the mil told us that we had to go bring the kids back to pque late Sunday so we headed off to Fun Ranch around mid afternoon. half epic fail it was. we'd usually go there first thing in the morning to avoid the rush of kids going there (yea a kids place to avoid kids) in the afernoon but then again, it was the only place i could think of at that time plus that there was a sale I wanted to go to. (paging Frontera Verde admin: more parking slots please!)

the kids and I got off and waited till Ace found a parking spot.it took him 30mins to find one!we almost gave up and we were s'posed to leave na when I saw Ace walking towards where we were waiting for him. sa wakas! i was tired na from making my 2 kids saway coz they wanted to ride the carousel or buy french fries or ride the horsey or follow the yellow balloon! kapagod!

Alessi wanted to get on the rides but past experiences tell me that im just gonna waste money if I buy tokens for this since takot si Alessi sa rides. Active fun was puno so we went to the barn across it and while they played sa mini play area nila I went shopping for a few minutes. got those corner covers and a new binder since the old one that I have is not only missing but also pokes me at my ribs when I use it. sakit e. after a few more ikots and since in less than an hour pagod na kme we decided to go home na...whew.

in the car Igo was teasing his kuya when he kept on trying to "kiss" his kuya. igo's kiss means lots of laway that his kuya hates. hhaaayyy kaya kahit super kulit ng mga anak ko I miss them everytime they're not with me :( kahit super sakit ng likod ko at ng ulo..spending time with them and hearing their laughs and getting laway-ed up compensates for all the aches

The Expanded Breastfeeding Promotion Act (RA 10028): Support for Breastfeeding Mothers in the Workplace

The Expanded Breastfeeding Promotion Act (RA 10028): Support for Breastfeeding Mothers in the Workplace

natutong mag timpi si Belinda

while malling w my sons, a lady tried to overtake us and she accidentally bumped her bag into my son's head. of course nagreklamo si Alessi and the girl did apologize but she lashed out: i said i was sorry ok? it was no one's fault we didnt see each other..." sabe ko: did I say anything? sabe nya: your face!?!?! tas sabe ko: of course you hit my son what do you expect?! sabe nya: i said i was sorry....kesyo kesyo....me: fine sige go!im with my son dont ruin my day and she walked away but stopped and looked back when she was at the dulo of the row of stores...

kapal..sya na nga yung nakabunggo sya pa yung nagalit...some people tlaga

sometimes i just feel like moving to another country, change my name, and start a new life.

There are days,
there are days when your life clouds over
and the world gets so dark
that all at once you can't tell night from day.

There are times,
when your heart cries 'this isn't happening',
but the truth is cold and real
and I know this storm won't go away.

S&R Days

there are times when i just want to spend the whole day sa S&R....some..or all of you...might not even understand what I am saying...basta...i love doing the grocery and in my opinion...S&r is my indulge grocery place...when I want candy bars that you cant find here or candies or chocolates that I wanna buy in bulk i go there...if i need toilet paper...lots of toilet paper, that is. i go to s&R....when I want pizza or their roasted chicken...i go to s&r...i know its mababaw and im guessing you're still not getting it...basta..its like my indulge place..of course for food lang no.....bah! i dont get the point of this entry. lekat

what do you need

march pa ko nagsasabe ngayon mo lang tinanong kung kelan wla na kong paki

why o why couldnt steve jobs just make my life easy!? i know props for inventing ipod the mother of his I inventions. it saved me from always lugging my cds from one place to another (its heavy!) but then again why couldnt you just allow more than 1 ipod per computer?! damot. ive been painfully fixing my playlists and for a techbobo like me its like PAAAAAIIINNNN...i plug my classic ipod mini in my pc my itouch as well (i just auth and deauth it everytime) then my nano in my laptop. yea i know..why i have 3? i guess it just piled up and voila! i was thinking of selling them until i realized I can hypnotize my son to stay still for like 15mins w my itouch! so i use my itouch for all those apps (do they have apps that make money din? and that make you thin na din) and some songs then my nano for my songs and the mini for songs for the little ones as well.

my 2 sons have been keeping my hands full..overflowing actually...ive been sleeping in the morning as soon as I get home from work then I wake up at noon so I can help feed the kids. We only have 1 yaya and in about a week it'll be just me and the kids. The yaya will be gone for a week for her kid's wedding so good luck to me!

I actually welcome that 1 week w/o yaya since ive been lamenting that my kids call yaya "mommy or mama" already since I spend most of my time at work (grumble grumble). hopefully that 1 week would be enough for my kids especially the bunso to weaned from yaya and he can start sleeping w me again. its been months since my bunso slept beside me at night coz no matter what I do he cries when he doesnt get to sleep w his yaya :( and no amount of bola or soothing will make him stop...breaks my heart everytime

so i hope for the best...i'll be stocking on Zoloft, Naproxen, Vit B12, D throw in Vit E for my skin

what's is next?

its the start of Baseball season...and I come alive...***kilig***

ive been buying books like there's no tomorrow. every week i've a minimum of 3 new books since i managed to finish them all by the week after hehehe ive been wishing for a bigger space for my books plus my burgeoning collection of dvds as well...oh well when I get my own house ill build myself my very own library just as how ive been dreaming of it since I was a kid and im gonna spend hours and hours of my day smelling old pages of my books...heaven

what can I do to help

im getting tired

its a thankless job and I dont want to forever do it

im getting tired

especially when you dont have a support system to back you up

im getting tired

of people asking why instead of standing up w me and helping out

im getting tired

of helping other people and I get nothing in return

im getting tired of picking up the slack from other people

im getting tired

of people asking why instead of what

you

i stayed up all night
i watched all the shows but i couldnt remember what they were
i wrote down all the words but i couldnt decipher them
i puffed all the cigs but my lips got burnt and i didnt even mind it
i drank all the coke but it wouldnt satisfy me

only you will
and i hope you feel the same way

i hope that you have sleepless nights about me
i pray you live through days and nights as if you were a zombie
i implore that see the faces in front of you like they were mirror images

and i know that i have hurt you just as you had hurt me

while working early monday morning i got sick. wanted to go home coz my back was killing me but i couldnt. not when i had tons of things to do. 'round 11 i couldnt hunker down my shoulders anymore. not when i was already seeing double. so i went home thinking that I still had a lot of things to do. by nightfall i knew i couldnt go to work. i called in sick. i was sick but i couldnt sleep. why? bec i was thinking of work. i was getting sick bec of work and yet I was still thinking about it. i barely have enough time for myself and my kids all because of my thankless job and there I was thinking about it. fuck.