Word of the Day: aleatory
Pronunciation: /AY-lee-uh-tor-ee/adj :
*dependent on luck or chance
ex: "To find a mate you must go out and get one; you cannot depend on the aleatory vicissitudes of life."
so good luck nalang sa ating lahat a
One thing that I learned from my friend's death is to never forget to tell people how much they mean to you. I texted the people I'm close with how much they mean to me and I got some funny reactions to my text.
One reaction: "Thanks. is there anything I can do for you?"
As Nida Blanca said: "Ang pagmamahal hindi naghihintay ng kapalit. Hindi purkit nagmahal ka ay dapat mahalin ka din ng minamahal mo."
Two reaction: "Ang drama mo, tol"
"Its the drama in our lives that make us strong."
Just shows how the people we love are not 'sanay' hearing from us how much them mean to us because they never heard it! So what are you doing there? Hug that person next to you (if may kabuluhan sila sa buhay nyo..kung ka team mate mo lang ay hampasin mo nalang). Text the people you love and let them know how much they mean to you/or how much you love them...let them know let them know...."remember the last thing you say to people. you never know if its the last thing that you'll ever say to them."
Heaven Give Me Words
(Propaganda)
Take these words they come out wrong
They won't express this old emotional thing
If you could see inside my mind
You'd know the love and feel this passionate thing
You stepped into my locked out world
I felt your touch on my shoulder
You turned my mind right over
Like a child before it learns to speak
I turn to stone, I turn to stone
Heaven give me words to tell you
How I am feeling
What I am needing
Heaven let this message reach you
This desperation
Will stop my heart from beating
I won't be giving in
I'll die if I don't tell you just how I feel
I'll make you truly understand
What kind of man could live with feelings Of steel
I used to be so self contained
When I thought about love
A conversation heart to heart
I must confess this old emotional thing
Before you think that I'm a fool
There's a flame that burns here
Here's a feeling that's so rareIt's my nightmare when I go to speak
I turn to stone, I turn to stone
Heaven give me words to tell you
How I am feeling
What I am needing
Heaven let this message reach you
This desperation
Will stop my heart from beating
Heaven give me words
Heaven give pride
Heaven let this message reach you
You've seen a heart worn on my sleeve
I must express this old emotional thing
Please be a witness to my dreams
Or I'll wake up and say now Can this be real?
Before you think that I'm a fool
There's a flame that burns here
Here's a feeling that's so rare
It's my nightmare when I go to speak I turn to stone, I turn to stone
Heaven give me words to tell you
How I am feeling
What I am needing
Heaven let this message reach you
This desperation
Will stop my heart from beating
Heaven give me words to tell you
How I am feeling
What I am needing
Heaven let this message reach you
This desperation
Will stop my heart from beating
Heaven give me words
Heaven give pride
Heaven let this message reach you
Jul 16, 2004
God is busy taking care of the world...so he sent friends to take care of me in his stead...
hhaaayyy how lucky can I get...all my dear friends in PS almost in overlapping shifts (gets?!)...Jon , Tin, Athea, Ces and Mitch :)
hhaaayyy how lucky can I get...all my dear friends in PS almost in overlapping shifts (gets?!)...Jon , Tin, Athea, Ces and Mitch :)
Athea (a.k.a. ats atcha anthea): is my oldest friend (no pun intended) sa e-mail team. She's my order buddy when we used to be in the same team and shift...kaso for some reason ako lang ang tumataba and sya wala..parang napunta sa hangin ang kinain kahit na minsan mas madame pa syang kinakain kesa sa akin.
Jon (a.k.a. jonathan, jonjon the (angel),pogi,gwaps) is the sweetest guy I know (naks!) sweet kaso slow. sweet kaso corny. sweet kaso lagi nalang ako niloloko kay....sweet kaso di marunong mag scroll. sweet kaso forever na may PMS. pero ok lang kasi sweet naman sya e...wlang logic no? Got that kind of logic from Jon. And mabango din kilikili nya. Next to Lod that is :)
Tin (a.k.a teenteen kristine kristeta kris krissie)....teka wala akong masabe e...basta kakampi ko yan pag humirit si Jon ng mali about love and everythang (squatter!)...basta lab lab ang paguusapan we have the same wave length..pagagalitan nya ko pag nagddrama nanaman ako...
Mitch (a.ka. mitchiko atetitamitch mommymitch shawie) ang nanay ko sa office...pag wala sya sa office quiet lang ako...pag wla sya nakakayosi ako ng madame...pag wala sya nakaka inom ako ng coke ng madame..pag wla sya nakakarinig ako sa radio ng malakas...pag wala sya...sad ako...
Ces (a.ka. cessie sexy) ...ces was there when I needed someone to talk to during the first few days of my insanity stage...my mentor to beer drinking...sya ang kasama ko the very first time I went to a bar...at the ripe age of ..doot-doot...nakapunta din ako sa bar na may dancing dancing at drinking drinking...hahahaha squatter ko!...si ces maingay sa floor...pag wala sya quiet ang floor kse nga maingay sya..pag wala sya...sad ang lahat...
Tin, ako to:
And i don't regret the time we spent
and my time with you
Tin, ako to:
And i don't regret the time we spent
and my time with you
It was not in vain
And i wonder why
and where it all went wrong
and how you lost your hope
you're the reason that i'm gone
and i wonder how how you came to change
and why you lost your way
but i still stay the same
still the same...
And i wonder why
and where it all went wrong
and how you lost your hope
you're the reason that i'm gone
and i wonder how how you came to change
and why you lost your way
but i still stay the same
still the same...
Jul 15, 2004
"...even the strongest have their moments of fatigue." (Nietscheze)
I don't like death...dying and all the hullaballoo thing
although I do have a deathwish myself, I do not like people I know sad and suffering because someone they know died...
I remember that early this year, i had wanted to "go" and I almost did...twice...if it wasn't for friends i would not be here writing this entry and you will be in another blog or maybe doing something worthwile...why did I want to go...because I was coward...because at that time, i couldn't face the pain that I was feeling nor rein in the dam of sadness and loneliness that was overwhelming me...death was the only way i could think of to ease the pain...an old friend died...and no one expected it...i guess it was the only way for him to ease the pain that was gnawing at him...despite the funny demeanor...behind the boy bastos image there was someone who was trying to reach out to you..to me..to us...
old friends at the stroke of midnight...
Carlos, Nico, ADONIS, Tin and Iro at the back
Me and Edwin up front
...Think of Dondi
Laugh, don't cry
I know
He'd want it that way
When ya think of Dondi
Laugh, don't cry
I know
He'd want it that way
Friend of a friend
Friend 'til the end
That's the kind of guy he was
Taken away
So young
Taken away
Without a warning
I don't like death...dying and all the hullaballoo thing
although I do have a deathwish myself, I do not like people I know sad and suffering because someone they know died...
I remember that early this year, i had wanted to "go" and I almost did...twice...if it wasn't for friends i would not be here writing this entry and you will be in another blog or maybe doing something worthwile...why did I want to go...because I was coward...because at that time, i couldn't face the pain that I was feeling nor rein in the dam of sadness and loneliness that was overwhelming me...death was the only way i could think of to ease the pain...an old friend died...and no one expected it...i guess it was the only way for him to ease the pain that was gnawing at him...despite the funny demeanor...behind the boy bastos image there was someone who was trying to reach out to you..to me..to us...
old friends at the stroke of midnight...
Carlos, Nico, ADONIS, Tin and Iro at the back
Me and Edwin up front
...Think of Dondi
Laugh, don't cry
I know
He'd want it that way
When ya think of Dondi
Laugh, don't cry
I know
He'd want it that way
Friend of a friend
Friend 'til the end
That's the kind of guy he was
Taken away
So young
Taken away
Without a warning
Jul 14, 2004
Love Lives On
Those we love are never really lost to us--
we feel them in so many special ways--
through friends they always cared about and dreams they left behind,
in beauty that they added to our days...
in words of wisdom we still carry with us and memories that never will be gone...
Those we love are never really lost to us--
for everywhere their special love lives on.
~ Amanda Bradley ~
how can one die from his own hands...
how can one take his own life...
how can one just end it...
It's not that the person does not want to live anymore...it just that..the pain has become so unbearable...i should know i almost went throught it...twice..but even in death, I was a coward...
Jul 13, 2004
"The greatest glory of living lies not in never falling but in rising every time you fall" (Nelson Mandela)
Just got out of a 4 day rest day wherein 3 days were spent either in front of the TV or my PC. 3 days of doing nothing. 3 days of bumming around. 3 days din na walang ligo at walang toothbrush! hahahahah :P
For 3 days (oo 3 days na!) I practically did nothing...even my food was served where I was...tamad ito! Not that there was any shoratge of gimik but its just that I declined every invitation that I got...even the trip to my dentist was cancelled! Hahaha ganun ako katamad! Besides, gastos lang yun. That's it. No more kwento...my brain is still on restday mode!
Happy Thought
from Paulo Coehlo
You have to take risks. We will only understand the miracle of life fully when we allow the unexpected to happen. Everyday God gives us the sun -- and also one moment in which we have the ability to change everything that makes us unhappy. Everyday, we try to pretend that we haven't perceived that moment, that it doesn't exist -- that today is the same as yesterday and will be the same as tomorrow. But if people really pay attention to their daily lives, they will discover that magic moment. It may arrive in the instant when we are doing something mundane, like putting our front door key in the lock; it may lie hidden in the quiet that follows the lunch hour or in the thousand and one things that all seem the same to us. But that moment exists -- a moment when all the
power of the stars becomes a part of us and enables us to perform miracles. Joy is sometimes a blessing, but it is often a conquest. Our magic moment helps us to change and sends us off in search of our dreams. Yes, we are going to suffer, we will have difficult times, and we will experience many disappointments -- but all of this is transitory; it leaves no permanent mark. And one day we will look back with pride and faith at the journey we have taken. Pitiful is the person who is afraid of taking risks. Perhaps this person will never be disappointed or disillusioned; perhaps she won't suffer the way people do when they have a dream to follow. But when that person looks back -- and at some point everyone looks back -- she will hear her heart saying, "What have you done with the miracles that God planted in your days?
What have you done with the miracles that God planted in your days? What have you done with the talents God bestowed on you? You buried yourself in a cave because you
were fearful of losing those talents. So this is your heritage: the certainty that
you wasted your life."
Just got out of a 4 day rest day wherein 3 days were spent either in front of the TV or my PC. 3 days of doing nothing. 3 days of bumming around. 3 days din na walang ligo at walang toothbrush! hahahahah :P
For 3 days (oo 3 days na!) I practically did nothing...even my food was served where I was...tamad ito! Not that there was any shoratge of gimik but its just that I declined every invitation that I got...even the trip to my dentist was cancelled! Hahaha ganun ako katamad! Besides, gastos lang yun. That's it. No more kwento...my brain is still on restday mode!
Happy Thought
from Paulo Coehlo
You have to take risks. We will only understand the miracle of life fully when we allow the unexpected to happen. Everyday God gives us the sun -- and also one moment in which we have the ability to change everything that makes us unhappy. Everyday, we try to pretend that we haven't perceived that moment, that it doesn't exist -- that today is the same as yesterday and will be the same as tomorrow. But if people really pay attention to their daily lives, they will discover that magic moment. It may arrive in the instant when we are doing something mundane, like putting our front door key in the lock; it may lie hidden in the quiet that follows the lunch hour or in the thousand and one things that all seem the same to us. But that moment exists -- a moment when all the
power of the stars becomes a part of us and enables us to perform miracles. Joy is sometimes a blessing, but it is often a conquest. Our magic moment helps us to change and sends us off in search of our dreams. Yes, we are going to suffer, we will have difficult times, and we will experience many disappointments -- but all of this is transitory; it leaves no permanent mark. And one day we will look back with pride and faith at the journey we have taken. Pitiful is the person who is afraid of taking risks. Perhaps this person will never be disappointed or disillusioned; perhaps she won't suffer the way people do when they have a dream to follow. But when that person looks back -- and at some point everyone looks back -- she will hear her heart saying, "What have you done with the miracles that God planted in your days?
What have you done with the miracles that God planted in your days? What have you done with the talents God bestowed on you? You buried yourself in a cave because you
were fearful of losing those talents. So this is your heritage: the certainty that
you wasted your life."
Jul 12, 2004
Pronunciation: [ê-pis-tê-'mah-lê-jee or -ji]
Definition 1: (Philosophy) The study of the nature of knowledge: suppositions, conclusions, and all that happens in between—how we know things; the structure of knowledge itself.
Are we all Epistemologists since we seek knowledge: suppositions, conclusions, and all that happens in between....
then what are we really looking for? what goal are we trying to achieve? What ultimate knowledge are we trying to gain?
Definition 1: (Philosophy) The study of the nature of knowledge: suppositions, conclusions, and all that happens in between—how we know things; the structure of knowledge itself.
Are we all Epistemologists since we seek knowledge: suppositions, conclusions, and all that happens in between....
then what are we really looking for? what goal are we trying to achieve? What ultimate knowledge are we trying to gain?
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ppsstttt si Ara at Christian ang nagkatuluyan...hahahaha but I didnt get to watch their version of the wedding..yung kay Ara and Leo lang when ABS had a special show just for their version of the wedding last saturday....hahahaha told you I was bored! I'm not a fan of any of the stars in the teleserye..but Jericho is cute..hhhmmmm...but I like the song from where the title was derived...I AM A SHARON FAN! ha! wlang kokontra!
SANA'Y WALA NG WAKAS
(Sharon Cuneta)
Sana'y wala ng wakas
Kung pag-ibig ay wagas
Paglalambing sa'yong piling
Ay ligaya kong walang kahambing
Kung 'di malimot ng tadhana
Bigyang-tuldok ang ating ligaya
Walang hanggan ay hahamakin
Pagka't walang katapusan kitang iibigin
Kahit na ilang tinik ay kaya kong tapakan
Kung 'yan ang paraan upang landas mo'y masundan
Kahit ilang ulit ako'y iyong saktan
Hindi kita maaaring iwanan
Kahit ilang awit ay aking aawitin
Hanggang ang himig ko'y maging himig mo na rin
Kahit ilang dagat ang dapat tawirin
Higit pa riyan ang aking gagawin
Sana'y wala ng wakas
Kapag hapdi ay lumipas
Ang mahalaga ngayon ay pag-asa
Dala ng pag-ibig saksi buong daigdig
Kung 'di malimot ng tadhana
Bigyang-tuldok ang ating ligaya
Walang hanggan ay hahamakin
Pagka't walang katapusan kitang iibigin
Kahit na ilang tinik ay kaya kong tapakan
Kung 'yan ang paraan upang landas mo'y masundan
Kahit ilang ulit ako'y iyong saktan
Hindi kita maaaring iwanan
Kahit ilang awit ay aking aawitin
Hanggang ang himig ko'y maging himig mo na rin
Kahit ilang dagat ang dapat tawirin
Higit pa riyan ang aking gagawin
'Di lamang pag-ibig ko
'Di lamang ang buhay ko'y ibibigay
Sa ngalan ng pag-ibig mo
Higit pa riyan aking mahal ang alay ko
Jul 11, 2004
Wackiness: 28/100
Rationality: 42/100
Constructiveness: 34/100
Leadership: 46/100
You are an SEDF--Sober Emotional Destructive Follower. This makes you an evil genius. You are extremely focused and difficult to distract from your tasks. With luck, you have learned to channel your energies into improving your intellect, rather than destroying the weak and unsuspecting.
Your friends may find you remote and a hard nut to crack. Few of your peers know you very well--even those you have known a long time--because you have expert control of the face you put forth to the world. You prefer to observe, calculate, discern and decide. Your decisions are final, and your desire to be right is impenetrable.
You are not to be messed with. You may explode.
kaboom!
WHAT IS AN AMBIGRAM?
An ambigram is a word written in such a way that it is legible both rightside-up and upside-down. Ambigrams are an ancient artform. Ambi means "both" and gram means "word".
In front of my pc the whole day trying to fix my blog--err I think destroy it is a more apt word. So far nothing kaya I decided to stop nalang...I'm on my 3rd rest day...I was "given" a 4 day rest day this week due to the new SME sked. Kainis if I had known na I'd have 4 days to rest I would've planned something like go out of town or go on an all night gimik...hay, so far the only gimik I had gone to was last friday's usual movie night...
Rationality: 42/100
Constructiveness: 34/100
Leadership: 46/100
You are an SEDF--Sober Emotional Destructive Follower. This makes you an evil genius. You are extremely focused and difficult to distract from your tasks. With luck, you have learned to channel your energies into improving your intellect, rather than destroying the weak and unsuspecting.
Your friends may find you remote and a hard nut to crack. Few of your peers know you very well--even those you have known a long time--because you have expert control of the face you put forth to the world. You prefer to observe, calculate, discern and decide. Your decisions are final, and your desire to be right is impenetrable.
You are not to be messed with. You may explode.
kaboom!
WHAT IS AN AMBIGRAM?
An ambigram is a word written in such a way that it is legible both rightside-up and upside-down. Ambigrams are an ancient artform. Ambi means "both" and gram means "word".
In front of my pc the whole day trying to fix my blog--err I think destroy it is a more apt word. So far nothing kaya I decided to stop nalang...I'm on my 3rd rest day...I was "given" a 4 day rest day this week due to the new SME sked. Kainis if I had known na I'd have 4 days to rest I would've planned something like go out of town or go on an all night gimik...hay, so far the only gimik I had gone to was last friday's usual movie night...
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