Something funny:

Girls...you need these...pick up lines with rebuffs for you!

HE: Can I buy you a drink?
SHE: Actually I'd rather have the money.

HE: I'm a photographer. I've been looking for a face like yours.
SHE: I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been looking for a face like yours.

HE: Hi. Didn't we go on a date once? Or was it twice?
SHE: Must've been once. I never make the same mistake twice.

HE: How did you get to be so beautiful?
SHE: I must've been given your share.

HE: Will you go out with me this Saturday?
SHE: Sorry. I'm having a headache this weekend.

HE: Your face must turn a few heads.
SHE: And your face must turn a few stomachs.

HE: Go on ,don't be shy. Ask me out.
SHE: Okay, get out.

HE: I think I could make you very happy.
SHE: Why? Are you leaving?

HE: What would you say if I asked you to marry me?
SHE: Nothing. I can't talk and laugh at the same time.

HE: Can I have your name?
SHE: Why? Don't you already have one?

HE: Shall we go see a movie?
SHE: I've already seen it.

HE: Where have you been all my life?
SHE: Hiding from you.

HE: Haven't I seen you some place before?
SHE: Yes. That's why I don't go there anymore.

HE: Is this seat empty?
SHE: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down.

HE: So, what do you do for a living?
SHE: I'm a female impersonator.

HE: Hey baby, what's your sign?
SHE: Do not enter.

HE: Your body is like a temple.
SHE: Sorry, there are no services today.

HE: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy.
SHE: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing.

HE: Where have you been all my life?
SHE: Where I'll be the rest of your life in your wildest dreams.


This whole week (since monday) has been a fairly good week for me..thank you God thank you. although there are still bouts of loneliness and emotional breakdowns I feel that I've somehow just taken my first baby step into recovery. But let's not rejoice...the road to recovery is still long and treacherous ...but i hope and pray otherwise...please

Last wednesday-err, technically thursday since it was around 2am na. Ces and I went to Absinth. Well, kirk's patience paid off (in teaching me how to dance) and I'd like to think na i can move na to the music fairly well. Konti pang practice. That was my first time to dance and my first time to drink beer. yep, you read that right. my first time. Sure, I've drank other kinds of liquor before. Tequila, vodka, gin...all shots lang but never beer and never a whole bottle. why? because I hated the smell of beer. hehehehe...so since i was in a bar and yun na rin iniinom ni ces e di sige yun na din sa akin da ba! Alas, the newbie in my showed in the end. I got tipsy after 1 bottle ***hehehehehe*** Gimme a break, pers taym no! Konti pang practice. And practice I did, Saturday night, met up for dinner with beng and Josh in Eastwood. Beng, as usual, had to go home at 12mn before maging pumpkin yung car nya. Josh and I got out of jack's Loft and went around Eastwood to look for a place where we can drink. Drank 2 bottles of beer before I felt dizzy. I nursed the first one kaya tumagal hehehehe...Josh was giving me pointers pa

QUEEN(KING) OF PAIN

There's a little black spot on the sun today
It's the same old thing as yesterday
There's a black hat caught in a high tree top
There's a flag-pole rag and the wind won't

stop

I have stood here before inside the pouring rain
With the world turning circles running 'round my brain
I guess I'm always hoping that you'll end this reign
But it's my destiny to be the queen of pain
There's a fossil that's trapped in a high cliff wall
That's my soul up there
There's a dead salmon frozen in a waterfall
That's my soul up there
There's a blue whale beached by a springtime's ebb
That's my soul up there
There's a butterfly trapped in a spider's web

I have stood here before inside the pouring rain
With the world turning circles running 'round my brain
I guess I'm always hoping that you'll end this reign
But it's my destiny to be the queen of pain

There's a queen on a throne with his eyes torn out
There's a blind man looking for a shadow of doubt
There's a rich man sleeping on a golden bed
There's a skeleton choking on a crust of bread

There's a red fox torn by a huntsman's pack
There's a black-winged gull with a broken back
There's a little black spot on the sun today
It's the same old thing as yesterday

I have stood here before inside the pouring rain
With the world turning circles running 'round my brain
I guess I'm always hoping that you'll end this reign
But it's my destiny to be the queen of pain

Queen of pain
I'll always be queen of pain
I'll always be queen of pain


I am so scared to trust and love again. I dont want to get hurt anymore at all. i dont want to give my heart and be vulnerable ever again. i do not want to go through this anymore, please let there be no more heartaches...

Ewww! Isn't that the pervert?"

-Paris Hilton, when asked to pose with R. Kelly after the Grammy's. Unbeknownst to Paris, Mr. Kelly was right behind her.

Jon sent me this.....sakit...

"For you bell..."

Notes from the heart and mind of a genius

Sometimes, in our relentless efforts to find the person we love we fail to recognize and appreciate the people who love us. We miss out on so many beautiful things and simply because we allow ourselves to be enslaved by our own selfish concerns. Go for the man of deeds and not for the man of words for you will find rewarding happiness not with the man you love but the man who loves you more.

The best lovers are those capable of loving from a distance far enough to allow the person to grow, but never too far to feel the love deep within your being.

TO LET GO OF SOMEONE DOESN'T MEAN YOU HAVE TO STOP LOVING, IT ONLY MEANS
THAT YOU ALLOW THAT PERSON TO FIND HIS OWN HAPPINESS WITHOUT EXPECTING
HIM TO COME BACK.

Letting go is not just setting the other person free, but it is also setting yourself free from all bitterness, hatred, and anger that keep in your heart. Do not let the bitterness scare away your strength and weaken your faith, and never allow pain to dishearten you, but rather let yourself grow with wisdom in bearing it. You may find peace in just loving someone from a distance not expecting anything in return. But be careful, for this can sustain life but can never give enough room for us to grow.

We can all survive with just beautiful memories of the past but real peace and happiness come only with open acceptance of what reality is today. There comes a time in our lives when we chance upon someone so nice and beautiful and we just find ourselves getting so intensely attracted to that person.

This feeling soon become a part of our everyday lives and eventually consumes our thoughts and actions. The sad part of it is when we begin to realize that this person feels nothing more for us than just a friendship.

We start our desperate attempt to get noticed and be closer but in the end our efforts are still unrewarded and we end up being sorry for ourselves.

You don't have to forget someone you love. What you need to learn is how to accept the verdict of reality without being bitter or sorry for yourself.

Believe me, you would be better off giving that dedication and love to someone more deserving. Don't let your heart run your life, be sensible and let your mind speak for itself. Listen not only to your feelings but to reason as well. Always remember that if you lose someone today, it means that someone better is coming tomorrow: If you lose love that doesn't mean that you failed in love. Cry if you have to, but make it sure that the tears wash away the hurt and the bitterness that the past has left with you.

Let go of yesterday and love will find its way back to you. And when it does, pray that it may be the love that will stay and last a lifetime. There are two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is though everything is a miracle.

Albert Einstein
(1879-1955)

"Sometimes I wish I had never met you because then I could go to bed at night not knowing there was someone like you out there."

the past 2 days have been "good days" for me. hope it lasts...

I realize the other day that I'm getting dependent with my anti-depressant pill. The other day when I wasn't able to drink my medicine, I found myself agitated. So even if I was minutes away nalang from being late sa work, I went to the drug store (which seemed to be an oasis) and bought my needed miracle drug...tsk tsk tsk...I think I should learn na how not to be too dependent on my medicines....baaaddddd.....sick sick sick sick....

Carroll called me kanina all the way from Taiwan. I thought he just wanted to say hi yun pala he wanted to verify a kwento that he heard. Thanks for the concern Karla and Carroll :) I appreciate it...mwah!

For those who doesn't know, Carroll (is a guy) is my immediate ex. ha! labels! when can we do without them!?!?!?! I owe this a guy a lot and its nice to know na we're good friends na now. very good friends indeed. This guy does not fail to amaze me always. He also doesn't forget my pasalubongs too ;) I've told other people that with all of my exes Carroll was the only ex that I wanted to get back with. Not including my recent ex. Those 2 men would always be part of my life that I would never forget and would want to go back to if given a chance. (No Carroll, this is not a hint!I was not implying anything. hahahaha).

But as of now, I am a man hater. I do not see myself ever committing again. No more na. Pagod na ko. I'm not a masochist. I do not want to see myself this messed up again. So I guess my dream of having a child of my own would either be shelved or may be I can turn to adoption nalang..if they let me. Or maybe I'll find a very handsome and matalino na guy to father my kid. hahahahaha!!! The hopeless romantic has become hopeless na.

"Sometimes no relationship is more desirable than the one you can’t have" (Object of my affection)

Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again; skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts

I'm losing my grip again...i'm soooooo tired na...im wish that I can just end it...


“Letting go isn't a one-time thing, it's something you have to do everyday, over and over again.”

.....so many times i've wondered where i've gone
and how i found my way back in
i look around awhile for something lost
maybe i'll find it in the end

And I'm feelin' the same way all over again
Feelin' the same way all over again
Singin' the same lines all over again
No matter how much I pretend

Feelin' the same way all over again
Feelin' the same way all over again
Singin' the same lines all over again
No matter how much I pretend
No matter how much I pretend