"Sometimes I lie awake at night, and I ask, 'Where have I gone wrong?' Then a voice says to me, 'This is going to take more than one night.'" -Charles M. Schulz, Charlie Brown in "Peanuts"

fine. I'll lay off my loser Friendster messages and post something serious...and it's all because of something Jon the (angel) said over yosi and coffee jelly in Starbucks Rockwell last night before we watched Spidey2 (2nd time for me)...I dunno how it got started basta it started nalang w him saying that my jerx (translation: jerk of an ex) DID NOT INTEND TO HURT ME.......that got me RILED UP!!! My apologies to Jon for raising my voice at that time but I just totally disagree with what you said. If 2 people are in a relationship and one of them suddenly finds or meets someone that they "love" or like (whatever!)more than the person what should they do?

For me, rein that emotion. Why? Because you do not have the right to feel that emotion in the first place. You should be "busy" loving that person you're with. If situations were reversed would you want your significant other feeling in-love or in-like with another person other than you? I bet you don't. If you are having relationship trouble, then, for God's sake, try to resolve it. Relationship trouble should never be the reason why you feel in-like with another person.

aahhh i had wanted to expound on this...but I feel quesy...hafta to go to the banyo muna..ciao!

...What, what kind of fool
Tears it apart leaving me pained and sorrowed
Losing the love wondering why
Wondering why)
Where will I be tomorrow
Losing you now wondering why
Where will I be tomorrow....




1 of the funniest Friendster Profiles i've read is from this girl
Swiss

Interests: eatin' fish &squid ball, i love Garfield stuff! Pychonalysis, Listenin' 2 soul music, Fashion Mag, Go-Cartin', chillin' w/ my home gals&lads, , reading interesting book, shoppin', Surfin' the net, People watchin', home decoratin', Dining, Clubbin', Light extreme sports.

***SINCE GARFIELD STUFF LANG ANG GUSTO MO SI GARFIELD AYAW MO NA...Pychonalysis MALI NA NGA ANG SPELLING NAGA-ALA PSYCHOLOGIST PA SYA.ANALYZE THIS!!!!...YOU LISTEN TO SOUL MUSIC? KAYA PALA NAGPPAPAKA HIFF HUFF KA PALA SA SPELLIN' MO NG WORDzzzzzz....FASHION MAG..TAKE NOTE ISANG MAG LANG ANG GUSTO NYA...GO CARTIN'? SPELLING AND THAT LINGO AGAIN...SANA LANG INTERESADO SYA SA PAG KAIN AT KUNG HINDI DI NA MAUUPDATE YUNG PROFILE NYA...HHMM MERON PALANG EXTREME SPORTS NA LIGHT?

Favorite Books: The PURPOSE DRIVEN LIFE by Rick Warren, Nancy Drew, Psychology Book, European book, , Tuesdays with Morrie, cookin' book, Nursery bookz..

***"Psychology Book, European book,cookin' book, Nursery bookz" MAY LETTER s PO SANA AT TANONG KO LANG..PAG ANG AUTHOR NG ISANG BOOK OR IF THE BOOK WAS PRINTED IN THE US DAPAT BANG TAWAGIN KO DIN SYANG AMERICAN BOOK?

About Me:

Hi everyone? My name is Marie Swiss Therese, But ya can call me by my nick,"Swiss"..hhmmmm...Based on wot I hear from people around me and based on wot I observed bout myself, my actuations & likes, I am jolly, friendly,easy to be with, down to earth, Okay! I can be a bit moody but my heart is usually in the right place.

***IBANG KLASE KA TLAGA...BUT OK LANG YUN YOUR HEART IS IN THE RIGHT PLACE NMAN E..BUT CAN I DRIVE A STAKE THRU IT?

I can say that i'm kinda artistic, fashionable girl,im fondly with pets,im a nature lover, I just can't resist nature! love watchin' scary movies,Love to scare myself!lol'... i love listenin to music and music is my therapy definitely!., i also love light extreme sports...,well reading almost everything that interest me, like European History...And most of all and very impt is that, ....I have a strong faith in God!

***IS THAT A TYPO? IF IT IS SHOULD IT BE FOND OF OR FONDLE?..I CANT RESIST NATURE ALSO...I BREATHE SMOG AS A HOBBY!...CAN I SCARE YOU TO DEATH INSTEAD? EUROPEAN HISTO TAPOS BIGLANG NAG u TURN TO FAITH IN GOD...HUWAW!

Who I Want to Meet: let's see? hmmmm.... people that make me laugh so hard that beverages come spewin' out my nose! hahahah...silly! okay dead serious!..
person who is down to earth,Maturity is very important to me,i love Gentleman,but not old fashion though.God fearing, Loyal, honest, witty...A Man who can carry himself...and he should not be a chain smoker...Sport minded...A person who's ambitious and eager to fulfill his dream career...Know how to set a Goal in Life...with a great sense of humor!...and of corz, very Romantic...i
don't like beating around the bush...Be yerself! PEACE..OOphs..one thing good hygienic practices!...hmmmm

***ARRRGGHHMM..IF YOU SPEW "BEVERAGES THRU YOUR NOSE, AALISAN KITA BIGLA...YOU MUST ALSO HAVE HYGIENIC PRACTICES A!

...decided to post some of the messages that i got in Friendster...just for kicks...just to make our days funnier...and worthwhile..hahahaha

My first friendster message:

From: Athea
Subject: My friend Jon

Message: Belle, friendsters na daw kayo ni Jon. Maawa ka na.

COMMENT: This was after Jon deleted me from his friendster list just to see if I'll get a confirmation e-mail. Kumuha pa ng abogado! Tama ba namang pag praktisan kse ako! It took me 3 days to approve his friendster request.

From: Jonathan
Subject: frends na tayo!!!

Message: frends na tayo!!!

COMMENT: Jon still pleading hehehehe :P

STYLisTICS Messages:

1)
From: Drew
Subject: Hey

Message: Belinda is such a nice name, coming to think of
it, I used to have a friend with the same name.
Hmm...

2)
From: Loco
Subject: hi

Message: wow your good looking in all the pic's my name is
luis live in new jersey im puerto rican looking
for love not sex i love the out door going to the
movies the gym to work out if you are looking for
love just pm me ok bye bye for now...

love luis.

3)
From: Antonio
Subject: Re: hi

Message: hey can i add you as a friend?wats your email nga pala.

Belinda-Maribel wrote:
thanks for the compliment :)

Antonio wrote:
I just wanted to say, ang ganda mo naman.You have a great taste in music. i listen to a lot of jobim too. add kita as a friend you want?

ENGLISH 101

1)
From: Tolome
Subject: Hi!

Message: Im used 2 look at the gallery and see ur pic....Im gaining prennd kc...so i hope u'll accept and add me to ur prend list be one of ur prend 2...even u dont know me much....pls...grant my request,here is my email add
matipunong_maginoo@yahoo.com...invite me huh!...tnx...

2)
From: ZappeD
Subject: New Frendz

Message: hi i jst see u in frendster! by d wy im Richard Salamida from coloocan. i jst want 2 be ur frend if its okei 2 u! jst add me
zappedkirstin@yahoo.com thanks c",)

3)
From: Mark
Subject: nothing

Message: ELOW NICE PIC... IM HERE WANT 2 BE UR FREN ...0916 2538312 macky..cn i hve ur ym id

ANO BUZZZZz!!!!

1)
From: ErWiN
Subject: hi

Message: hi youre cute and huggable ha?! nacutan lng ako.kung gus2 mo friends na rin taYO C",)

2)
From: Xhristian
Subject: bonjour mademoiselle

Message: wow your the cutest chick i ever seen here on this site.well if you like eating well i like eating to and maybe cooking cos im a chef.so can i be your friend please maybe someday i can treat you on that turon thing


3)
From:Deejay
Subject: Re: hi

Message: ang tipid naman gwabe.jejejejeejje..by the way ano e-add mo ako na lang add sau pwwede?thnx po mwahugzzzzzzzzz.......

Belinda-Maribel wrote:
thanks :)

Deejay wrote:
hello...ive seen u in my personal network....and i just wanna be ur frenshipz.nhyahahahahah...i dunno ur e-add.can u add me to your list?by the way im deejay..and my e-add is drexzjames@yahoo.com...thnx


4)
From: Jay
Subject: Re: hello :)

Message: wala lang.. nakita ko lang kc ung pic mo naalala ko lang kaya naisipan ko na e-add kita.

5)
From: Niño
Subject: belinda-maribel

Message: is ur name really belinda-maribel? or maribel-belinda?

***paki mo ba?!?!?!


6)
From: PsYcHo
Subject: manglalait!!!

Message: hey! ur cute luv ko pa naman ung mga chubby...kc huggable, lovable di ba?!? where exactly do you hide?

***ahhmm,away from you siguro no!

7)
From: Derick
Subject: Re: Hi!

Message: can we have a blind data?

Belinda-Maribel wrote:
Sorry but i do not give out my number to anyone i dont know.

Derick wrote:
My cell # k b,can i have it? so we could stay in touch, i hope ur single and wala magagalit, i work in boni, national bookstore, kw sn?

Belinda-Maribel wrote:
manila.yeah i do in makati.

Derick wrote:
So wer u from? u work b? =)

Belinda-Maribel wrote:
thanks for the compliment :)

Derick wrote:
I find u very attractive! pede b mging fren kta?

PANG INTERNATIONAL ANG BEAUTY KO

From: Subhakar
Date: January 20, 2004 8:47 AM
Subject: Greetings from India
Message: Hi !!!!.

Warm Greeting from India. Iam Subhakar, 25/m from India. Iam into Computer Printing Media. My hobbies are singing , reading and playing music a bit.... i woulf love to make friendship with you...

Waiting for your reply

Subhakar

I was gearing for a serious post today but a message in my friendster just had me scratching my head.


> Jack wrote:
> > CAN W B FRENDS?

Belinda-Maribel wrote:
> thanks for the offer but no thanks :)

Jack wrote:

k. i know an offering is two things its either
you accept it or not. but i always remember my
philosophy "frends come & go"


ANNNNOOOO DDDDAAAWWWW!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!






Loneliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but its there, and your friends can see it. You constantly feel alone, and need to do things
to fill your time. Your afraid to tell people this, but sooner or later it gets
out in a bad way, and you think you screwed up everything. And when you are in love is when you are sad the most. (Please Vote)

What Emotion Dominates you?
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THE PREMISE of this article lies on the principle that sometimes, loving a person doesn't mean it has to be romantic and loving a person for the rest of your life doesn't mean you have to end up marrying them. Can a man and a woman just be friends? I'd say yes and they should be.

Hindi dahil kinaibigan ka, liligawan ka na. Not every guy who befriends you has an ulterior motive. Get over yourself. Don't flatter yourself. There is a reason why he befriended you, but don't automatically assume that it's because he wants to be your so-called boyfriend. If this will be the principle you'll follow every time someone asks you to be his friend, you're gonna miss a great deal from the friendship.

Hindi dahil mabait sa iyo, nililigawan ka na. There are people who are naturally sweet and kind. There are people who are innately good and no matter how wicked you seem, they just find it so easy to be kind to you. It doesn't mean he is courting you. Don't put yourself through unnecessary stress trying to figure out if he's courting you or not.
Because I think if he is, you won't have to guess, you'll know and you'll be very certain about it.

Hindi dahil he talks to you a lot, he loves you na. You don't befriend a person if you absolutely abhor him, right? Chances are you make sense when he talks to you, or you're probably very patient listening to him. The two of you probably connect on some level but why does it always have to be assumed to be romantic? Being two intelligent, mature human beings, you need to accept that it's nice to share a cup of coffee over a stimulating conversation, and that you don't have to automatically put romantic connotation to it. Relieve yourself of the pressure. It's just coffee and a shared interest.

Hindi dahil cute ang friend mo, crush/love mo na siya. This is the most amusing thing that hit me lately. People always assume that because your friend is cute or should I say, hot (because cute is a word you describe your high school crush while hot is a word you use to describe a hunk), "lakas amats mo na for repapips!" Let me just say this, at least from my own personal experience, I'm just nearsighted, I haven't gone blind. I
can still appreciate God's creation! However, there will always be weird things, crazy things, stupid things that will keep you, believe me, from having a crush on him. First of all, you'd know his history with women, enough to judge what's good for you. Second, don't you just hate it when a guy who's absolutely always put together, who looks intelligent enough pronounces the word country as "kawntri" and the word mango as
"meynggo." Call me crazy for judging a person just because he can't pronounce these words right. I admit, I'm crazy.

Hindi dahil you hang out with each other most of the time, you'd end up being boyfriend-girlfriend. Self-explanatory... There are a thousand, no million different reasons why things don't always turn out that way. There is no one proven formula. For all we know, the reason why he likes hanging out with you is because he likes getting kikay tips from you. He probably plans on being kikay himself and he needs a mentor.

A dinner with a guy friend does not necessarily mean equate to a date. Especially if you're paying for your share no. Hello? Three things to consider: the place, the topic and how the two of you actually planned to meet. First, how it was planned. If it were a date expect that he would ask you out at least three days before the actual date to give you some lead time, to give you the notion that you are not just a filler on his schedule. Second, the place. If it were a real date, the both of you would want real food and a place where you could really talk things through. Don't go out with a guy to a movie on Friday night if you're really serious about him. Going to a movie is more like treating him like a "filler" just because you had nothing to do on a Friday night so
you might as well go out. Topic. Ha! You wouldn't be talking about chikang artista, chikang opisina or argue if the one girl's boobs are real or not. You would be probably talking about sensible, quite personal stuff.

I therefore conclude that platonic relationships are never complicated; people just have tendencies to complicate them.

didn't go to work today...i'm sick sick sick...

bored out of my wits, I've been runnning thru and fro my tv and my pc...may ADD ata ako e hehehehe...

According to: Vea, the title of the next Harry Potter book is HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE..can't wait for the next book and next movie...would you believe that I only got hooked on HP when JK Rowling released book 5. before that I refused to read or watch the movie...kse everyone was hooked on it e...hehehe...i'm not called abner for nothing y'know...

What smilie are you? Take the test!

...in continuation of saturday's nakakapagod na gimik, during our tambay in Breton, someone broached the idea of staying in Discovery...hala! eto nanaman kme.."ish-pur" of the moment!!! To cut the story, we went to megamall to buy things that we needed and checked in na sa hotel...haaayy sarap...si meian natulog..si emer and kaje uminom..ako nagkwento...Marc went to the hotel to lend me his shirt and charger. he stayed until 3am kahit we weren't really doing anything...hehehe...after he left, we were still texting..he didn't want to go home pa pala and that he was just driving around sa fort..didn't know na what happened to him since I fell asleep na...I went to the office earing Marc's big red CCP shirt...as soon as some of the reps saw me they asked agad: "Sino ang lalaking kasama mo natulog kagabi." hahaha it just dawned on me na that only one conclusion can be surmised if one goes to work wearing a man's shirt and looking as if di pa sya natutulog..hay friends...WISH KO LANG NO! hahahaha...


Drunken Marc (?)


Meian and I


Crepe Kaje


Nice Beng, Bitchy Emer and Pathetic Meian ;P


The only pic of us all together

Monday afternoon, Carroll made me sundo sa office. He was at the 9th floor of our building which is kinda like the food court floor and as we went out to smoke, the door was being opened by A...hahahaha...as usual, parang wala nanaman kmeng nakita..but I hope he saw me and Carroll as we went out and I hope he saw us kiss din... :P anyway, we just had dinner and coffee and went to our common ever chismosa dentist who kept on asking if we were back together...hahahaha..unfortunately, I started feeling sick before the night ended thus I wasn't able to go to the wake that I was s'posed to go to...

I'll post some of the pics that I took as soon as I am able to upload them.

Jon, this is for you..

8 Ways to Get Rid of A Crush

1. Act like you are madly in love with him/or her
2. Pretend you have stalked them the last 2 weeks
3. Act sad over stupid things( example your pet had a fur ball or you ate cheese) and say you need a shoulder to cry on
4. ask for a piggy back ride to all your classes
5. Ask him/her out at least 10 times a day even if yes is the answer
6. Non stop hug them and love on them
7. Flirt with someone of your own gender.
8. Pretend to be obsessed with odd types of things.

Your horoscope for Saturday, July 3:

Your well-organized schedule will be completely disrupted, thanks to someone you haven't seen in a long, long time. Cancel some appointments, and take a long lunch.

and so I did...

While waiting for my wonderful wonderful friends Meian, Angela (Beng), Emer and Kaje in Cafe Breton in Podium, I once again had the opportunity to read...it was a windy morning..with yosi, a good book and coke..ahh my life was good for THAT moment...until Summerwells arrived hahahahaha labs you meme :)

Before having lunch, hungry beng and I decided to eat dessert muna before heading to Thai in a Box for lunch. baliktad no? Then back to cafe Breton for another round of dessert (mango banana..sarap!) and of course, yosi. Hay as usual, we had all kinds of kwento...to boylets-manlets-kissing buddy-recycled-madilim na veranda-to aawww she has a yaya-yaya can you brush my teeth-to missing in action friends-to pustahan si meian ang mauuna at may laman.....aaahhh again the good times...very good times indeed