Just to help you out (major hint!) 
(updated!)
Books:
Ipod Accesories:
Griffin iTrip 
Xtreme Mac Air Play Transmitter
Navi Pro Ex (for a tamad like me) 
Armband (Pink, please)
DVD:
Aug 13, 2005
Jul 29, 2005
I stumbled on this blog entitled: How To Get Your Ex Back ...i stumbled and stumbled and down hill I went laughing my heart out
Jul 28, 2005
I'm balagoong na! 2 tags in a row
I was tagged again by my OLD friend Tin (who I miss by the way.......) and by the ADOBE and ADOBO master Glyph
what are the things you enjoy, even when no one around you wants to go out and play?
1. shopping alone
2. quiet time
3. watching tv the whooooollllllle day
4. reading a good book
5. dvd marathon
what lowers your stress / bloodpressure / anxiety level?
1. listening to josh groban or secret garden tunes in my ipod...that's it pansit!
tag 5 friends and ask them to post it in theirs.
i quit. i don't wanna play anymore. so I'll spare my friends.
I was tagged again by my OLD friend Tin (who I miss by the way.......) and by the ADOBE and ADOBO master Glyph
what are the things you enjoy, even when no one around you wants to go out and play?
1. shopping alone
2. quiet time
3. watching tv the whooooollllllle day
4. reading a good book
5. dvd marathon
what lowers your stress / bloodpressure / anxiety level?
1. listening to josh groban or secret garden tunes in my ipod...that's it pansit!
tag 5 friends and ask them to post it in theirs.
i quit. i don't wanna play anymore. so I'll spare my friends.
INXS:
Jul 18, 2005
I'm it
three names you go by:
1. Belinda
2. Belle
3. Maribel
...and i can go on and on and on
three screen names you have had:
1. hundun
2. hundun
3. Audrey Hepburn (...sssshh!)
three physical things you like about yourself:
1. i'm panget
2. i'm so panget
3. i'm panget talaga
three physical things you don't like about yourself:
1. height
2. upper arms (blame it on my genes!)
3. my thighs
three parts of your heritage:
1. mulatto
2. spanish
3. chinese
three things that scare you:
1. death
2. growing old alone
3. heights
three of your everyday essentials:
1. alcohol spritzer
2. hand lotion
3. born lippy lip balm
three of your favorite musical artists:
1. Faith Evans
2. Josh Groban
3. jane monheit
three of your favorite songs:
1. moon river (ALL TIME FAVORITE)
2. journey by angela zhang
3. as time goes by (ALL TIME FAVORITE)
three things you want in a relationship:
1. love
2. respect
3. faithfulness
three lies and truths in no particular order:
lies:
1. that i am fat
2. that i am not cute
3. that the world is round
truth:
1. that i am sexy ;)
2. that i am gullible
3. that no matter what I do i would still be pretty
three physical things about the opposite sex that appeals to you:
1. smile
2. way he carries himself
3. does the way he speaks count?
three of your favorite hobbies:
1. reading
2. fixing my stuff
3. is shopping a hobby????
three things you want to do really badly now:
1. a relaxing massage
2. shop till I drop
3. sleep
three careers you're considering/you've considered:
1. criminal lawyer
2. CSI
3. Air Force Pilot
three places you want to go on vacation:
1. Amanpulo
2. Boracay
3. Hilton Maldives
three kid's names you like: (sorry ha malabo ung question, so i'll take it as names i would like to name my kids in the future)
1. rhemarco
2. maritina
3. georgianna
three things you want to do before you die:
1. have my own family
2. breath
3. not die?
three ways that you are stereotypically a boy:
1. this is
2. absolutely
3. absurd
three ways that you are stereotypically a girl:
1. this is
2. absolutely
3. absurd
three celeb crushes:
1. Christian Bautista
2. Chris Evans
3. kevin spacey
my turn to tag...
three people that i would like to see take this quiz:
1. Tin
2. Ace
3. Bagets
three names you go by:
1. Belinda
2. Belle
3. Maribel
...and i can go on and on and on
three screen names you have had:
1. hundun
2. hundun
3. Audrey Hepburn (...sssshh!)
three physical things you like about yourself:
1. i'm panget
2. i'm so panget
3. i'm panget talaga
three physical things you don't like about yourself:
1. height
2. upper arms (blame it on my genes!)
3. my thighs
three parts of your heritage:
1. mulatto
2. spanish
3. chinese
three things that scare you:
1. death
2. growing old alone
3. heights
three of your everyday essentials:
1. alcohol spritzer
2. hand lotion
3. born lippy lip balm
three of your favorite musical artists:
1. Faith Evans
2. Josh Groban
3. jane monheit
three of your favorite songs:
1. moon river (ALL TIME FAVORITE)
2. journey by angela zhang
3. as time goes by (ALL TIME FAVORITE)
three things you want in a relationship:
1. love
2. respect
3. faithfulness
three lies and truths in no particular order:
lies:
1. that i am fat
2. that i am not cute
3. that the world is round
truth:
1. that i am sexy ;)
2. that i am gullible
3. that no matter what I do i would still be pretty
three physical things about the opposite sex that appeals to you:
1. smile
2. way he carries himself
3. does the way he speaks count?
three of your favorite hobbies:
1. reading
2. fixing my stuff
3. is shopping a hobby????
three things you want to do really badly now:
1. a relaxing massage
2. shop till I drop
3. sleep
three careers you're considering/you've considered:
1. criminal lawyer
2. CSI
3. Air Force Pilot
three places you want to go on vacation:
1. Amanpulo
2. Boracay
3. Hilton Maldives
three kid's names you like: (sorry ha malabo ung question, so i'll take it as names i would like to name my kids in the future)
1. rhemarco
2. maritina
3. georgianna
three things you want to do before you die:
1. have my own family
2. breath
3. not die?
three ways that you are stereotypically a boy:
1. this is
2. absolutely
3. absurd
three ways that you are stereotypically a girl:
1. this is
2. absolutely
3. absurd
three celeb crushes:
1. Christian Bautista
2. Chris Evans
3. kevin spacey
my turn to tag...
three people that i would like to see take this quiz:
1. Tin
2. Ace
3. Bagets
Jul 13, 2005
Jul 4, 2005
During a Today's show host Matt Lauer with Tom Cruise, Lauer mentioned Cruise's earlier criticism of Brooke Shields for taking anti-depressants, Cruise told the "Today" show co-host he didn't know what he was talking about.
"You don't know the history of psychiatry. I do," Cruise said.
The interview became more heated when Lauer, who said he knew people who had been helped by the attention-deficit disorder drug Ritalin, asked Cruise about the effects of the drug.
"Matt, Matt, you don't even -- you're glib," Cruise responded. "You don't even know what Ritalin is. If you start talking about chemical imbalance, you have to evaluate and read the research papers on how they came up with these theories, Matt, OK. That's what I've done."
I used to totally luurrvv Tom Cruise...until he left Nicole...I used to still like Tom Cruise...his movie was the reason why I wanted to be a TopGun...why I wanted to go to Fightertown to study...i used to totally be inlove with him (and who wouldn't?!?!?!?) until he argued with Matt Lauer and said that taking anti depressants is "wrong" according to Scientology. This guy obviously doesn't know what he is talking about. Obviously you have never been depressed.
I have and believe you me exercise does NOT help. So shut yer fuckin' trap and just do what you do best...flash your 1,000 watt smile.
Jul 3, 2005
"Did I do anything wrong today, or has the world
always been like this and I've been too wrapped up
in myself to notice?" Arthur Dent / Douglas Adams
For Susan Roces, advice from ‘Sabrina’
By Victor Alfred A. Villano
INQ7.net
NOT BEING a big fan of many Filipino movies, I can't really say whether Susan Roces' June 29 performance—both her speech and her replies to reporters' questions— was one of her best. Yet one cannot help but be of two minds about what Ms. Roces had to say.
On the one hand, her words, passionate and angry, were certainly powerful. That line about Mrs. Arroyo stealing the presidency "not once, but twice" was a real zinger: you could almost feel a blade cutting through the president’s skin, slowly, blood oozing out with every utterance. And that reply to a question about what Mrs. Arroyo called the “sacrifice” that was her husband's impending exile? (Ms. Roces disavowed any knowledge of the president's marital history.) A masterful display of excoriation by ridicule.
On the other hand, Ms. Roces' words could also be seen in a different light: powerful though they may have been, one could see them as expressions of a widow’s pent-up frustrations, finally given plausible reason for release (plausible, because to be fair, Mrs. Arroyo’s guilt has yet to be established). What we saw may well have been the fury of a woman at least thrice scorned—by the courts, by fate (her husband’s death), and now, by the Gloria-gate tapes. Her performance, seen from this angle, was more rabble-rousing rant than speech; more cutting riposte than reflective response.
But whatever one makes of her performance, what was truly striking about Ms. Roces was her evasiveness on the question of what her followers—whom she considers, perhaps a bit presumptuously, to be the entire Filipino nation—should do. Rouse the rabble she may have done, but to what end? To bring the government down? Apparently-- unless you are willing to believe that the point of the whole Club Filipino spectacle (spectacular?) was to allow Ms. Roces some venue for, um, "emotional release."
If regime change was the goal, how did Ms. Roces propose that it be achieved? Mum was the word on that score, at least at first. Say what you must about legal adviser Harriet Demetriou’s hairdo, but the woman knows her law. Ms. Roces mentioned—or maybe hinted--that she left the means for toppling the government to that apparently homogenous--and apparently very, very much affronted--gob called “The People.”
But who are "The People"? Rez Cortez? Elly Pamatong? Me? Oh yes, maybe she meant that other HGLE (homogenous gob-like entity):"The Masses."
At one point in her speech, Ms. Roces cried: "Tuloy ang laban!” The struggle must go on. (Much like "the show?" one wonders). Ms. Roces’s intentions were exposed, to my mind, by her reply to a reporter who asked if she was calling for people to take to the streets. She noted that the reporter seemed quite eager for this to happen, then said something that might well have been a line in one of her late husband’s, or maybe Eddie Garcia's, movies. Voice quivering, she declared: "Umpisahan mo, tatapusin ko!" In other words: let the gob well up in the streets, and then… then I shall lead it!
Showbiz, as we all know, has long ago reached the political big-time in this country. But this is getting seriously ridiculous. Ms. Roces would be well-advised to do what Harrison Ford once told his frantic on-screen mother in his otherwise forgettable remake of "Sabrina": Take a pill.
Afterword
On a lighter note, if "The People" are a "gob", what would one call the individual citizen, a goblin? Given Filipinos' recent political history, one wonders whether we are, all of us, a nation of self-destructive goblins--mischievous and ugly demons.
always been like this and I've been too wrapped up
in myself to notice?" Arthur Dent / Douglas Adams
For Susan Roces, advice from ‘Sabrina’
By Victor Alfred A. Villano
INQ7.net
NOT BEING a big fan of many Filipino movies, I can't really say whether Susan Roces' June 29 performance—both her speech and her replies to reporters' questions— was one of her best. Yet one cannot help but be of two minds about what Ms. Roces had to say.
On the one hand, her words, passionate and angry, were certainly powerful. That line about Mrs. Arroyo stealing the presidency "not once, but twice" was a real zinger: you could almost feel a blade cutting through the president’s skin, slowly, blood oozing out with every utterance. And that reply to a question about what Mrs. Arroyo called the “sacrifice” that was her husband's impending exile? (Ms. Roces disavowed any knowledge of the president's marital history.) A masterful display of excoriation by ridicule.
On the other hand, Ms. Roces' words could also be seen in a different light: powerful though they may have been, one could see them as expressions of a widow’s pent-up frustrations, finally given plausible reason for release (plausible, because to be fair, Mrs. Arroyo’s guilt has yet to be established). What we saw may well have been the fury of a woman at least thrice scorned—by the courts, by fate (her husband’s death), and now, by the Gloria-gate tapes. Her performance, seen from this angle, was more rabble-rousing rant than speech; more cutting riposte than reflective response.
But whatever one makes of her performance, what was truly striking about Ms. Roces was her evasiveness on the question of what her followers—whom she considers, perhaps a bit presumptuously, to be the entire Filipino nation—should do. Rouse the rabble she may have done, but to what end? To bring the government down? Apparently-- unless you are willing to believe that the point of the whole Club Filipino spectacle (spectacular?) was to allow Ms. Roces some venue for, um, "emotional release."
If regime change was the goal, how did Ms. Roces propose that it be achieved? Mum was the word on that score, at least at first. Say what you must about legal adviser Harriet Demetriou’s hairdo, but the woman knows her law. Ms. Roces mentioned—or maybe hinted--that she left the means for toppling the government to that apparently homogenous--and apparently very, very much affronted--gob called “The People.”
But who are "The People"? Rez Cortez? Elly Pamatong? Me? Oh yes, maybe she meant that other HGLE (homogenous gob-like entity):"The Masses."
At one point in her speech, Ms. Roces cried: "Tuloy ang laban!” The struggle must go on. (Much like "the show?" one wonders). Ms. Roces’s intentions were exposed, to my mind, by her reply to a reporter who asked if she was calling for people to take to the streets. She noted that the reporter seemed quite eager for this to happen, then said something that might well have been a line in one of her late husband’s, or maybe Eddie Garcia's, movies. Voice quivering, she declared: "Umpisahan mo, tatapusin ko!" In other words: let the gob well up in the streets, and then… then I shall lead it!
Showbiz, as we all know, has long ago reached the political big-time in this country. But this is getting seriously ridiculous. Ms. Roces would be well-advised to do what Harrison Ford once told his frantic on-screen mother in his otherwise forgettable remake of "Sabrina": Take a pill.
Afterword
On a lighter note, if "The People" are a "gob", what would one call the individual citizen, a goblin? Given Filipinos' recent political history, one wonders whether we are, all of us, a nation of self-destructive goblins--mischievous and ugly demons.
Jul 1, 2005
"You have created a monster, and it will destroy you!" (Dr. Waldman, Frankenstein)
such a telenovela..orchestrated by such a masterful hand with all its twists and subplots all coming into place...and I a mere citizen just my head in utter dismay...NOT AGAIN...
I do not understand why, in God's name (thou shall not take the Lord God's name in vain), should one take into the streets for supposedly "his small voice as a masa" to be heard. I have never believed in taking to the streets for whatever
purpose it may serve...lest its a 10 mile marathon to raise money for some charitable cause...or a street party for happy times like the new year or town fiesta...shouting at the top of your voice has never been an answer to an argument...yes you can be heard amidst the din of all the drum roll and
shouts BUT ARE YOU LISTENED TO? Will it actually make a difference if you parade in one busy boulevard and wave make shift banners with the sentiments of your "heart" etched on it? For the dreary masses, they say that it is. For the street parliamentarians, they it is. Look at EDSA 1 and 2 and ~ugh~ 3...and please no more 4 or 5 or 6...another one would be an utter sacrilage to what martial law generations stood for back in 1986...it would be sacrilage to what the much much much older street parliamentarians stood for back in the days of the Spanish Revolution led by Bonifacio, who, as we know, is also "masa". Take to the streets for a cause that is beyond political and selfish causes..take to the streets beyond your neighbor's or your kumpare's cause..take to the streets because your very living is threatened..take to the streets because you have no option but to do so because lack of action will take away the very basic right of every human being...freedom...freedom to live the life you want...unless that happens..work..for God's sake work..and work hard while you are at it!
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such a telenovela..orchestrated by such a masterful hand with all its twists and subplots all coming into place...and I a mere citizen just my head in utter dismay...NOT AGAIN...
I do not understand why, in God's name (thou shall not take the Lord God's name in vain), should one take into the streets for supposedly "his small voice as a masa" to be heard. I have never believed in taking to the streets for whatever
purpose it may serve...lest its a 10 mile marathon to raise money for some charitable cause...or a street party for happy times like the new year or town fiesta...shouting at the top of your voice has never been an answer to an argument...yes you can be heard amidst the din of all the drum roll and
shouts BUT ARE YOU LISTENED TO? Will it actually make a difference if you parade in one busy boulevard and wave make shift banners with the sentiments of your "heart" etched on it? For the dreary masses, they say that it is. For the street parliamentarians, they it is. Look at EDSA 1 and 2 and ~ugh~ 3...and please no more 4 or 5 or 6...another one would be an utter sacrilage to what martial law generations stood for back in 1986...it would be sacrilage to what the much much much older street parliamentarians stood for back in the days of the Spanish Revolution led by Bonifacio, who, as we know, is also "masa". Take to the streets for a cause that is beyond political and selfish causes..take to the streets beyond your neighbor's or your kumpare's cause..take to the streets because your very living is threatened..take to the streets because you have no option but to do so because lack of action will take away the very basic right of every human being...freedom...freedom to live the life you want...unless that happens..work..for God's sake work..and work hard while you are at it!
Madeleine: How can we know who is good - and who is evil?
Coulmier: All we can do is guard against our own corruption.
Jun 18, 2005
"So this is love...so this is what makes life divine. I'm all aglow,and now I know. The key to all heaven is mine. My heart has wings, and I can fly. I'll touch every star in the sky. So this is the miracle, that I've been dreaming of... So this is love." (Cinderella)
should love accompanied by ringing bells, flashing signs, goosebumps and butterflies in your stomach? or white smoke perchance?
if it isn't should we be alarmed?
should it make you feel as if you are on Cloud 9...wherever that may be or as if your heart is dancing to a thousand and one beats?
if it doesn't should we run and hide and pray to the heavens above and to all the saints for a sign?
or are those just romantic whatnots that the old romantics had conjured up just to add spice to their tales of love?
are Judith McNaught, Jude Deveraux and Julie Garwood part of some sinister sisterhood that hatches romantic plots to make us believe that all those once in a lifetime-happy every afters-prince charmings and soulmates?
if not...what does it mean? if not...what should one do?
Nash: Alicia, does our relationship warrant long-term commitment? I need some kind of proof, some kind of verifiable, empirical data.
Alicia: I'm sorry, just give me a moment to redefine my girlish notions of romance
Jun 13, 2005
I got this from BoiBitch
The next boi to rock my world better be consistent. Because I don’t think I can handle being hopeful for a second and then being disappointed the next any more.
Anyone Who Had A Heart
Dionne Warwick
Anyone who ever loved could look at me
And know that I love you
Anyone who ever dreamed could look at me
and know I dream of you
Knowing I love you so
Anyone who had a heart
Would take me in his arms and love me, too
You couldn't really have a heart and hurt me,
Like you hurt me and be so untrue
What am I to do
Every time you go away, I always say
This time it's goodbye , dear
Loving you the way I do
I take you back, without you I'd die dear
Knowing I love you so
Anyone who had a heart
Would take me in his arms and love me, too
You couldn't really have a heart and hurt me,
Like you hurt me and be so untrue
What am I to do
Knowing I love you so
Anyone who had a heart
Would take me in his arms and love me, too
You couldn't really have a heart and hurt me,
Like you hurt me and be so untrue
Anyone who had a heart would love me too
Anyone who had a heart would take me in his arms and love me too
Why won't you
The next boi to rock my world better be consistent. Because I don’t think I can handle being hopeful for a second and then being disappointed the next any more.
I hope he doesn’t trifle with my affections. Because I’m not always as strong as I want to be.
I hope he finds joy in the little things. Because the early morning sunshine is more than enough to make me ecstatic.
I hope he eats silly, sings and dances funny, and laughs heartily. Because this world’s in desperate need of more happy people.
Having said all these, I’m saying goodbye to You. I thought you'd save me but I was wrong. Goodbye, Mr. Heartbreaker. I don’t need you anymore
Anyone Who Had A Heart
Dionne Warwick
Anyone who ever loved could look at me
And know that I love you
Anyone who ever dreamed could look at me
and know I dream of you
Knowing I love you so
Anyone who had a heart
Would take me in his arms and love me, too
You couldn't really have a heart and hurt me,
Like you hurt me and be so untrue
What am I to do
Every time you go away, I always say
This time it's goodbye , dear
Loving you the way I do
I take you back, without you I'd die dear
Knowing I love you so
Anyone who had a heart
Would take me in his arms and love me, too
You couldn't really have a heart and hurt me,
Like you hurt me and be so untrue
What am I to do
Knowing I love you so
Anyone who had a heart
Would take me in his arms and love me, too
You couldn't really have a heart and hurt me,
Like you hurt me and be so untrue
Anyone who had a heart would love me too
Anyone who had a heart would take me in his arms and love me too
Why won't you
Jun 11, 2005
Do You Like The Way You Feel?
I'm not because i am being forced from my comfort zone...i am not suppose to feel this way...i should be ok and i know for a fact that I am so why this??? after all this time WHY this? fuckin' A...the world is so fucked up already so why do people like you, you moronic nincompoop still exists??? fuckin a. why should i even be bothered...you are nothing. you amount to nothing in my book. nada. zero. l'eoff. nil. zilch.
Jun 10, 2005
the rains are here...ugh...here comes cold lonely nights...brrrr!
I don't mind
© Cynthia Alexander
does it matter much to me how?
I don't mind
does it matter much to me how?
I don't mind
please don't leave your shadow on the floor
I'll be alright
does it matter much to me why?
I don't mind
does it matter much to me why?
I don't mind
Its for me a little inconvenient
but I'll be alright
I don't mind
does it matter much to me how?
I don't mind
it don't make no difference
I don't mind
you see,
you're only rubbing salt
on my open wounds
it'll only take awhile to be alright
I don't mind
Jun 5, 2005
I don't read Neil Gaiman's books but imma thinking that he's kinda a super genius after I read this from Tin's blog:
"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love."
AMEN
Jun 4, 2005
May 30, 2005
KJ: what's so scary about commitment?
KJ:it's not like he's asking you for forever.
KJ: he's not even asking your hand for marriage, right?
KJ: commitment is good. it's solid. it's stable.
KJ: i like commitment.
hundun: i dont wanna go through all the hurting shit
hundun:you wanna know how scared i am?
KJ:but only if it's the right one for you. you'll feel it.
KJ: how scared?
hundun: the other night
hundun: i was looking through past entries
KJ: belle, try not to think about getting hurt.
hundun: where i expressed my hurt or how deep the pain was
KJ: i dont wanna say it's inevitable, but it's part of loving.
KJ: tapos?
hundun: i was looking for a reason not to love
hundun: or not to get involved
KJ: belle, you have such a beautiful soul. i dont know why you keep torturing yourself. you deserve to be happy. and there's no sure thing in liking or loving someone.
KJ: maybe it will work out, maybe it wont. but what the hell? gasgas na, pero life is too damn short to keep yourself from finding your happiness.
KJ:it's not like he's asking you for forever.
KJ: he's not even asking your hand for marriage, right?
KJ: commitment is good. it's solid. it's stable.
KJ: i like commitment.
hundun: i dont wanna go through all the hurting shit
hundun:you wanna know how scared i am?
KJ:but only if it's the right one for you. you'll feel it.
KJ: how scared?
hundun: the other night
hundun: i was looking through past entries
KJ: belle, try not to think about getting hurt.
hundun: where i expressed my hurt or how deep the pain was
KJ: i dont wanna say it's inevitable, but it's part of loving.
KJ: tapos?
hundun: i was looking for a reason not to love
hundun: or not to get involved
KJ: belle, you have such a beautiful soul. i dont know why you keep torturing yourself. you deserve to be happy. and there's no sure thing in liking or loving someone.
KJ: maybe it will work out, maybe it wont. but what the hell? gasgas na, pero life is too damn short to keep yourself from finding your happiness.
May 27, 2005
unexpected things can happen sometimes...catching you off guard...bewildering your senses...leaving you dumdfounded... flabbergasted...
and you simply just don't know what to do............
"Fear is a powerful thing
It can turn your heart black you can trust
It'll take your God-filled soul
Fill it with devils and dust...."
and you simply just don't know what to do............
"Fear is a powerful thing
It can turn your heart black you can trust
It'll take your God-filled soul
Fill it with devils and dust...."
May 21, 2005
The Hugo Boss commercial got me thinking...Wyl got me all contemplating...
"You know what's wrong with you, Miss Whoever-you-are? You're chicken, you've got no guts. You're afraid to stick out your chin and say, "Okay, life's a fact, people do fall in love, people do belong to each other, because that's the only chance anybody's got for real happiness." You call yourself a free spirit, a "wild thing," and you're terrified somebody's gonna stick you in a cage.
Well baby, you're already in that cage. You built it yourself. And it's not bounded in the west by Tulip, Texas, or in the east by Somali-land. It's wherever you go. Because no matter where you run, you just end up running into yourself." (Million Dollar Baby)
May 15, 2005
Say it's true, there's nothing like me and you
I'm not alone, tell me you feel it too
And I would run away
I would run away, yeah..., yeah
I would run away
I would run away with you
Cause I am falling in love with you
No never I'm never gonna stop
Falling in love with you
Close the door, lay down upon the floor
And by candlelight, make love to me through the night
(through the night, through the night...)
Cause I have run away
I have run away, yeah..., yeah
I have run away, run away
I have run away with you
Cause I am falling in love (falling in love) with you
No never I'm never gonna stop
Falling in love with you...
With you...
And I would runaway
I would runaway, yeah..., yeah
I would runaway (runaway)
I would runaway with you
Cause I am falling in love (falling in love) with you
No never I'm never gonna stop
Falling in love with you...
Falling in love (falling in love) with you
No never I'm never gonna stop falling in love with you
With you, my love, with you...
na ni na ni na na...
(With you, with you, with you, with you)
I'm not alone, tell me you feel it too
And I would run away
I would run away, yeah..., yeah
I would run away
I would run away with you
Cause I am falling in love with you
No never I'm never gonna stop
Falling in love with you
Close the door, lay down upon the floor
And by candlelight, make love to me through the night
(through the night, through the night...)
Cause I have run away
I have run away, yeah..., yeah
I have run away, run away
I have run away with you
Cause I am falling in love (falling in love) with you
No never I'm never gonna stop
Falling in love with you...
With you...
And I would runaway
I would runaway, yeah..., yeah
I would runaway (runaway)
I would runaway with you
Cause I am falling in love (falling in love) with you
No never I'm never gonna stop
Falling in love with you...
Falling in love (falling in love) with you
No never I'm never gonna stop falling in love with you
With you, my love, with you...
na ni na ni na na...
(With you, with you, with you, with you)
May 8, 2005
Apr 20, 2005
Here I am playing with those
memories
again
And just
when I thought time
had set
me
free
Those
thoughts of you keep taunting
me
Holding you, a feeling I never
outgrew
Though
each and every part of me has
tried
Only you
can fill that space
inside
So there's no sense
pretending
My
heart it's not
mending
Just when I thought I was over
you
Just when I
thought I could stand on my own
Oh baby those memories
come crashing
through
And I just can't go on without youOn my own I've tried
to make
the best of it alone
I've done everything I can to ease the
pain
But
only you can stop the rainI just can't live without youI miss
everything
about youIt's just no good without you
Without you, without you,
without
youOh baby those memories come crashing through
And I just can't go
on without youis it right? is it? Jon says to bite the bullet...do what you have to do and see what happens after...Tin says let your mind do the thinking and not your heart...
i pick my battles...i know when to fight and when to run or when to concede...i fight battles that are meant to be fought ...and just like a trusty and seasoned soldier, I make sure that I go into a battle all packed ( not fucked!) and with extra ammunition to make sure that I win or at least I give them hell before I go down...but this time...i go into this battle with nothing but heart...all heart...and nothing else...i know that not all battles are meant to be fought...but this is one battle i pick to fight...and i know that not all battles are meant to be won...and this might be one of them...and yes it is worth it..no matter what the outcome may be...
Apr 17, 2005
April 15:
i surprise myself sometimes... and i get to surprise Tin
so Tin after dragging you to Greenbelt and Glorietta for one hour and half, I hope all the "inis" was worth it... ;)
April 16, 2005:
12 hours...3 inch heels...i am wearing flats next week!
Lisa and Edwin's Wedding
Where: Sanctuario De San Jose
Reception: Manila Polo Club
my invocation goes:
and after the sun has set..may they be found...still the same as today..hand in hand so much in love and thankful that in this world of ours they have found each other...
i surprise myself sometimes... and i get to surprise Tin
so Tin after dragging you to Greenbelt and Glorietta for one hour and half, I hope all the "inis" was worth it... ;)
April 16, 2005:
12 hours...3 inch heels...i am wearing flats next week!
Lisa and Edwin's Wedding
Where: Sanctuario De San Jose
Reception: Manila Polo Club
my invocation goes:
and after the sun has set..may they be found...still the same as today..hand in hand so much in love and thankful that in this world of ours they have found each other...
Apr 6, 2005
feel so fuckin' sick. out of my mind. i just want to lie down and never wake up. yes...it's THAT bad. no matter what I do even if I smile or laugh so that people won't notice it's still there like...an ominous cloud creeping from the horizon...and it dampens my spirit. optimist belle is out for the day..for the week...for the month...and maybe just maybe for the rest of her goddamned natural life.
fuck. punyeta.
"It's really hard to walk in a single woman's shoes -- that's why you sometimes need really special shoes!" (Carrie, SATC)
fuck. punyeta.
"It's really hard to walk in a single woman's shoes -- that's why you sometimes need really special shoes!" (Carrie, SATC)
Apr 4, 2005
#1:
i can't always be the happy happy person that I usualy am...I hardly say no...accomodating to a fault yes but learn to stop when I say no.
#2.
Pray for the Pope.
#3.
What are is stopping you? What are you thinking of? What is it that keeps you from saying everything that you want to say...what is it? I don't read minds...I haven't mastered that ability yet. If I do, I'll let you know
i can't always be the happy happy person that I usualy am...I hardly say no...accomodating to a fault yes but learn to stop when I say no.
#2.
Pray for the Pope.
#3.
What are is stopping you? What are you thinking of? What is it that keeps you from saying everything that you want to say...what is it? I don't read minds...I haven't mastered that ability yet. If I do, I'll let you know
Apr 3, 2005
sedes vacantes.......
Hey John Paul, We can finish the race for you Hey John Paul, We can carry the flame within......(Lifeboat 14)
"Have no fear of moving into the unknown. Simply step out fearlessly knowing that I am with you, therefore no harm can befall you; all is very, very well. Do this in complete faith and confidence."
Apr 1, 2005
...This used to be the place I ran to
Whenever I was in need
Of a friend....
Whenever I was in need
Of a friend....
this placed used be unknown 'cept for people who lived around the area...now I hear people gushing about it ...now I see people I know sitting on the same spot I sat on before...i'm not being selfish..but it's different y'know, having a place of your own.....a place other than your room where anonymity is your bestfriend..now its the playground of other fools like me...
i used to cry at the heavens above it till the wee hours of the morning...i used to....
Mar 29, 2005
pagod na ako...but wait there's more may hinihingi pa.......di ako si wonderwoman no but but but BUT.....teka i need help......i need my alter ego......Ding, ang bato! (Nanette Medved, Darna)
pwede bukas nalang? di na gumagana utak ko e.......di na din gumagana si carrie, anwar at bo bice na paandarin ang utak ko e....ok lang?
pwede?
sige na...
one time lang..........
puhh-lease?
Mar 28, 2005
lss...so apt...
I hear the ticking of the clock
I’m lying here the room’s pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Oh I hope that it won’t end though
Alone
Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
You don’t know how long I have wanted
To touch your lips and hold you tight
You don’t know how long I have waited
And I was going to tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
And my love for you is still unknown
Alone
Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
Alone, alone
~so tell me...how do I get you alone?
I hear the ticking of the clock
I’m lying here the room’s pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Oh I hope that it won’t end though
Alone
Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
You don’t know how long I have wanted
To touch your lips and hold you tight
You don’t know how long I have waited
And I was going to tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
And my love for you is still unknown
Alone
Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
Alone, alone
~so tell me...how do I get you alone?
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