Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and
your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and
as many say "Your head is in the
clouds."


What type of eyes do you have?
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men can read?!?!?!?!

just doing my usual floorwalking when i chanced upon 2 reps of mine that were reading just a station away from each other. One was reading 5 people you meet in heaven by Mitch Ablom and the other Dan Brown's Da Vinci Code. Wow! What a relief! Men actually read pala! hahahaha... hey i have lots of guy friends but don't know a lot who read actual books. so this was a pleasant surprise for me. So lax and Raffy, kudos to you! Shit this sounding like a commendation. whatever. i think i just lost my mind.

"A man with nothing to prove? that's a first" (CSI)

...It Is Not Easy:


To apologize when you have hurt another person;

To admit error when your reputation for honesty is at stake;

To be unselfish when a little extra grab might enrich you;

To face a sneer when the sneerer makes you want to fight;

To be considerate when people get on your nerves;

To achieve success and remain humble when you are tempted to be cross;

To keep trying when many failures have tested your patience;

To think a little more before you act when your temper is up

To maintain a high standard of personal living when others take the short cuts.

But...you'll find that all these things pay... in the end!

The crash of 2004

I recently had my midyear feedback with my TM. My boss is the best next to Arjay..or is it the other way around? My feedback was focused on how well i performed during the first half of the year and as usual my boss told me that I did well in terms of my stats but we also touched base on what happened to me which you should be familiar with na if you've been reading my blog long enough or if you are a friend...just to give you a gist of what happened let's just say that i let myself and my worklife get affected by my personal life. That was unthinkable until it happened to me but I guess it happens to the best of us. My TM is someone you can talk to anytime-as long as he's not rushing something or in a meeting. He'll listen to you 100 percent and rest assured that whatever you talk about stays between the 2 of you. Many times have I borrowed his ear to ask for his thoughts about something. He was the reason why I changed my mind to going to Cebu. During my feedback, I explained to him that one reason I haven't applied for any higher position is because I want to first re-establish my niche in our team. The niche that I lost when I went through my "insanity stage". I told him that right now I do not have any plans of applying for a higher position because I wanna prove myself and to reclaim the "respect" that I lost among my peers when I "fell down" because I know come interview time that ghost will haunt me and I must be ready to kill whatever doubt they have with my capability. So now I stay where I am. Slowly but surely...I am slowly getting up from where i fell down. Bruised and battered I stand, albeit shaking, i still stand...

"Love is a form of hysteria. Fortunately, it always passes."

I've so many drafts of entries I've been meaning to post but somehow I don't get to finish them...why? Beats me. A kaleidoscope of thoughts whiz past me staying for a minute or two then they fly away off to an unknown destination and here I am stuck with another useless thought...


"It's not fair. I can't compare. To an ugly girl. A real ugly girl. Lalalalala..."
(Fiona Apple)

There's a kitten trapped in our firewall and i've been hearing its cry for days now. it's annoying like hell but what can I do? I can't destroy our firewall naman for one small kitten (PETA! PETA!)...my heart goes out for that kitten but again, i can't do anything for her/him. sorry little kitty :( i hope your mommy rescues you because i can't...so for now i pretend to not hear the cries...

Our company's sportsfest started last sat and I'm glad to say that our mixed basketball team won..ehem ehem...i was one of the players...but sadly i didnt do anything...a minute or two in the game I was panting like crazy na. those who were in the sidelines said that we were all so red na from fatigue...i think i've to quit smoking muna...MUNA (tin, would be so glad to hear this)...i thinking of limiting my yosi to half a pack a day instead of a pack a day...that should be a start...

that was last saturday...come sunday, our men's basketball team was crushed by the opposing team..i think they've to re-think their non existent team play...during the game too, the unexpected happened...jerx arrived with the girl...i prayed fervently that i'd never get to see them together but unfortunately that prayer wasn't answered...surprisingly i was ok...i was expecting a stabbing in the heart feeling when i see them together but i didn't...is this a sign that i am finally over him...please God yes!...i don't wanna dwell too much on that anymore..no more use in crying over spilt milk as franchie said...all i can say is...yan ba ang pinalit mo sa akin!?!?!?!?!

Kindness... courtesy...sensitivity to others... empathy...it goes a loooong way

Was surprised to get an e-mail from a fellow blogger. I don't know her and, if I remember correctly, had never had a chance of stumbling upon her blog. Kinda surprised that I got an e-mail from someone that I didn't know and with all the virus scares I almost deleted it. It's not the first time though that someone got hold of my e-mail addy since I recently got a weird YM from someone who was asking when my birhtday is exactly because s/he had a gift for me...anyway, I normally do not entertain questions and requests from people unbeknownst to me but since her e-mail was so courteous I decided to oblige her. If the tone of the e-mail was different I wouldn't have given the time of the day--err night but since, again, it was courteous I did what she asked of me.



So y'see young boys and girls, kindness and courtesy and even a smile goes a long way. Things that are asked for nicely are usually given to the askee. Comments that are said nicely and in a polite way are usually, if not always, accepted wholeheartedly by the recipient of the comment.

The world is not a "good" place to live in and to raise of future children in anymore... with all the negative things that are happening all over...what can you do..jump off the planet?...Its still where we live and who else but to better it but us. Who else to love it but us. If you're whining in your little corner about everything that is happening in your life or around you maybe its time to ask yourself what have YOU done? I, in my little way have tried to clean my slate and my karma by making amends with my past. By being more friendly with people I had never spoken to before in my account or had never been too chummy chummy with. I have built a relationship w my mother. I have become more open to other people. I have become less afraid of trying out new things in life. It may not be a lot, I know, but its a start and I know that I'm on my way...so anyone wants to join my journey? Don't you worry it's not an amazing race or survivor kinda race..Good God no more of that kind pleasee...isn't reality enough without having to watch it on the tube? Its more of a journey that will let you stop and smell the roses. It's the kinda journey that you will not be pressed for time or be pressured to give out any results. It's the kinda journey that there is no fixed finished line. The end ultimately depends on you. No training or preparation needed...its just you...and a determination to reach your ultimate goal might be handy. Your seatbelt will be your faith...your faith in God, in yourself and in everyone...your steering wheel~~your mind. And if along the way, and rest assured there will be, some bumps and road blocks, God will be your airbag. It's the kinda journey that may or may not be the ride of your life. But I assure you, you will enjoy it.


"Be kind. Remember everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle." (T. H. Thompson)

Bloggers' Night!
Sept. 3 (Friday), 8pm
Dencio's Grill, Powerplant Mall

Come one Come All!!!


Been sitting for almost an hour and I can't seem to settle on what to blog...i wanted to make kwento about "hassles" and insipid people who tag or comment in your blog and leave irresponsible comments/tags and do not even have the balls to sign in their real names or urls...decided not to give them another minute of my time nalang...so what I am s'psed to blog about...nothing...but i was just wondering...
you think God ever gets lonely?

THE ART OF WAITING

Why Wait?

Because although we want to be decisive, we do not want to be impulsive.

Although we want to be swift, we do not want to be hasty.
Although we want to hold on to the one we love,
we do not want to lose ourselves in the process.
If we want to run, we must first learn to walk.
If we want to swim, we must first learn to float.
If we want to make love, we must first learn to love.

In the end, it is still best to wait for the one we want
rather than settle for the one that is available.
It is still best to wait for the one you love
rather than settle for the one who is around.
It is still best to wait for the right person.
Because life is too short to waste on the wrong one.

Because waiting serves a purpose. Noble and mysterious,
you have to know that flowers do not bloom overnight.
Rome was not built in a day. A life grows in the womb for nine months.
Great love grows steadily over a lifetime.
Most good things in life take a long time. And they are all worth waiting for.
These, despite the fact, that although waiting requires a lot of things...

faith, courage, and hope...
Waiting guarantees nothing. One cannot imagine,
after all, that God in all His wisdom, asks us to wait, for no essential reason.


"If you want to catch a butterfly,Don’t run after it,
Instead, sit down and open your hand
It will just land on your palm when it needs to rest.

That’s the way to find love…”

Just as I was about to post my entry the power in our house surges causing my pc to re-start...punyeta so here i am trying to remember what I typed..grumble grumble...


You have been weighed You have been measured and you have been found wanting (Knight's Tale)

It's less than 25 days before my 2* birthday and I still do not know what I'm gonna do...I've been wracking my brains out but all i can come up are the ideas below so if any one out there has any nice idea on what I can do on my birthday, lemme know...

1. Have a quiet dinner by myself (loser! loser)
2. Have dinner with close friends and family (anu buzz i don't have any family here!Does my yaya count?)
3. Have an open party
4. Stay at home (sulk sulk sulk)
5. Check in a hotel and just rest there the whole time and maybe take a long bubble bath and regress! (aaahhh!)
6. organize a kiddie party in an orphanage with all my friends donating some stuff to the kids (and maybe, just maybe I'd be able to prod the nuns in the orphanage if they can let me adopt one of the babies or kids there)
7. Just kill my self ..nuff said...


Somebody else
(Sister Hazel)

Hey, Hey
Did you ever think
There might be another way
To just feel better,
Just feel better about today

Oh no-
If you never want to have
To turn and go away
You might feel better,
Might feel better if you stay

Yeah yeah
I bet you haven't heard
A word I've said
Yeah yeah
If you've had enough
Of all your tryin'
Just give up
The state of mind you're in…

If you want to be somebody else,
If you're tired of fighting battles with yourself
If you want to be somebody else
Change your mind...


Hey hey-
Have you ever danced in the rain
Or thanked the sun
Just for shining- just for shining
Or the sea?
Oh no- take it all in
The world's a show
And yeah, you look much better,
Look much better when you glow

Hey hey-
what ya say
We both go and seize the day
'cause what's your hurry
what's your hurry anyway

at dahil reklamador daw ako here are more rants and ramblings:

I wasn't able to save the other tags that I got but its so nice to know that when one is blogger is being "hassled" other bloggers comes to the rescue

***hugs everyone***

THANK YOU to My big sister Tin,My little sister Claire,aMgiNe,Meatmarket,Summer and Deslite for their kind words.

"Ayoko ng tinatapakan ako, ayoko ng masikip, ayoko ng mabaho, ayoko ng walang tubig, ayoko ng walang pagkain, ayoko ng putik." (Kaya kong Abutin ang Langit)

some coward posted this in my tag board:

morlock: Dont get mad, but you have to loosen up. Masyado kang maraming reklamo sa buhay. Simula sa ex mo na di mo pa rin maaming bitter ka pa rin. Marami ka namang friends, so anong nirereklamo mo?

To you Morlock or whatever your name is your comment was downright irresponsible and i can clearly see that you do not know what you are talking about.

If you were a close friend of mine you would know that i actually acknowledge my bitterness about my ex. Who wouldn't be anyway? He cheated on me. He lied to me several times. Have you been cheated on and lied to? Maybe you haven't. Maybe you have but had forgotten how it felt. I think I have every right to be bitter about what happened. If you were a close friend of mine you would know that I have actually forgiven my ex and the girl for all the pain and heartaches they caused me. I even went to great lengths to inform them of this. That forgiveness I gave even when I never got any sorry for what they did. That forgiveness was given freely and without any prejudice. I even posted a note that I pray that they will never experience the same pain that I went through because I do not believe that anyone, not even them, deserve to experience that kind of pain and with that post I even said that they can come to me when they need someone to talk to or when they need a friend. I went past my pain to be able to forgive them so that I can gain my peace of mind back. I went past my pain to be able to forgive myself for loving someone so much. So am I still bitter? Yes I am but it has not hindered me to live the life that I am living now. Yes I am afraid to love and to trust again. But wouldn't you be? So again, cowardly morlock, tell me again if i do not have the right to be bitter about what my ex did to me. Tell me if you can not be bitter after the person you gave your life heart and soul to betrays you.

"Masyadong maraming reklamo sa buhay" bakit meron bang tao sa mundo na walang reklamo sa kanyang buhay? I have do not have the best life right now. Maybe for some twist of fate you have and I am glad for you. I really am. In this year alone I have lost 2 men in my life and another one is dying. The 2 are insignificant comapred to the man that I am losing now. My lolo. My dearest lolo. if I had a list of the important people in my life today, my paternal lolo would be #1 alongside my maternal grandmother. Next would be my parents and sister. I would give my life to my lolo in an instant and with him sick and as the doctor said, dying I think I have every right to question why another heartache when I have just recovered from the last one and had barely enough time to gather strength...and yet I am not. I believe that its not our place to question the why and whens of the Lord. I believe that we're just here to roll with whatever comes our way but then again, I am just human. I am human enough to admit that I can only take so much pain and heartache in my life. I am human enough to know that though everything may seem hopeless and bleak right now I know that he has a reason for everything and I trust him. I am human enough to feel whatever it is i am feeling now and that is that I am sad afraid and lonely. And yet being all those had never hindered me from living my life the way it is. Yes, I have my family and dear friends who I have repeatedly thanked God for and I have called them my diamonds in dustheaps. Apparently, you are not one of them or else you would have never made such irresponsible comment in such a open and cowardly manner. next time, intindihin mo muna kung ano ang sasabihin mo. Hindi mo alam nakakasakit ka na. I hope karma doesn't find you. if you have anything else to say and since you seem to take pride in "knowing me" tell it to my face next time. be a man.

***find a better version of the pic above in http://joyfulwisdom.blogspot.com

Remember to bre-athe,And every-thing will be o-kay

marc "my closest guy friend" is how he described himself when he protested when I told him that he can't read my blog...was such a dear when last wednesday when he suddenly asked how I was...we had coffee and cigs during my 1 hour lunch..he went back to the office to fetch me when my shift ended at 12mn...we had our usual where are we going routine...let's go to gweilo's..marc you're driving in circles..dude, i know where i'm going...foolish you went around pa e hello sana you made daan nalang here o..see!...e..e..i hadn't decided yet that we go to gweilo's when we passed by that street e...dude, do we hafta to go there?..why you don;t want?..nope, i'm in my pambahay clothes...e me din naman e...a basta not to gweilo's...o sige where do we go..let's try if gonuts is still open..yeah right at 1230am????..let's just check nlang ok!?!?!?!..see! they're close na!....see they're close na..told you so told you so...got some cigs and gum in shell fort...o where to?..the usual triangle...greenhills-makati-forbes/fort..bahala na....next thing we know we were driving south and there i was listening to marc's singing..dude, never knew you sang well pala...there are a lot of things you dunno about me...hhmmm...y'know this is the 2nd time palang since my break up that I've been to south..whaddya mean...well after the breakup i kinda made it a rule to neve venture south...territoryo ko till makati sa kanya na ang south...ddirrtyy south...foolish...you make your world small because of him...a basta just make me kampi ok...how many times did we see each other when you guys were together...aahhmmm...once lang ata e and i think i had to ask his permission pa and that was in the office pa...why ba?...ayaw nya lang..he was jealous of me..yuh...marc snickers...come to think of it i barely or almost didn't see my guyfriends when we were together...loser!..who me? no foolish! loser ka naman tlaga e i meant him...a ok...me shuts up...san na yung mga big bottles of sodas to mark our exit...malayo pala tagaytay..how come we never noticed that before...i dunno...you watched (some scary movie)..nope i hate horror movies e i'm scaredy cat...marc then tries to scare me...marc, d'y'know that i have a very open third eye...huh?...i can hear see and feel...aaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!! stop it...bwahahaha..you started it..there was this time when I saw..aargghh stop stop!....ha! backfired no...marc grumbles...arrives in tagaytay...whoa! fog's so thick..yea!drive slowly shu-MARC-er...opens moon roof...what's the difference between a moon roof and a sun roof..i dunno..then why did you get one..meron na agad dyan e..how'd you know that it's a moon roof and not a sun roof..coz that's what they said sa dealership..are you sure are you sure..argghhh!...cool ng light effects pala when there're fog..honga e...o where do we go..i dunno..back to manila...ok..can i sleep for 5 minutes?..yeah sure..o pull down the seat..ok...wakes up in shell mckinley..told u to wake me up sa expressway na shell a.. you were sleeping SOUNDLY e..i was snoring?..yeah and it was very disturbing...di nga?!?!...foolish, i was just kidding...medyo lang..slaps marc...stupid...cna we go home na..ok...text me when you're home..ok..330Am: i'm home na...thanks marc...sure...




Remember, when you're with me, it's the only time you're not the strangest person in the room. So go ahead, get weird with me. (Ally McBeal)

how are you?

kamusta ka?

kumusta na lolo mo?

ok ka lang?

HINDE!!!!! <--- understatement of the year can I die now!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

So no one told you life was gonna be this way,Your job's a joke,You're broke,Your lovelife's DOA...It's like you're always stuck in second gear...And it hasn't been your day, your week, your month or even your year...


Annus horribilis

...and its 25 days till my birthday...its obvious to everyone that I know that it hasn't been my year...i think at the end of the year I'd have my annual assessment of how my life has been so far and the only phrase that can best describe my year and ultimately my life is..ANNUS HORRIBILIS...

4 more months to go..maybe i'd fare better next year...but for now..konti tiis...punyeta..di ka pa ba tapos sa kakabato ng kung ano ano sa akin? what else what else...maybe one of these days you'd have mercy on my soul and just take me instead...who am i kidding?!?!?!

you bleed just to know you're alive...

monday afternoon found out that something happened to my dear lolo...my dear brother, Stupid Dog,didn't even tell me agad..i had to find out through my younger brother who's in the states. He suffered a mild stroke daw when he was in Tarlac (where he has a second family) and hadn't been eating for almost a week and last thursday, he asked that he be brought home to his house in San Jose (our house)...we dunno why since he was more fond of his 2nd family anyway...when he was brought home my tito's and tita's (the real ones) brought him to the hospital where he was s'posed to be confined but being the stubborn and hard headed man that he is he adamantly refused to be confined. The doctor said that he be stripped off of any "pananagutan" from my tita letty who used to be the Doctor General of Pampanga and who used to have a clinic in the same hospital before she went to New York. Must've been an funny sight since the doctor was older than my tita letty and a scant younger than my lolo lang. When I found out what happened to my lolo, i went home early tuesday morning all alone and with pequeno knowledge on how to go home. All my knowledge on commuting home is from observing on how my dad used to make hatid my lola ima sa Bus terminal. The bus terminal, I thought, would be my ticket to paradise just as long as I remember where it is pa....but Lo and behold, the terminal that used to be there had folded up na pala...so there I was not knowing where to go and what to do...aaaa! bahala na! so to cut the story short...nakarating naman ako despite the several maling nababaan and nasakyan and over charging incidents...whew!

When I arrived sa hws ng lolo ko there were 2 faces who I had never seen before but seemed awfully familiar...hhmmmm eto ata yung mga anak ng lolo ko sa 2nd family..ggrrr at paano nakatuntong yan mga yan dito!...transferred to the house of my tito...naghanap ng kakampi-este kakilala pala...i was like a kid who was making sumbong sa mommy na there were strangers in our house!...ggrrrr...my tito and titas explained who they were...aba! sa inyo pala kme pinagpalit ng lolo ko...beee! ako pa din ang favorite....hhaaayyyy..nonsense nonsense...i'm just trying to be happy here....so anyway, on with the drama...when I had ksama na, I went back to my lolo's house...he was asleep...or so i thought he was...awake na pala sya...since he was hard of hearing na and can't see na din my tita had to shout at him na I was there...my lolo's answer: "nino ita?" ...i just got stabbed and left for dead....my knees turned to jelly...tears sprung from the corner of my eyes..."nino ita?"...sino daw ako...i was the favorite apo and he couldn't even remember me...my tita had to explain who I was pa kaya he remembered me...i wanted to leave...i wanted to run...i wanted to die...but i couldn't...i had to stay and talk to him...stayed for 5 minutes lang...sandali lang i have to go...i have to gather enough strength after that just kill me nalang incident...my tita explained that of all his apos I was the only one he remembers nalang...my other cousins he couldn;t remember na tlaga...so come to think of it ako pa din pala ang favorite...i stayed the night...i wanted to stay till sunday and just call in sick nalang but the atmosphere in my lolo's house got to me...it was as if there was a deathly pall all over the place...it was so draining...the commute was tiring but the stay in my lolo's house drained all strength...thus i decided to go...i couldn't stay there...it was like waiting for death to come knowing that he is just around the corner biding his time...it's the waiting game that got to me....i had to leave...and so the next day with a heavy heavy heart I went back to Manila...again, with no knowledge on how to go back...punyeta mag strong strongan kse e!...

hafta end that story...putting my emotions and the events of the past few days just, again, drained my strength or whatever's left of it..hala sige magpakasaya ka sa mga mumo at tira tira kung may makukuha ka pa....

i just wish the real world would stop hassling me (real world, matchbox 20)

I ask everyone to please pray for my lolo

Blogger's night...

Kroc GB3...dame tao...tagal ng table...sino ba kse nag suggest ng Kroc...aahhhmmmmm...ahem ahem...finally a table..kaso the rain! the rain! transfer tables...kulang seats...kain kain...kwento kwento...still raining ng malakas...after dinner Summer had to go kse nka lunch lang pla...Dude and Ipis had to leave..may date pa sila...transferred to Segfredo with Tin, Orbital and date, aMgiNe, Radix and friend...went home around 130am...instead of going home as we planned aMgiNe and I stayed in Seattle's GB3 till 330am...kwento kwento kwento..kwento and more kwento...

Blooger's night out

conversations:

w Len: pag heartbroken ka lahat ng lalaki mabait. lahat ng lalaki malambing. lahat ng lalaki gwapo

w Ron: *deep sigh*
Me : e bakit ka nga sad?
Ron : wla...di ko alam
Me : kakainis ka naman e. nakakahawa ka.Here I am trying to smile.Trying to happy tapos biglang manghahawa ka...
Ron : hindi naman pwede na sa lahat ng oras masaya ka. minsan malulungkot ka din

w Jon: I'm irresistable.

w Mitch: May kanin pa?

I HAVE A KRAS!

my crush ako...secret nalang kung sino...he has a blog but he doesn't know that I frequent his blog nor does he know that I have a blog..or baka alam nya...
tteeeehhheee....landi! kaso my girlfriend na and works somewhere else so I guess sa picture ko nlang sya makikita...hhhaaaayyyyy....deep sigh...sana ako nalang yun...mabait naman ako e...perfect pa...hahahaha!

"I am everything you want; I am everything you need; I am everything inside of you that you wish you could be. I say all the right things, at exactly the right time,
but I mean nothing to you and I don't know why?"

So why am I still alone?

"Dreams are true while they last, and do we not live in dreams?"
- Lord Alfred Tennyson (1809-1892)

so buti pa si January (an officemate) may progress na no...so ako nalang ang natitira asa aking kinalalagyan...insert YM emoticon thats rolls eyes here...buti pa sya..oh well, ganyan tlaga...i just hope that everything turns out well for her...and as for me, I here I await my turn...

"tears in my eyes burn..while tears in my eyes burn..while im waiting for my turn"


I saw Igo's picture in Ces' blog... :(

My Happy Ending
(Avril Lavigne)

So much for my happy ending

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?

Don't leave me hangin'
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of our memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
So much for my happy ending

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

So much for my happy ending
So much for my happy ending

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How happy is the blameless Vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd.
(Alexander Pope)

I'm gonna watch this movie...puro good reviews...how I wish that such a thing is possible...to erase someone from your memory...if there was such a thing I would be first in line to avail of it no matter what the cost...



Bloggers' Night update:
Date: August 14 (Sat.)
Time: 7:30pm
Venue: Krocodile Grill (GB3)
Everyone is invited!

Someone just told me that someone commented na I'm not doing anything daw. office politics here we go again...why is it that no matter what you do some people will think badly of you...damned if you do damned if you don't...can't please everyone all the time...fuck it...punyeta..potangina...ggrrr...i know that I shouldn't be affected when such things happen but i'm the kind of person kse na i take everything personally but i've learned to cope rather to compensate for that weakness of mine by just not letting others see that i'm that affected......i started writing an explanation w a list of everything that I do but decided against it...no matter what I do naman people will always be crabby minded...as long as I know that I'm doing what I can do then that should be it %$@S@#!R$@##!!!! ARRGGGHHH!!!!!