this is exactly how I feel right now...don't mind the fact that this is the new Batman movie poster...look at how the shoulders stoop...overwhelming sadness....

"I'm ok....the next time you hear me say that...stop for a while, decode my smile, look me in the eye, and take a peek inside my soul..."

i feel like a huge cross is perched on my shoulders and with every passing day the weight just keeps on getting heavier and heavier...is this my Via Dolorosa..my dusty road to Galilee before I reach my Golgotha where I can unload my heavy burden?

I feel so alone amongst the people I know and love...I feel so separated from the world...with their knowing smiles and teasing looks...they do not know the cross I bear...they do not know what overwhelming sadness simmers beneath my practiced smile...

would you bear my cross with me?

Alas, t'was not meant for you to carry my cross or to share my load...this back breaking load is for me and me al0ne to bear...no one to share no one to know...

Sa panahon na ang pagmamahal na dadaan sa text...sa panahon ng digital karma...sa panahon ng mabilisang emotions...Bakit di ganito kadali ma-grant ang lahat ng kahilingan ko?

1: say yourself, say the name of the only guy or girl you wanna be with 3 times!

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2. Think of something you wanna accomplish within the next week and say it to your self 6 times!!

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3. If you had 1 wish what would it be? say it to yourself 9 times!!!

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4. Think of something that you want to happen between you and that 1 special person and say it to your self 12 times!!!

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5. Now, here's the hard part! pick only 1 of these wishes and as you scroll down focus and concentrate on it and think on nothing else but that wish & final wish about that one wish that you picked.

After reading this, you have 1 hour to send it out to 15 people, and what you wished for will come true within one week! The more people you send it, the stronger you wish will be! The more, the better!!!!

Kahit na po hindi World Peace or something chorvalu for all mankind kse alam ko na hard yun e so ang kahilingan ko nalang po ay sana bleep bleep bleep bleep bleep bleep bleep bleep bleep bleep bleep bleep bleep bleep bleep bleep bleep bleep bleep bleep bleep bleep bleep bleep bleep bleep bleep...pwede na yun Lord for me. thank you :)