Apr 20, 2005

Here I am playing with those
memories
again

And just
when I thought time

had set
me
free

Those
thoughts of you keep taunting
me
Holding you, a feeling I never
outgrew

Though
each and every part of me has
tried

Only you
can fill that space
inside
So there's no sense
pretending

My
heart it's not
mending


Just when I thought I was over
you
Just when I
thought I could stand on my own
Oh baby those memories
come crashing
through
And I just can't go on without youOn my own I've tried
to make
the best of it alone
I've done everything I can to ease the
pain
But
only you can stop the rainI just can't live without youI miss
everything
about youIt's just no good without you
Without you, without you,
without
youOh baby those memories come crashing through
And I just can't go
on without you

is it right? is it? Jon says to bite the bullet...do what you have to do and see what happens after...Tin says let your mind do the thinking and not your heart...


i pick my battles...i know when to fight and when to run or when to concede...i fight battles that are meant to be fought ...and just like a trusty and seasoned soldier, I make sure that I go into a battle all packed ( not fucked!) and with extra ammunition to make sure that I win or at least I give them hell before I go down...but this time...i go into this battle with nothing but heart...all heart...and nothing else...i know that not all battles are meant to be fought...but this is one battle i pick to fight...and i know that not all battles are meant to be won...and this might be one of them...and yes it is worth it..no matter what the outcome may be...

Apr 17, 2005

April 15:

i surprise myself sometimes... and i get to surprise Tin

so Tin after dragging you to Greenbelt and Glorietta for one hour and half, I hope all the "inis" was worth it... ;)





April 16, 2005:

12 hours...3 inch heels...i am wearing flats next week!

Lisa and Edwin's Wedding
Where: Sanctuario De San Jose
Reception: Manila Polo Club


my invocation goes:

and after the sun has set..may they be found...still the same as today..hand in hand so much in love and thankful that in this world of ours they have found each other...