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did some stupid things in my old blog and inadvertently deleted it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the old entries are still there but I want the old interface...i'm thinking of going back to CrimsonBlog since you can post pics in your blog there...back to square one...
it's been a couple of days since I wrote (typed) here..been busy busy busy..dame Q, dame reports, dame utos...i've also been very busy trying to find the cheapest place fare going to Cebu. The lowest that we found was around 4k all in but I've to leave Manila before the 18ht and leave Cebu on or before the 18th din. Since I don't want that naman I'm trying to find the best and cheapest rate available..kahit na very early am flight!
Dec 8, 2003
We spoke this morning-early morning. I had no choice but to answer the phone since he was calling na sa landline and the noise woke my mom and sister. He kept on saying sorry. But I don't think he really knows why I was angry at him. I had to actually explain to him what happened and what I was angry about. He kept on saying sorry and how he missed me-A LOT. Surprisingly, I believe him. Not because he was crying but because I know him. He wouldn't say something he does not mean-that's what got him into trouble in the first place!
He understands that I still need to think things over. Time to heal. Time to absorb what happened. Time to pick up some of the pieces. I did ask him to not ask me to not to be angry. Buti nga di ako nagwala e. If he were in my place he would have. Knowing him, he would have raised holy hell. Time to heal muna....
After my shift yesterday (bale early monday morning na) , I took a walk. Just around Valero lang. I needed time to think. The walk did me good.
Someday
by Nickelback
How the hell did we wind up like this?
Why weren't we able?
To see the signs that we missed
try to turn the tables.
I wish you would unclench your fists,
And unpack your suitcase
lately theres been to much of this
but don't think its too late
Chorus:
nothings wrong
just as long
as you know that someday I will
someday
some how
gonna make it alright, but not right now
I know youre wondering when(you're the only one that knows that)
someday
some how
gonna make it alright, but not right now
I know you're wondering when
well I'd hope that since we're here anyway
we can end up saying
things that we always needed to say
so we can end up staying
now the stories played out like this
just like a paperback novel
lets re-write an ending that fits
instead of a hollywood horror
Chorus
(you're the only one that knows that)
How the hell did we wind up like this?
Why weren't we able?
To see the signs that we missed
try to turn the tables.
Now the stories played out like this
just like a paperback novel
lets re-write an ending that fits
instead of a hollywood horror
nothings wrong
just as long
Chorus
I know 're wondering when
(you're the only one that knows that)
I know you’re wondering when
(you're the only one that knows that)
I know you're wondering when
He understands that I still need to think things over. Time to heal. Time to absorb what happened. Time to pick up some of the pieces. I did ask him to not ask me to not to be angry. Buti nga di ako nagwala e. If he were in my place he would have. Knowing him, he would have raised holy hell. Time to heal muna....
After my shift yesterday (bale early monday morning na) , I took a walk. Just around Valero lang. I needed time to think. The walk did me good.
Someday
by Nickelback
How the hell did we wind up like this?
Why weren't we able?
To see the signs that we missed
try to turn the tables.
I wish you would unclench your fists,
And unpack your suitcase
lately theres been to much of this
but don't think its too late
Chorus:
nothings wrong
just as long
as you know that someday I will
someday
some how
gonna make it alright, but not right now
I know youre wondering when(you're the only one that knows that)
someday
some how
gonna make it alright, but not right now
I know you're wondering when
well I'd hope that since we're here anyway
we can end up saying
things that we always needed to say
so we can end up staying
now the stories played out like this
just like a paperback novel
lets re-write an ending that fits
instead of a hollywood horror
Chorus
(you're the only one that knows that)
How the hell did we wind up like this?
Why weren't we able?
To see the signs that we missed
try to turn the tables.
Now the stories played out like this
just like a paperback novel
lets re-write an ending that fits
instead of a hollywood horror
nothings wrong
just as long
Chorus
I know 're wondering when
(you're the only one that knows that)
I know you’re wondering when
(you're the only one that knows that)
I know you're wondering when
Dec 7, 2003
Beauty Tips
Below is a wonderful poem Audrey Hepburn wrote when asked to share her "beauty tips." It was read at her funeral years later.
For attractive lips, speak words of kindness.
For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people.
For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry.
For beautiful hair, let a child run his/her fingers through it
once a day.
For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone.
People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed,
revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anyone.
Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at
the end of each of your arms.
As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands;
one for helping yourself, and the other for helping others.
Audrey Hepburn has always been one of my favorite movie stars. I didn't know she was so wise too.
Below is a wonderful poem Audrey Hepburn wrote when asked to share her "beauty tips." It was read at her funeral years later.
For attractive lips, speak words of kindness.
For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people.
For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry.
For beautiful hair, let a child run his/her fingers through it
once a day.
For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone.
People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed,
revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anyone.
Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at
the end of each of your arms.
As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands;
one for helping yourself, and the other for helping others.
Audrey Hepburn has always been one of my favorite movie stars. I didn't know she was so wise too.
Went to Glorietta early today with the intent of starting my Christmas Shopping (and therapy na din) and only to be met by a throing of shoppers-pami-pamilya ito! Glorietta was like a palengke!!! After a few rounds, decided to go to the office early to do some OT work good girl belle good girl *pat on the back*
Was out smoking at around 230-3am when Adrian called. He just got back sa hotel room daw nya. Man was he drunk. Not drunk as in drunk but his words were slurring. Wow what a way to talk to someone you've been waiting to talk to the whole day tapos lasing lang pala. Well the day started fine yesterday. We spoke around noon and he asked me what I wanted as pasalubong and the day just started to slide from there...He just said something that was very hurtful but despite of that I waited for him till 930pm thus the comment I entered yesterday. Well, he went out pala last night without making paalam. His rule is that I have to ask for his permission if I wanna go out or go somewhere and sya din same thing. But yesterday he didn't. I don't remember if he ever did say anything to me about it but it still doesn't erase the fact that he did not ask for my permission. What's so irritating is that if situations were reversed he would have raised hell about the whole thing. So going back, we stayed on the phone about a couple of minutes when suddenly-silence. He fell asleep pala. This got me more furious. Stayed on the line for a couple of more minutes when his hotel phone rang. Who would have called at this time of the night??????????????? Well he woke up and when he asked whoever it was on the phone: "sino to" my line suddenly gets disconnected...yes, you do the sleuthing sherlock. He does not call after 10-15 minutes. By this time I was calm na. Vey calm. I didn't bother to answer the phone anymore nor am I answering any of the calls and messages that he sent for the day. I just couldn't care less.
Why the calmness? It's not that I don't care. I do but it's better this way. This, in fact, is the first and last time I'm gonna think and talk about this thing. The lesser it is on my mind the easier for me.
Such irony...when was it ever easy to get hurt? When was it easy to pick up the pieces of your broken heart...
Was out smoking at around 230-3am when Adrian called. He just got back sa hotel room daw nya. Man was he drunk. Not drunk as in drunk but his words were slurring. Wow what a way to talk to someone you've been waiting to talk to the whole day tapos lasing lang pala. Well the day started fine yesterday. We spoke around noon and he asked me what I wanted as pasalubong and the day just started to slide from there...He just said something that was very hurtful but despite of that I waited for him till 930pm thus the comment I entered yesterday. Well, he went out pala last night without making paalam. His rule is that I have to ask for his permission if I wanna go out or go somewhere and sya din same thing. But yesterday he didn't. I don't remember if he ever did say anything to me about it but it still doesn't erase the fact that he did not ask for my permission. What's so irritating is that if situations were reversed he would have raised hell about the whole thing. So going back, we stayed on the phone about a couple of minutes when suddenly-silence. He fell asleep pala. This got me more furious. Stayed on the line for a couple of more minutes when his hotel phone rang. Who would have called at this time of the night??????????????? Well he woke up and when he asked whoever it was on the phone: "sino to" my line suddenly gets disconnected...yes, you do the sleuthing sherlock. He does not call after 10-15 minutes. By this time I was calm na. Vey calm. I didn't bother to answer the phone anymore nor am I answering any of the calls and messages that he sent for the day. I just couldn't care less.
Why the calmness? It's not that I don't care. I do but it's better this way. This, in fact, is the first and last time I'm gonna think and talk about this thing. The lesser it is on my mind the easier for me.
Such irony...when was it ever easy to get hurt? When was it easy to pick up the pieces of your broken heart...
For this year Sec. Donald Rumsfeld was voted as Foot in Mouth award and this is what he said:
"Reports that say something hasn't happened are always interesting to me, because as we know, there are known knowns; there are things we know we know," Rumsfeld told a news briefing.
"We also know there are known unknowns; that is to say we know there are some things we do not know. But there are also unknown unknowns -- the ones we don't know we don't know."
Here's another one from a new California governor
I think that gay marriage is something that should be between a man and a woman."
"Reports that say something hasn't happened are always interesting to me, because as we know, there are known knowns; there are things we know we know," Rumsfeld told a news briefing.
"We also know there are known unknowns; that is to say we know there are some things we do not know. But there are also unknown unknowns -- the ones we don't know we don't know."
Here's another one from a new California governor
I think that gay marriage is something that should be between a man and a woman."
Been waiting for 930pm to come...just remembered rest day pala...
me, i have a difficult time going out..the pagpapaalam is like your making paalam sa dad mo when you were in grade school for your first date tapos him.....his excuse is "i just said yes pero its not final pa naman" or "nayaya lang e". typical male. fucker why should I bury myself no!?!?!?! I'm gonna have a blast. Not to worry people..he seldom if not rarely reads this and by the time he does I had the time of my life na.. :P
Why do people stay in relationship? why do they even try to find their life's mate---soulmate, if you will, so rigorously as if there's a pot of gold at the end of their "looking-journey"....i'm not in the mood to expound on this tonight...I am a bit pooped (had less than 5 hours of sleep kanina) and lonely and sad.
me, i have a difficult time going out..the pagpapaalam is like your making paalam sa dad mo when you were in grade school for your first date tapos him.....his excuse is "i just said yes pero its not final pa naman" or "nayaya lang e". typical male. fucker why should I bury myself no!?!?!?! I'm gonna have a blast. Not to worry people..he seldom if not rarely reads this and by the time he does I had the time of my life na.. :P
Why do people stay in relationship? why do they even try to find their life's mate---soulmate, if you will, so rigorously as if there's a pot of gold at the end of their "looking-journey"....i'm not in the mood to expound on this tonight...I am a bit pooped (had less than 5 hours of sleep kanina) and lonely and sad.
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