved rather than the mere routine or working to set specifications that need no thought. They are careful with money and their interest in statistics makes them excellent bookkeepers and accountants. They also make good editors, physicists and analytical chemists. They may also find success as welfare workers, ministering to those less fortunate than themselves. They can be doctors, nurses, psychologists, teachers, confidential secretaries, technologists, inspectors, musicians, critics, public speakers and writers especially of reference works such as dictionaries and encyclopedias. Both sexes have a deep interest in history, a feature recognized by astrological authorities for at least two hundred years. If they go in for a business career their shrewdness and analytical ingenuity could tempt them into dishonesty, though they usually have enough moral sense to resist temptation. Female Virgoans may find a career in fashion, for they have a flair for dress, in which they can be trend setters. In any profession they choose the natives of this sign readily assimilate new ideas, but always with caution, conserving what they consider worth keeping from the past. They love country life but are unlikely to make good farmers, unless they can contrive to carry out their work without outraging their sense of hygiene and cleanliness.
Their faults, as is usual with all zodiacal types, are the extremes of their virtues. Fastidious reticence and modesty become old-maidishness and persnicketiness; balanced criticism becomes carping and nagging; and concern for detail becomes overspecialization. Virgoans are liable to indecision in wider issues and this can become chronic, turning molehills of minor difficulties into Himalayas of crisis. Their prudence can become guile and their carefulness, turned in on themselves, can produce worriers and hypochondriacs.
*most of the things written above are correct...
nothing substantial to write muna...just my everyday life...i'm trying to compose an entry that may or may not catch your interest when I post it sometime next week...
~was in the gy shift from thursday to friday for WSV training. na di naman ako nakinig masyado sa trainer. sorry myles, i'm really like that. i'm not a classroom person e. i learn better in actual situations.
on our way to Dencio's
~Friday night, had dinner with Tin, Joel, Jon and Mitch in Dencio's Paseo Center.
~friday night, gobbled up 4 gonuts donuts...tsalap...
~Saturday: Carroll (my ex ex. and LALAKI sya ok!) made me sundo sa hws then went to Eastwood to look at the shops. ate in fazoli's and had coffee ..er..tea in Coffee Beanery (tama ba?) while waiting for some of our friends to arrive. 7pm Lisa and Edwin arrived. Ate in Fazoli's AGAIN! then met up with Karla and Leo to watch IMELDA...movie was great...for a good review..go to Rocketboy's site..see my links...there were 2 watchamacalit performers who ...a basta gumagalaw lang sila when you put money sa box nila..astig sobra! how they endure doing that for hours i'll never understand..astig tlaga..leo even thought na it was some sort of a promotional thing for iRobot..hehehe..had coffee afterwards in Seattle's Best...still in Eastwood....good old friends...i miss them sayang wala si dex and igs...mas hilarious if they were there...hehehe....
Edwin, Leo, Carroll, Karla and Lisa (na parang siningit lang)
Karla, me, Carroll and Leo
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