Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and
your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and
as many say "Your head is in the
clouds."


What type of eyes do you have?
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men can read?!?!?!?!

just doing my usual floorwalking when i chanced upon 2 reps of mine that were reading just a station away from each other. One was reading 5 people you meet in heaven by Mitch Ablom and the other Dan Brown's Da Vinci Code. Wow! What a relief! Men actually read pala! hahahaha... hey i have lots of guy friends but don't know a lot who read actual books. so this was a pleasant surprise for me. So lax and Raffy, kudos to you! Shit this sounding like a commendation. whatever. i think i just lost my mind.

"A man with nothing to prove? that's a first" (CSI)

...It Is Not Easy:


To apologize when you have hurt another person;

To admit error when your reputation for honesty is at stake;

To be unselfish when a little extra grab might enrich you;

To face a sneer when the sneerer makes you want to fight;

To be considerate when people get on your nerves;

To achieve success and remain humble when you are tempted to be cross;

To keep trying when many failures have tested your patience;

To think a little more before you act when your temper is up

To maintain a high standard of personal living when others take the short cuts.

But...you'll find that all these things pay... in the end!

The crash of 2004

I recently had my midyear feedback with my TM. My boss is the best next to Arjay..or is it the other way around? My feedback was focused on how well i performed during the first half of the year and as usual my boss told me that I did well in terms of my stats but we also touched base on what happened to me which you should be familiar with na if you've been reading my blog long enough or if you are a friend...just to give you a gist of what happened let's just say that i let myself and my worklife get affected by my personal life. That was unthinkable until it happened to me but I guess it happens to the best of us. My TM is someone you can talk to anytime-as long as he's not rushing something or in a meeting. He'll listen to you 100 percent and rest assured that whatever you talk about stays between the 2 of you. Many times have I borrowed his ear to ask for his thoughts about something. He was the reason why I changed my mind to going to Cebu. During my feedback, I explained to him that one reason I haven't applied for any higher position is because I want to first re-establish my niche in our team. The niche that I lost when I went through my "insanity stage". I told him that right now I do not have any plans of applying for a higher position because I wanna prove myself and to reclaim the "respect" that I lost among my peers when I "fell down" because I know come interview time that ghost will haunt me and I must be ready to kill whatever doubt they have with my capability. So now I stay where I am. Slowly but surely...I am slowly getting up from where i fell down. Bruised and battered I stand, albeit shaking, i still stand...

"Love is a form of hysteria. Fortunately, it always passes."

I've so many drafts of entries I've been meaning to post but somehow I don't get to finish them...why? Beats me. A kaleidoscope of thoughts whiz past me staying for a minute or two then they fly away off to an unknown destination and here I am stuck with another useless thought...


"It's not fair. I can't compare. To an ugly girl. A real ugly girl. Lalalalala..."
(Fiona Apple)

There's a kitten trapped in our firewall and i've been hearing its cry for days now. it's annoying like hell but what can I do? I can't destroy our firewall naman for one small kitten (PETA! PETA!)...my heart goes out for that kitten but again, i can't do anything for her/him. sorry little kitty :( i hope your mommy rescues you because i can't...so for now i pretend to not hear the cries...

Our company's sportsfest started last sat and I'm glad to say that our mixed basketball team won..ehem ehem...i was one of the players...but sadly i didnt do anything...a minute or two in the game I was panting like crazy na. those who were in the sidelines said that we were all so red na from fatigue...i think i've to quit smoking muna...MUNA (tin, would be so glad to hear this)...i thinking of limiting my yosi to half a pack a day instead of a pack a day...that should be a start...

that was last saturday...come sunday, our men's basketball team was crushed by the opposing team..i think they've to re-think their non existent team play...during the game too, the unexpected happened...jerx arrived with the girl...i prayed fervently that i'd never get to see them together but unfortunately that prayer wasn't answered...surprisingly i was ok...i was expecting a stabbing in the heart feeling when i see them together but i didn't...is this a sign that i am finally over him...please God yes!...i don't wanna dwell too much on that anymore..no more use in crying over spilt milk as franchie said...all i can say is...yan ba ang pinalit mo sa akin!?!?!?!?!